{"id":4144,"date":"2013-07-13T01:53:43","date_gmt":"2013-07-13T01:53:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/localhost\/?p=4144"},"modified":"2013-12-03T15:16:43","modified_gmt":"2013-12-03T23:16:43","slug":"16-31-jan-to-14-mar-1970-vol-11-notes-on-the-way-volume-11","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/02-works-of-the-mother\/01-cwmce\/11-notes-on-the-way-volume-11\/16-31-jan-to-14-mar-1970-vol-11-notes-on-the-way-volume-11","title":{"rendered":"-16_31 Jan to 14 Mar 1970.htm"},"content":{"rendered":"<table border=\"0\" cellpadding=\"6\" style=\"border-collapse: collapse\" width=\"100%\">\n<tr>\n<td>\n<div class=\"Section1\">\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><b><br \/>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><br \/>\n<font size=\"3\">31<br \/>\n January 1970<\/font><\/span><\/b><b><span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><font size=\"3\"> <\/font> <\/span><\/b><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>I don&#8217;t know very well<br \/>\nwhat attitude to take. I may however simply put into a question the problem<br \/>\nthat is troubling me: is everything directed? <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>You know, my<br \/>\nchild, <i>more<\/i> and <i>more<\/i> and in an absolute way, I <i>see<\/i><br \/>\n\u2013 I <i>see<\/i> \u2013 yes, I see, I feel: <i>everything<\/i> has been decided. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Everything decided. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>And<br \/>\neverything has its reason for existence, which eludes us because our vision is<br \/>\nnot wide enough. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>And you understand, life, existence, indeed the world itself would<br \/>\nhave no <i>sense<\/i> if it were otherwise. &nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Yes<\/span><\/i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>. <\/span><br \/>\n<span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%'>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>It is&#8230; it<br \/>\nis a kind of absolute conviction. And I see it. Yes, it is a thing I see. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>How to say it?&#8230; I am now paying for this conviction ! The body<br \/>\nhas difficult moments, really difficult moments in its transference of<br \/>\nauthority (what I call \u201ctransference\u201d) and so, seen with the ordinary vision,<br \/>\nthat would be senseless because difficulties seem to increase with what might<br \/>\nbe called \u201cconversion\u201d; but&#8230; to the true vision, when one is within the true<br \/>\nvision, it is the remnant of Falsehood which is seen as the cause of all ailing<br \/>\n(that which is still a mixed thing). And it is so even quite materially<br \/>\n(morally this has been conquered long ago: desires disappearing, all troubles<br \/>\ndisappear; they are replaced by a smile constant and wholly sincere \u2013 not<br \/>\nmade-to-order or with an effort, but natural and spontaneous), I mean to say<br \/>\nphysically, materially: illness and trouble and all that. It is the same thing.<br \/>\nIt is the same thing, only&#8230; you are less ready, Matter<br \/>\n&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page &#8211; 221<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span style='font-size:10.0pt;font-family:\"Courier New\"'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>is slower to<br \/>\ntransform itself, so there is more resistance. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>And the only solution, at every moment and in all cases, is (<i>gesture of self-giving<\/i>): \u201cWhat Thou <span class=\"SpellE\">willest<\/span>\u201d, that is to say, the abolition of preference and<br \/>\ndesire. Even the preference for not suffering. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<i><\/i><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>But what is difficult to<br \/>\nunderstand is whether this Consciousness&#8230; one understands easily that it<br \/>\ngoverns all in the vast and in the eternal, but does it govern all in all the<br \/>\nsmall details, it is that&#8230; <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>In the<br \/>\nmicroscopic. &nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>In the microscopic<\/span><\/i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&#8230; <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%'>\n<span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>And it is<br \/>\nexactly what I was seeing, I understand why. The problem was there this<br \/>\nmorning: the individual consciousness, even when it is very wide, is not able<br \/>\nto realise, that is to say, understand concretely, that it is possible to<br \/>\nbecome conscious of all at the same time. For it is not of that kind. It has<br \/>\njust the difficulty of understanding that <i>the<\/i><br \/>\nConsciousness is conscious of <i>all<\/i> at<br \/>\nthe same time, all together, in its totality and in the smallest detail.<br \/>\nThat&#8230; <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Yes, it is difficult &#8230;<br \/>\nbut it is reassuring<\/span><\/i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Ah! That<br \/>\nmakes you very quiet, very quiet&#8230;. I told you the other day that the body has<br \/>\nhad this experience of dying without dying, and the experience enabled the body<br \/>\nto say: \u201cGood, it is well and good,\u201d to accept without&#8230; (how to say it?)<br \/>\nwithout \u2013<span>\u00a0 <\/span>to <i>adhere<\/i>. And then, it is gone. All the old illusion of disappearance<br \/>\nwith the dissolution of the body \u2013 that is not there since long, and now the<br \/>\nbody itself is completely convinced that even if it were thus scattered, that<br \/>\nwould enlarge its field of consciousness&#8230; I do not know how to explain,<br \/>\n&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page &#8211; 222<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span style='font-size:10.0pt;font-family:\"Courier New\"'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>for the<br \/>\nsense of the personal and the necessity of the personal for the consciousness<br \/>\nhas disappeared. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>And I see very well that the body is quite aware that it is only because<br \/>\nof its resistance \u2013 its resistance to Truth \u2013 that it can suffer. Wherever<br \/>\nthere is a complete adhesion, suffering disappears immediately. <\/span><br \/>\n<span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>(<i>Silence<\/i>)<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>But it is the same thing for countries and states: it is the same change-over<br \/>\nof authority. Instead of personal authorities, there is going to be a divine<br \/>\nauthority, and this very change of authority is creating the unspeakable chaos<br \/>\nin which men live now \u2013 because of the resistance. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>(<i>Long silence<\/i>)<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>The more a part of the being (whatever it is) approaches the time<br \/>\nfor transition, that is to say, the more it is ready for this transition, the<br \/>\nmore it grows in sensitivity. And so, at the time when one is able to go beyond<br \/>\nthe stage of problems and see with the universal vision, the problems acquire<br \/>\nfor the personal sensitivity a very sharp acuteness. This I had noticed before;<br \/>\nnow it is reproduced in the case of the body. It gains a sensitivity that is&#8230;<br \/>\nwell, terrifying. People who do not know why it is so are truly frightened&#8230;.<br \/>\nThe possibility of illness, of&#8230; And it is the same thing for problems. Only,<br \/>\nfor those who <i>know<\/i> and have<br \/>\nunderstood, it is the occasion for making the final progress, to do this (<i>Mother opens her hands upward<\/i>). <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>In essence, that which still has the illusion of being something<br \/>\nseparate must dissolve. That must tell itself: \u201cIt does not concern me, I do<br \/>\nnot exist.&#8221; This is the best attitude that one can take. Then&#8230; it is taken<br \/>\nup in the Great Universal Rhythm.<br \/>\n&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page &#8211; 223<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span style='font-size:10.0pt;font-family:\"Courier New\"'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><b><br \/>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><br \/>\n<a name=\"1-14 March 1970\"><font size=\"3\">14<br \/>\n March 1970<\/font><\/a><\/span><\/b><b><span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><a name=\"1-14 March 1970\"><font size=\"3\"> <\/font> <\/a> <\/span><\/b><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><br \/>\n<font size=\"2\">Mother<br \/>\nbegan this conversation by referring to some of <\/font><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><br \/>\n<font size=\"2\">Sri Aurobindo&#8217;s <i>Thoughts and Aphorisms.<\/i> The aphorisms,<br \/>\n<\/font><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><br \/>\n<font size=\"2\">with Mother&#8217;s written comments upon them, are printed below.<br \/>\n<\/font> <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<i><\/i><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>383 \u2013 Machinery is<br \/>\nnecessary to modern humanity because of our incurable barbarism. If we must<br \/>\nencase ourselves in a bewildering multitude of comforts and trappings, we must needs<br \/>\ndo without Art and its methods; for to dispense with simplicity and freedom is<br \/>\nto dispense with beauty. The luxury of our ancestors was rich and even gorgeous,<br \/>\nbut never encumbered. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>384 \u2013 I cannot give to<br \/>\nthe barbarous comfort and encumbered ostentation of European life the name of<br \/>\ncivilisation. Men who are not free in their souls and nobly rhythmical in their<br \/>\nappointments are not civilised. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>385 \u2013 Art in modern<br \/>\ntimes and under European influence has become an excrescence upon life or an<br \/>\nunnecessary menial; it should have been its chief steward and indispensable<br \/>\narranger<\/span><\/i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>So long as<br \/>\nthe mind governs life with the presumptuous certitude that it knows, how can<br \/>\nthe reign of the Divine be established?<span>\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"right\" style='margin:0;text-align:right;line-height:150%'>\n<font size=\"2\"><br \/>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>12 March 1970<\/span><\/font><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%'>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span><font size=\"3\">\u00a0<\/font><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>386 \u2013 Disease is<br \/>\nneedlessly prolonged and ends in death oftener than is inevitable, because the<br \/>\nmind of the patient supports and dwells upon the disease of his body. <\/span><\/i><br \/>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><br \/>\n&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page &#8211; 224<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span style='font-size:10.0pt;font-family:\"Courier New\"'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>How absolutely<br \/>\ntrue! <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>387 \u2013 Medical Science<br \/>\nhas been more a curse to mankind than a blessing. It has broken the force of<br \/>\nepidemics and unveiled a marvellous surgery; but, also, it has weakened the<br \/>\nnatural health of man and multiplied individual diseases; it has implanted fear<br \/>\nand dependence in the mind and body; it has taught our health to repose not on<br \/>\nnatural soundness but a rickety and distasteful crutch compact from the mineral<br \/>\nand vegetable kingdoms.<span>\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>388 &#8211; The doctor aims a<br \/>\ndrug at a disease; sometimes it hits, sometimes misses. The misses are left out<br \/>\nof account, the hits treasured up, reckoned and systematised into a science. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>It is<br \/>\nwonderful. Wonderful! <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>389 &#8211; We laugh at the<br \/>\nsavage for his faith in the medicine man; but how are the civilised less<br \/>\nsuperstitious who have faith in the doctors? The savage finds that when a<br \/>\ncertain incantation is repeated, he often recovers from a certain disease; he<br \/>\nbelieves. The civilised patient finds that when he doses himself according to a<br \/>\ncertain prescription, he often recovers from a certain disease; he believes.<br \/>\nWhere is the difference?<span>\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>One could<br \/>\nsay in conclusion that it is the faith of the patient which gives the remedy<br \/>\nits power to heal. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>If men had an absolute faith in the healing power of Grace, they would<br \/>\nperhaps avoid many illnesses.\u00b9<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"right\" style='margin:0;text-align:right;line-height:150%'>\n<font size=\"2\"><br \/>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>13 March 1970 <\/span><\/font><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><br \/>\n<font size=\"2\">\u00b9 The<br \/>\nMother, On Thoughts and Aphorisms, Cent. Vol. 10, pp. 323-25.<\/font>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page &#8211; 225<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span style='font-size:10.0pt;font-family:\"Courier New\"'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>You have<br \/>\nseen the last aphorisms?<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Yes, on diseases, doctors&#8230;.<br \/>\nBut there, in an aphorism, Sri Aurobindo gives just a small sentence which I<br \/>\nfind wonderful, where he says: \u201cMachinery is necessary to modern humanity because<br \/>\nof our incurable barbarism.\u201d<span>\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>(<i>Mother shakes her head and remains silent<br \/>\nfor a long time.<\/i>) Today I received the news that X has passed away. She had<br \/>\ngone through a serious operation, she recovered, came back home, she wrote to<br \/>\nme saying, \u201cI am getting better and better&#8221; &#8230; and then, passed away. I got<br \/>\nthe news today itself. It is like that. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>It was the same with Z, the same thing, a relapse. And it looks so<br \/>\nmuch like&#8230; it is the effort against, yes, what Sri Aurobindo calls barbarism<br \/>\n(<i>Mother makes a gesture which takes in<br \/>\nthe whole earth atmosphere<\/i>). This seems to be&#8230; I do not know if it is<br \/>\nrefusal or an incapacity to come out of the mental construction. And the action<br \/>\nof this Consciousness&#8230; (how to say it?) is almost pitiless in order to show<br \/>\nto what extent the whole mental construction is false \u2013 everything, everything,<br \/>\neven those reactions that seem spontaneous, all that is the result of an<br \/>\nextremely complex mental construction. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Yes, it is pitiless. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>You are born within it and it seems so natural to feel in<br \/>\naccordance with it, to react in accordance with it, to <span class=\"SpellE\">organise<\/span><br \/>\neverything in accordance with it, so much so that&#8230; it makes you bypass the<br \/>\nTruth. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>It is even in the organisation of the body itself. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>So the Action seems to impose itself with an extraordinary force<br \/>\nand that seems (seems to us) pitiless (<i>Mother<br \/>\nstrikes her fist into Matter<\/i>), so that the lesson might be learnt. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>I remembered the time when Sri Aurobindo was there&#8230;.<span>\u00a0 <\/span>Well, the inner part of the being was in a<br \/>\nconsciousness that<br \/>\n&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page &#8211; 226<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span style='font-size:10.0pt;font-family:\"Courier New\"'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>felt, that<br \/>\nsaw things according to the higher consciousness: altogether different; and<br \/>\nthen, just when Sri Aurobindo fell ill and when there were all those things,<br \/>\nfirst of all the accident (he broke his thigh)&#8230; then the <i>body<\/i>, the body was saying all the time: \u201cThese are dreams, these<br \/>\nare dreams, this is not for us; for us, the body, it is like that&#8221; (<i>gesture indicating under the earth<\/i>)&#8230;.<br \/>\nIt was frightful !&#8230; And all that is gone. It is gone completely after so many<br \/>\nyears, so many years of effort, it is gone; and the body itself felt the divine<br \/>\nPresence, it had the impression that&#8230; all must necessarily change. And then,<br \/>\nsome days ago this formation that had left (which is an earthly formation, of<br \/>\nall humanity, that is to say, of those who had the vision, the perception, even<br \/>\nonly the aspiration for the higher Truth \u2013<span>\u00a0<br \/>\n<\/span>when they come back to the Fact, they stand before this terribly painful<br \/>\nthing, this ceaseless negation of all circumstances), this formation from which<br \/>\nthe body had been completely liberated has come back. It has come back, but&#8230;<br \/>\nwhen it came back, when the body saw that, it saw it as one sees a falsehood.<br \/>\nAnd I understood how much the body had changed, because when it saw that, it<br \/>\nhad the impression&#8230; it looked at that with a smile and the impression, ah!<br \/>\nthat it was an old formation with no truth in it any more. And this was an<br \/>\nextraordinary experience: that, the time for that has ended \u2013 the time for that<br \/>\nhas ended. And I know that this Pressure of the Consciousness is a pressure so<br \/>\nthat things as they were \u2013 so miserable, so small, so obscure, so&#8230; inescapable<br \/>\nas well, apparently \u2013 all that is gone behind (<i>Mother makes a gesture over her shoulders<\/i>); it is a past that has<br \/>\npassed. So I really saw \u2013 I saw, I understood \u2013 that the work of this<br \/>\nConsciousness (which is without pity, it does not care whether the thing is<br \/>\ndifficult or not, probably it does not even care much for apparent ravages) is<br \/>\nso that the normal condition should no longer be a thing so heavy, so obscure,<br \/>\nand so ugly \u2013 so low \u2013 and that it should be the dawn&#8230; something breaking out<br \/>\non the horizon: a new consciousness \u2013 something more true, more luminous.<\/span><span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page &#8211; 227<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span style='font-size:10.0pt;font-family:\"Courier New\"'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>What Sri Aurobindo says here of diseases is just that: the force<br \/>\nof habit and of all its constructions and all that appears inescapable and<br \/>\nirrevocable in diseases, all that, it is as though experiences were multiplied<br \/>\nin order to show&#8230; in order that one might learn that it is simply a question<br \/>\nof attitude, yes, attitude, of going beyond, going beyond this mental prison in<br \/>\nwhich humanity has shut itself and of&#8230; breathing up above.<span>\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>And it is the experience of the body. Before, those who had inner<br \/>\nexperiences used to say, \u201cYes, up there it is so, but here&#8230;\u201d Now the \u201cbut<br \/>\nhere\u201d very soon will no longer be. This is the conquest that is being done,<br \/>\nthis tremendous change: that physical life must be governed by the higher<br \/>\nconsciousness and not by the mental world. It is a change over of authority&#8230;.<br \/>\nIt is difficult. It is hard. It is painful. Naturally there is breakage, but&#8230;<br \/>\nBut truly one can see \u2013 one can see. And that is the <i>real change<\/i>, it is that which will enable the new Consciousness to<br \/>\nexpress itself. And the body is learning, learning its lesson \u2013 all bodies, all<br \/>\nbodies. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>(<i>Silence<\/i>)<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>It is the old division made by the mind: up above, it is quite all<br \/>\nright, you may have all the experiences and everything is luminous, wonderful;<br \/>\nhere, nothing to be done. And the feeling that when one is born, still one is<br \/>\nborn in the world where nothing can be done. That explains, moreover, why all<br \/>\nthose who had not foreseen the possibility that things could be otherwise, used<br \/>\nto say, \u201cBetter to depart and then&#8230;\u201d All that has become so clear. But that<br \/>\nchange, the fact that it is no longer inevitable, that is the great Victory: it<br \/>\nis <i>no longer<\/i> inevitable. One feels \u2013<br \/>\none feels, one sees \u2013 and the body itself has had the experience that soon here<br \/>\nalso it can be more true. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>There is, there is truly something changed in the world. <\/span><br \/>\n<span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>(<i>Silence<\/i>)<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Page &#8211; 228<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span style='font-size:10.0pt;font-family:\"Courier New\"'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Naturally, it will take some time before it is really established.<br \/>\nThere, it is battle. From all sides, on all levels there is an assault of<br \/>\nthings that come to say externally, \u201cNothing has been changed\u201d \u2013 but it is not<br \/>\ntrue. It is not true, the body knows that it is not true. And now it knows, it<br \/>\nknows in what direction. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>And what Sri Aurobindo has written in these aphorisms, just what I<br \/>\nam looking at now, is so prophetic ! It was so much the vision of the True<br \/>\nThing. So prophetic. <\/span><br \/>\n<span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>(<i>Silence<\/i>)<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>And I see now, I see how his departure and his work so&#8230; so vast,<br \/>\nyes, and so constant, in the subtle physical, how much, how much it has helped<br \/>\n! How much it has (<i>Mother makes a gesture<br \/>\nof kneading Matter<\/i>) helped to prepare things, to change the physical<br \/>\nstructure. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>All the experiences that others have had, which were in order to<br \/>\ncome in contact with the higher worlds, left here below the physical as it<br \/>\nis&#8230;. How to say it? From the beginning of my life till Sri Aurobindo&#8217;s<br \/>\ndeparture, I was in the consciousness that one can go up, one can know, one can<br \/>\nhave all the experiences (indeed, one did have them), but when one came back<br \/>\ninto this body&#8230; it was the old mental laws, for-mi-<span class=\"SpellE\">da-ble<\/span>,<br \/>\nwhich ruled things. And then, all these years have been years of preparation \u2013<br \/>\npreparation \u2013 liberation and preparation, and these days now it has been&#8230; ah!<br \/>\nthe <i>physical<\/i> recognition, made by the<br \/>\nbody, that it has changed. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>It has to be \u201cworked out\u201d, as it is said, it has to be realised in<br \/>\nall the details, but the change is <i>done<\/i><br \/>\n\u2013 the change is done. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>That is to say, the material conditions elaborated by the mind, <i>fixed<\/i> by it (<i>Mother closes her two fists<\/i>), that appeared to be inevitable to<br \/>\nsuch an extent that those who had a living experience of the higher worlds<br \/>\nthought that one must flee from the world, give up this material world if one wanted<br \/>\nto live in <\/span><br \/>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><br \/>\n&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page &#8211; 229<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span style='font-size:10.0pt;font-family:\"Courier New\"'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>the truth<br \/>\n(that is the basis of all these theories and faiths); but now it is no longer<br \/>\nlike that. The physical is capable of receiving the higher Light, the Truth,<br \/>\nthe true Consciousness and of <i>manifesting<\/i><br \/>\nit. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>It is not easy, it needs endurance and will, but a day will come<br \/>\nwhen this will be quite natural. It is just, just the door opened \u2013 that is<br \/>\nall, now one must go on. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>(<i>Silence<\/i>)<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Naturally, what was established clings and struggles desperately. That<br \/>\nis the cause of all the trouble (<i>gesture<br \/>\nindicating the earthly atmosphere<\/i>) \u2013 it has lost the game. It has lost the<br \/>\ngame. &nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>(<i>Silence<\/i>)<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>It took&#8230; a little more than a year for this Consciousness\u00b9 to<br \/>\nwin this victory. And still, naturally, it is not visible except to those who<br \/>\nhave the inner vision, but&#8230; but it is done. <span>\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>(<i>Long silence<\/i>)<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>It was this, the work that Sri Aurobindo had given me. Now I<br \/>\nunderstand. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>But it is as if from all sides \u2013 all sides<span>\u00a0 <\/span>these forces, these powers of the mind rose<br \/>\nup in protest<span>\u00a0 <\/span>in violent protest \u2013 to<br \/>\nimpose their old laws: \u201cBut it was always so!\u201d&#8230; It is finished, however. It<br \/>\nwill not be always so. There! <\/span><br \/>\n<span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>(<i>Silence<\/i>)<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Something of this battle had been going on in this body these last<br \/>\ndays&#8230;. It was really very interesting&#8230;. There was outside, <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><br \/>\n<font size=\"2\">\u00b9 The<br \/>\nsuperman consciousness, which manifested on <\/font> <\/span><font size=\"2\"><span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>1 January 1969<\/span><span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'> (see the January 1969 conversations in<br \/>\nthis volume).<\/span><\/font><span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><font size=\"2\">&nbsp;<\/font><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page &#8211; 230<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span style='font-size:10.0pt;font-family:\"Courier New\"'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>coming from outside,<br \/>\nan attempt to submit the body to experiences in order to compel it to<br \/>\nrecognise: \u201cNo, what has always been will always be; you may try, but it is an<br \/>\nillusion&#8221;, and so something happened, quite a little <span class=\"SpellE\">disorganisation<\/span><br \/>\nin the body, and then the body answered with its attitude: a peace like this (<i>gesture of immobility<\/i>), and its attitude<br \/>\n(<i>gesture of hands open<\/i>): \u201cIt is as<br \/>\nThou <span class=\"SpellE\">willest<\/span>, Lord, as Thou <span class=\"SpellE\">willest<\/span>.&#8221;&#8230;<br \/>\nLike a flash everything disappears ! And this has happened several times, at<br \/>\nleast a dozen times in a day. Then \u2013 then the body begins to feel: \u201cThere it<br \/>\nis!\u201d&#8230; It has this delight, this delight of&#8230; having lived the Marvel. It is<br \/>\nnot as it was, it is <i>no more<\/i> as it<br \/>\nwas \u2013 it is no more as it was. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>One has still to fight on, one must have patience, courage, will,<br \/>\nconfidence \u2013 but it is no more \u201clike that\u201d; it is the old thing that seeks to<br \/>\ncling \u2013<span>\u00a0 <\/span>hideous ! hideous. But&#8230; it is<br \/>\nno more like that, no more like that. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>There ! <\/span><br \/>\n<span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><br \/>\n&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>(<i>Silence<\/i>)<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>And this also: how far, how far will the body be able to go? This<br \/>\nalso, it is&#8230; perfectly peaceful and happy: it is \u201cWhat Thou <span class=\"SpellE\">willest<\/span>.\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>(<i>Long silence<\/i>)<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>All the rest appears so old, so old, like something&#8230; belonging<br \/>\nto a dead past \u2013 that seeks to resuscitate itself, but cannot any more. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>And all, all, all the circumstances are as catastrophic as<br \/>\npossible \u2013 the worries and complications and difficulties, all, all have risen<br \/>\nup violently, like wild beasts, but&#8230; it is finished. The body <i>knows<\/i> that all this is finished. Perhaps<br \/>\nit will take centuries, but it is finished. For it to disappear, that may take<br \/>\ncenturies, but now it is finished. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>This realisation, altogether concrete and absolute, that one<\/span><span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page &#8211; 231<\/span><span><\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span style='font-size:10.0pt;font-family:\"Courier New\"'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>could have<br \/>\nonly when one came out of Matter (<i>Mother<br \/>\nlowers a finger<\/i>): it is sure, it is sure and certain one will have it even<br \/>\nhere. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>(<i>Long silence<\/i>)<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>This is the fourteenth month since the Consciousness came \u2013<br \/>\nfourteenth month, twice seven. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>(<i>Silence<\/i>)&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>This is the<br \/>\nfourteenth? <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Yes, the fourteenth. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Then, it is<br \/>\ninteresting. &nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>(<i>Silence<\/i>)<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>How much he has worked since he left! Oh!&#8230; all the while, all<br \/>\nthe while. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>(<i>Silence<\/i>)<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>It seems&#8230; it seems to be a miracle in the body. The<br \/>\ndisappearance of this formation seems truly miraculous. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>And everything is getting clear. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>We shall see. <\/span><br \/>\n<span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>(<i>Long silence<\/i>)&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>It was relatively quick. <\/span><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>(<i>Silence<\/i>)&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Well &#8230;<br \/>\n&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page &#8211; 232<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span style='font-size:10.0pt;font-family:\"Courier New\"'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>That is to say, it is<br \/>\nnow possible for every human consciousness with a little faith to come out of<br \/>\nthis hypnotism of the mind? <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Yes, yes, exactly<br \/>\nso. Exactly so. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Exactly so.<\/span><span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page &#8211; 233<\/span><\/p>\n<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/table>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>31 January 1970 &nbsp; I don&#8217;t know very well what attitude to take. 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