{"id":1960,"date":"2013-07-13T01:38:32","date_gmt":"2013-07-13T01:38:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/localhost\/?p=1960"},"modified":"2013-07-13T01:38:32","modified_gmt":"2013-07-13T01:38:32","slug":"01-sri-aurobindo-a-life-sketch-vol-36-autobiographical-notes","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/01-works-of-sri-aurobindo\/03-cwsa\/36-autobiographical-notes\/01-sri-aurobindo-a-life-sketch-vol-36-autobiographical-notes","title":{"rendered":"-01_Sri Aurobindo &#8211;  A Life Sketch.htm"},"content":{"rendered":"<div align=\"center\">\n<table border=\"0\" width=\"100%\" cellpadding=\"6\" style=\"border-collapse: collapse\">\n<tr>\n<td>\n\t<span lang=\"en-gb\"> <\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\t<b><font size=\"4\">Part One<\/font><\/b> <\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\"><b><font size=\"4\"><br \/>\nAutobiographical Notes<\/font><\/b> <\/p>\n<p>\n<p>\n<p>\n<p>\n<p>\n<p>\n<p>\n<p>\n<hr>\n<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\t<font size=\"4\"><b>Section One<\/b><\/font> <\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\t<font size=\"4\"><b><br \/>\nLife Sketches and<br \/>\nOther Autobiographical Notes<\/b><\/font> <\/p>\n<p>\n<p>\n<p>\n<p>\n<p>\n<p>\n<p>\n<p>\n<hr>\n<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n<b><font size=\"4\">Sri Aurobindo: A Life Sketch<br \/>\n<\/font><\/b><\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\nSri Aurobindo was born in Calcutta on August 15, 1872. In 1879, at the age of seven, he was taken with his two elder<br \/>\nbrothers to England for education and lived there for fourteen years. Brought up at first in an English family at Manchester,<br \/>\nhe joined St. Paul&#8217;s School in London in [1884]<sup><font size=\"2\">1<\/font><\/sup> and in 1890 went from it with a senior classical scholarship to King&#8217;s College,<br \/>\nCambridge, where he studied for two years. In 1890 he passed also the open competition for the Indian Civil Service, but at<br \/>\nthe end of two years of probation failed to present himself at the riding examination and was disqualified for the Service. At<br \/>\nthis time the Gaekwar of Baroda was in London. Aurobindo saw him, obtained an appointment in the Baroda Service and<br \/>\nleft England in [January],<sup><font size=\"2\">2<\/font><\/sup> 1893.<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;text-indent: 25pt;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\tSri Aurobindo passed thirteen years, from 1893 to 1906,<br \/>\nin the Baroda Service, first in the Revenue Department and in secretariat work for the Maharaja, afterwards as Professor of<br \/>\nEnglish and, finally, Vice-Principal in the Baroda College. These were years of self-culture, of literary activity<br \/>\n\u2014 for much of the<br \/>\npoetry afterwards published from Pondicherry was written at this time \u2014 and of preparation for his future work. In England<br \/>\nhe had received, according to his father&#8217;s express instructions, an entirely occidental education without any contact with the<br \/>\nculture of India and the East.<sup><font size=\"2\">3<\/font><\/sup> At Baroda he made up the deficiency, learned Sanskrit and several modern Indian languages, <\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;text-indent: 25pt;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\t&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;text-indent: 25pt;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\t<font size=\"2\">1 <i>MS <\/i>1885<\/font><i><font size=\"2\">. See Table 1, page 565. \u2014 Ed.<\/font><\/i><\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;text-indent: 25pt;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\t<font size=\"2\">2 <i>MS <\/i>February<i>. See Table 1, page 565.<br \/>\n\u2014 Ed.<\/i> <\/font> <\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;text-indent: 25pt;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\t<font size=\"2\">3 It may be observed that Sri Aurobindo&#8217;s education in England gave him a wide introduction to the culture of ancient, of mediaeval and of modern Europe. He was<br \/>\na brilliant scholar in Greek and Latin. He had learned French from his childhood in Manchester and studied for himself German and Italian sufficiently to read Goethe and<br \/>\nDante in the original tongues. (He passed the Tripos in Cambridge in the first division<br \/>\n\t\t\tand obtained record marks in Greek and Latin in the examination for<br \/>\n\t\t\tthe Indian Civil Service.) [<i>Sri Aurobindo&#8217;s note; see pages 12 \u00ad 13.<\/i>]<br \/>\n \t\t\t<\/font>&nbsp; <font size=\"2\">&nbsp; <\/font> <\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\t<font size=\"2\">Page <font face=\"Times New Roman\">\u2013 <\/font>5<\/font><\/p>\n<hr>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n<p>assimilated the spirit of Indian civilisation and its forms past and present. A great part of the last years of this period was spent<br \/>\non leave in silent political activity, for he was debarred from public action by his position at Baroda. The outbreak of the<br \/>\nagitation against the partition of Bengal in 1905 gave him the opportunity to give up the Baroda Service and join openly in the<br \/>\npolitical movement. He left Baroda in 1906 and went to Calcutta as Principal of the newly-founded Bengal National College. <\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;text-indent: 25pt;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\tThe political action of Sri Aurobindo covered eight years, from 1902 to 1910. During the first half of this period he<br \/>\nworked behind the scenes, preparing with other co-workers the beginnings of the Swadeshi (Indian Sinn Fein) movement, till the<br \/>\nagitation in Bengal furnished an opening for the public initiation of a more forward and direct political action than the moderate reformism which had till then been the creed of the Indian National Congress. In 1906 Sri Aurobindo came to Bengal with<br \/>\nthis purpose and joined the New Party, an advanced section small in numbers and not yet strong in influence, which had<br \/>\nbeen recently formed in the Congress. The political theory of this party was a rather vague gospel of Non-cooperation; in action<br \/>\nit had not yet gone farther than some ineffective clashes with the Moderate leaders at the annual Congress assembly behind<br \/>\nthe veil of secrecy of the &#8220;Subjects Committee&#8221;. Sri Aurobindo persuaded its chiefs in Bengal to come forward publicly as<br \/>\nan All-India party with a definite and challenging programme, putting forward Tilak,<br \/>\n\t\t\tthe popular Maratha leader at its head, and to attack the then<br \/>\n\t\t\tdominant Moderate (Reformist or Liberal) oligarchy of veteran politicians and capture from them the<br \/>\nCongress and the country. This was the origin of the historic struggle between the Moderates and the Nationalists (called<br \/>\nby their opponents Extremists) which in two years changed altogether the face of Indian politics. <\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;text-indent: 25pt;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\tThe new-born Nationalist party put forward Swaraj (independence) as<br \/>\n\t\t\tits goal as against the far-off Moderate hope of <\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\t<font size=\"2\">Page <font face=\"Times New Roman\">\u2013 <\/font>6<\/font><\/p>\n<hr>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\ncolonial self-government to be realised at a distant date of a century or two by a slow progress of reform; it proposed as<br \/>\nits means of execution a programme which resembled in spirit, though not in its details, the policy of Sinn Fein developed some<br \/>\nyears later and carried to a successful issue in Ireland. The principle of this<br \/>\n\tnew policy was self-help; it aimed on one side at an effective organisation<br \/>\n\tof the forces of the nation and on the other professed a complete<br \/>\n\tnon-cooperation with the Government. Boycott of British and foreign goods and the fostering of Swadeshi industries to replace them, boycott of British law<br \/>\ncourts and the foundation of a system of Arbitration courts in their stead, boycott of Government universities and colleges and<br \/>\nthe creation of a network of National colleges and schools, the formation of societies of young men which would do the work of<br \/>\npolice and defence and, wherever necessary, a policy of passive resistance were among the immediate items of the programme.<br \/>\nSri Aurobindo hoped to capture the Congress and make it the directing centre of an organised national action, an informal<br \/>\nState within the State, which would carry on the struggle for freedom till it was won. He persuaded the party to take up and<br \/>\nfinance as its recognised organ the newly-founded daily paper, <i>Bande Mataram<\/i>, of which he was at the time acting editor. The<br \/>\n<i>Bande Mataram<\/i>, whose policy from the beginning of 1907 till its abrupt winding up in 1908 when Aurobindo was in prison<br \/>\nwas wholly directed by him, circulated almost immediately all over India. During its brief but momentous existence it changed<br \/>\nthe political thought of India which has ever since preserved fundamentally, even amidst its later developments, the stamp<br \/>\nthen imparted to it. But the struggle initiated on these lines, though vehement and eventful and full of importance for the<br \/>\nfuture, did not last long at the time; for the country was still unripe for so bold a programme. <\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;text-indent: 25pt;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\tSri Aurobindo was prosecuted for sedition in 1907 and acquitted. Up till now an organiser and writer, he was obliged by<br \/>\nthis event and by the imprisonment or disappearance of other leaders to come forward as the acknowledged head of the party<br \/>\nin Bengal and to appear on the platform for the first time as a &nbsp;&nbsp; <\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\t<font size=\"2\">Page <font face=\"Times New Roman\">\u2013 <\/font>7<\/font><\/p>\n<hr>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n<p>speaker. He presided over the Nationalist Conference at Surat in 1907 where in the forceful clash of two equal parties the<br \/>\nCongress was broken to pieces. In May, 1908, he was arrested in the Alipur Conspiracy Case as implicated in the doings of<br \/>\nthe revolutionary group led by his brother Barindra; but no evidence of any value could be established against him and in<br \/>\nthis case too he was acquitted. After a detention of one year as undertrial prisoner in the Alipur Jail, he came out in May, 1909,<br \/>\nto find the party organisation broken, its leaders scattered by imprisonment, deportation or self-imposed exile and the party<br \/>\nitself still existent but dumb and dispirited and incapable of any strenuous action. For almost a year he strove single-handed as<br \/>\nthe sole remaining leader of the Nationalists in India to revive the movement. He published at this time to aid his effort a<br \/>\nweekly English paper, the <i>Karmayogin<\/i>, and a Bengali weekly, the <i>Dharma<\/i>. But at last he was compelled to recognise that the<br \/>\nnation was not yet sufficiently trained to carry out his policy and programme. For a time he thought that the necessary training<br \/>\nmust first be given through a less advanced Home Rule movement or an agitation of passive resistance of the kind created by<br \/>\nMahatma Gandhi in South Africa. But he saw that the hour of these movements had not come and that he himself was not their<br \/>\ndestined leader. Moreover, since his twelve months&#8217; detention in the Alipur Jail, which had been spent entirely in the practice<br \/>\nof Yoga, his inner spiritual life was pressing upon him for an exclusive concentration. He resolved therefore to withdraw from<br \/>\nthe political field, at least for a time.<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;text-indent: 25pt;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\tIn February, 1910, he withdrew to a secret retirement<br \/>\nat Chandernagore and in the beginning of April sailed for Pondicherry in French India. A third prosecution was launched<br \/>\nagainst him at this moment for a signed article in the <i>Karmayogin<\/i>; in his absence it was pressed against the printer of the<br \/>\npaper who was convicted, but the conviction was quashed on appeal in the High Court of Calcutta. For the third time a<br \/>\nprosecution against him had failed. Sri Aurobindo had left Bengal with some intention of returning to the political field under<br \/>\nmore favourable circumstances; but very soon the magnitude &nbsp; <\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\t<font size=\"2\">Page <font face=\"Times New Roman\">\u2013 <\/font>8<\/font><\/p>\n<hr>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\nof the spiritual work he had taken up appeared to him and he saw that it would need the exclusive concentration of all<br \/>\nhis energies. Eventually he cut off connection with politics, refused repeatedly to accept the Presidentship of the National<br \/>\nCongress and went into a complete retirement. During all his stay at Pondicherry from 1910 to the present moment<sup><font size=\"2\">4<\/font><\/sup> he has<br \/>\nremained more and more exclusively devoted to his spiritual &nbsp;<br \/>\n&nbsp; work and his sadhana. <\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;text-indent: 25pt;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\tIn 1914 after four years of silent Yoga he began the publication of a philosophical monthly, the<br \/>\n<i>Arya<\/i>. Most of his more<br \/>\nimportant works, those published since in book form, the Isha Upanishad, the Essays on the Gita, and others not yet published,<br \/>\nthe Life Divine, the Synthesis of Yoga,<sup><font size=\"2\">5<\/font><\/sup> appeared serially in the <i>Arya<\/i>. These works embodied much of the inner knowledge that<br \/>\nhad come to him in his practice of Yoga. Others were concerned with the spirit and significance of Indian civilisation and culture,<br \/>\nthe true meaning of the Vedas, the progress of human society, the nature and evolution of poetry, the possibility of the unification<br \/>\nof the human race. At this time also he began to publish his poems, both those written in England and at Baroda and those,<br \/>\nfewer in number, added during his period of political activity and in the first years of his residence at Pondicherry. The<br \/>\n<i>Arya <\/i>ceased<br \/>\npublication in 1921 after six years and a half of uninterrupted appearance. <\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;text-indent: 25pt;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\tSri Aurobindo lived at first in retirement at Pondicherry with four or five disciples. Afterwards more and yet more began<br \/>\nto come to him to follow his spiritual path and the number &nbsp;<br \/>\nbecame so large that a community of sadhaks had to be formed for the maintenance and collective guidance of those who had<br \/>\nleft everything behind for the sake of a higher life. This was the foundation of the Sri Aurobindo<br \/>\n\t\t\tAshram which has less been<br \/>\ncreated than grown around him as its centre.<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;text-indent: 25pt;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\tSri Aurobindo began his practice of Yoga in 1905. At first<br \/>\ngathering into it the essential elements of spiritual experience<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;text-indent: 25pt;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\t&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;text-indent: 25pt;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\t<font size=\"2\">4 <i>This &#8220;Life Sketch&#8221; was written in 1930 and published in 1937. Sri Aurobindo&#8217;s<\/i><br \/>\n\t\t\t<\/font><br \/>\n<i><font size=\"2\">retirement lasted until his passing in December 1950. \u2014 Ed.<\/font><\/i><\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;text-indent: 25pt;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\t<font size=\"2\">5 <i>These two works, and many others, have since been published in book form.<br \/>\n\u2014 Ed.<\/i><br \/>\n &nbsp;<br \/>\n<i>10<\/i> <\/font> <\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\t<font size=\"2\">Page <font face=\"Times New Roman\">\u2013 <\/font>9<\/font><\/p>\n<hr>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n<p>that are gained by the paths of divine communion and spiritual realisation followed till now in India, he passed on in search of<br \/>\na more complete experience uniting and harmonising the two ends of existence, Spirit and Matter. Most ways of Yoga are<br \/>\npaths to the Beyond leading to the Spirit and, in the end, away from life; Sri Aurobindo&#8217;s rises to the Spirit to redescend with its<br \/>\ngains bringing the light and power and bliss of the Spirit into life to transform it. Man&#8217;s present existence in the material world is<br \/>\nin this view or vision of things a life in the Ignorance with the Inconscient at its base, but even in its darkness and nescience<br \/>\nthere are involved the presence and possibilities of the Divine. The created world is not a mistake or a vanity and illusion to<br \/>\n&nbsp; be cast aside by the soul returning to heaven or Nirvana, but<br \/>\nthe scene of a spiritual evolution by which out of this material Inconscience is to be manifested progressively the Divine Consciousness in things. Mind is the highest term yet reached in the evolution, but it is not the highest of which it is capable. There is<br \/>\nabove it a Supermind or eternal Truth-consciousness which is in its nature the self-aware and self-determining light and power of<br \/>\na Divine Knowledge. Mind is an ignorance seeking after Truth, but this is a self-existent Knowledge harmoniously manifesting<br \/>\nthe play of its forms and forces. It is only by the descent of this supermind that the perfection dreamed of by all that is highest in<br \/>\nhumanity can come. It is possible by opening to a greater divine consciousness to rise to this power of light and bliss, discover<br \/>\none&#8217;s true self, remain in constant union with the Divine and bring down the supramental Force for the transformation of<br \/>\nmind and life and body. To realise this possibility has been the dynamic aim of Sri Aurobindo&#8217;s Yoga.<br \/>\n &nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\t<font size=\"2\">Page <font face=\"Times New Roman\">\u2013 <\/font>10<\/font><\/p>\n<hr>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n<p><b><font size=\"4\">APPENDIX <\/font><\/b><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n<p><b><font size=\"4\"><a name=\"Letters_on_Sri_Aurobindo:_A_Life_Sketch__\">Letters on &#8220;Sri Aurobindo: A Life Sketch&#8221;<br \/>\n<\/a> <\/font><\/b> <\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">[1] <\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;margin-left:25pt\">I understand from Ratikanto Nag that you have very nearly<br \/>\nfinished reading through my manuscript. <\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;margin-left:25pt\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">I have read through most of the MS. \u2014 but the narrative portion<br \/>\nof the account of my life is full of inaccuracies of fact. I hope to write about this shortly. <\/p>\n<p align=\"right\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t<font size=\"2\">1928 <\/font> <\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">[2]<\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;text-indent: 25pt;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\tI do not know where you got the facts in your account of my life; but after starting to correct it I had to give up the attempt<br \/>\nin despair. It is chock-full of errors and inaccuracies: this cannot be published. As for the account of my spiritual experience, I<br \/>\nmean of the Bombay affair, somebody must have inflicted on you a humorous caricature of it. This too cannot go. The best<br \/>\nwill be to omit all account or narrative and say \u2014 at not too much length, I would suggest<br \/>\n\u2014 what you think it necessary to<br \/>\nsay about me. <\/p>\n<p align=\"right\" style=\"line-height: 150%;text-indent: 25pt;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\t<font size=\"2\">16 March 1930 <\/font> <\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">[3] <\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;text-indent: 25pt;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\tI see that you have persisted in giving a biography \u2014 is it<br \/>\nreally necessary or useful? The attempt is bound to be a failure, because neither you nor anyone else knows anything at all of<br \/>\nmy life; it has not been on the surface for man to see.<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;text-indent: 25pt;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\tYou have given a sort of account of my political action,<br \/>\nbut the impression it makes on me and would make, I believe, on your public is that of a fiery idealist rushing furiously at an<br \/>\nimpossible aim (knocking his head against a stone wall, which is not a very sensible proceeding) without any grasp on realities<br \/>\n &nbsp; <\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\t<font size=\"2\">Page <font face=\"Times New Roman\">\u2013 <\/font>11<\/font><\/p>\n<hr>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n<p>and without any intelligible political method or plan of action. The practical peoples of the West could hardly be well impressed<br \/>\nby such a picture and it would make them suspect that, probably, my yoga was a thing of the same type! <\/p>\n<p align=\"right\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n<p><font size=\"2\">25 March 1930 <\/font> <\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">[4] <\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;text-indent: 25pt;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\tNo, certainly not.<sup><font size=\"2\">1<\/font><\/sup> If you gave my name, it would be as if I were advertising myself in your book. I did not care to have<br \/>\nanything of the kind written, as I told you, because I do not think these things are of any importance. I merely wrote, in the end,<br \/>\na brief summary of the most outward facts, nothing inward or personal, because I have seen that many legends and distortions<br \/>\nare afloat, and this will at least put things in the straight line. If you like, you can mention that it is a brief statement of the principal facts of Sri Aurobindo&#8217;s public life from an authoritative source. <\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;text-indent: 25pt;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\tNecessarily I have mentioned only salient facts, leaving out all mere details. As for an<br \/>\n<i>estimate <\/i>of myself I have given none.<br \/>\nIn my view, a man&#8217;s value does not depend on what he learns or his position or fame or what he does, but on what he is and<br \/>\ninwardly becomes, and of that I have said nothing. I do not want to alter what I have written. If you like you can put a note of<br \/>\nyour own to the &#8220;occidental education&#8221; stating that it included Greek and Latin and two or three modern languages, but I do<br \/>\nnot myself see the necessity of it or the importance.<\/p>\n<p align=\"right\" style=\"line-height: 150%;text-indent: 25pt;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\t<font size=\"2\">June 1930 <\/font> <\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">[5] <\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;text-indent: 25pt;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\tI would prefer another form more in keeping with the tone<br \/>\nof the text, \u2014 eg<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;text-indent: 25pt;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\t&#8220;It may be observed that Sri Aurobindo&#8217;s education in England gave him a wide introduction to the culture of ancient, of mediaeval and of modern Europe. He was a brilliant scholar <\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;text-indent: 25pt;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\t&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;text-indent: 25pt;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\t<font size=\"2\">1 <i>The question was whether the correspondent could publish the &#8220;Life Sketch&#8221; over<\/i><br \/>\n<i>Sri Aurobindo&#8217;s signature. \u2014 Ed.<\/i><br \/>\n &nbsp;<br \/>\n<\/font> <\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\t<font size=\"2\">Page <font face=\"Times New Roman\">\u2013 <\/font>12<\/font><\/p>\n<hr>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\nin Greek and Latin, | passed the Tripos in Cambridge in the first division, obtained record marks in Greek and Latin in the<br \/>\nexamination for the Indian Civil Service |. He had learned French from his childhood in Manchester and studied for himself Italian<br \/>\nand German sufficiently to read Dante and Goethe in the original tongue.&#8221;<sup><font size=\"2\">2<\/font><\/sup> <\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;text-indent: 25pt;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\tI have left the detail about the Tripos and the record marks, though I do not find these trifles in place here; the note would<br \/>\nread much better with the omission of the part between the vertical lines. <\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;text-indent: 25pt;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\t(But what is Beachcroft doing here? He butts in in such a vast and spreading parenthesis that he seems to be one of &#8220;these<br \/>\nancient languages&#8221; and in him too, perhaps, I got record marks! Besides, any ingenious reader would deduce from his presence<br \/>\nin your note that he acquitted me out of fellow-feeling over the two<br \/>\n&quot;examinations&quot; and out of university camaraderie, \u2014<br \/>\nwhich was far from being the case. I met him only in the I.C.S classes and at the I.C.S examinations and we never exchanged<br \/>\ntwo words together. If any extralegal consideration came in subconsciously in the acquittal, it must have been his admiration<br \/>\nfor my prose style to which he gave fervent expression in his judgment. Don&#8217;t drag him in like this<br \/>\n\u2014 let him rest in peace in<br \/>\nhis grave.) 27 June 1930 <\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;text-indent: 25pt;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\t&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;text-indent: 25pt;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\t<font size=\"2\">2 <i>The passage within inverted commas is Sri Aurobindo&#8217;s correction of a note that had<\/i><br \/>\n<i>been submitted to him by the correspondent. The final version of the note appears as<\/i><br \/>\n<i>footnote 3 on pages 5 \u00ad 6. \u2014 Ed.<\/i> &nbsp;<br \/>\n\t<\/font><\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;text-indent: 25pt;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\t&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\t<font size=\"2\">Page <font face=\"Times New Roman\">\u2013 <\/font>13<\/font><\/p>\n<p>\t\t\t<\/span><br \/>\n\t<span lang=\"en-gb\"> <\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n\t\t\t<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/table><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Part One Autobiographical Notes Section One Life Sketches and Other Autobiographical Notes Sri Aurobindo: A Life Sketch &nbsp; Sri Aurobindo was born in Calcutta on&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[42],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1960","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-36-autobiographical-notes","wpcat-42-id"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1960","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1960"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1960\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1960"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1960"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1960"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}