{"id":4148,"date":"2013-07-13T01:53:46","date_gmt":"2013-07-13T01:53:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/localhost\/?p=4148"},"modified":"2013-12-01T21:41:06","modified_gmt":"2013-12-02T05:41:06","slug":"21-9-feb-to-25-mar-1972-vol-11-notes-on-the-way-volume-11","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/02-works-of-the-mother\/01-cwmce\/11-notes-on-the-way-volume-11\/21-9-feb-to-25-mar-1972-vol-11-notes-on-the-way-volume-11","title":{"rendered":"-21_9 Feb to 25 Mar 1972.htm"},"content":{"rendered":"<table border=\"0\" cellpadding=\"0\" cellspacing=\"0\" style=\"border-collapse: collapse\" width=\"100%\" id=\"AutoNumber1\">\n<tr>\n<td width=\"100%\">\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><b><br \/>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>9<br \/>\n February 1972<\/span><\/b><b><span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'> <\/span> <\/b><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><br \/>\n<font size=\"2\">This<br \/>\ntalk begins with Mother&#8217;s comments on the message<\/font><\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><br \/>\n<font size=\"2\">&nbsp;to be distributed on the Darshan of <\/font> <\/span><font size=\"2\"><span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>21<br \/>\n February 1972<\/span><\/font><span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><font size=\"2\">. <\/font> <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>\u201cThe complete unification<br \/>\nof the whole being around the psychic centre is the essential condition to<br \/>\nrealise a perfect sincerity.\u201d <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>I have<br \/>\nobserved that people were insincere simply because one part of the being says<br \/>\none thing and another part says another thing. It is that which constitutes<br \/>\ninsincerity. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>But it is very difficult<br \/>\nto have a state of consciousness that is permanent, to have always the same<br \/>\nconsciousness ruling all the time. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>But that is<br \/>\ntrue so long as one is not unified, my child. As for me it has always been the<br \/>\nsame thing (<i>Mother makes a gesture of a<br \/>\nstraight line<\/i>) for years and years. It comes from there, it is the psychic<br \/>\nconsciousness, and it is <\/span><span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>CONSTANT<\/span><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>I have had recently for some moments the experience of un-unified<br \/>\nconsciousness, but it has not been like that for years and years, at least for<br \/>\nthirty years.\u00b9 Directly the psychic being became the master, began ruling the<br \/>\nbeing, it was finished \u2013 finished, and it has been like that (<i>same gesture of a straight line<\/i>). This<br \/>\nindeed is a sure sign, always like that, always the same. And it is always the<br \/>\nsame thing: \u201cWhat Thou willest, what Thou willest.\u201d And this \u201cThou\u201d is not<br \/>\nsomething that is up there in some far-off region and whom one does not know:<br \/>\nHe is everywhere, He is in everything, He is there constantly, He is within the<br \/>\nbeing \u2013 and you cling to Him in that way; this the only solution. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><font size=\"2\">\u00b9 <\/font> <\/span><span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><font size=\"2\">In fact sixty-five.<\/font><\/span><span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style='text-align:center;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page &#8211; 290<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span style='font-size:10.0pt;font-family:\"Courier New\"'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>This is a recent discovery of mine. It is the discovery why people<br \/>\nare insincere (even when they try to be sincere) \u2013 because it is now one part,<br \/>\nnow another part and now a third part that is so; that part is then quite<br \/>\nsincere in its demands, but it is not in consonance with the rest. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Yes, this means that the<br \/>\npsychic consciousness enters into the physical consciousness. <\/span><\/i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Yes. &nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Because, there alone<br \/>\nthings are permanent. <\/span><\/i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Yes&#8230; &nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>The psychic<br \/>\nconsciousness must enter into the ordinary physical consciousness. &nbsp;<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Yes. &nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>That is the difficult<br \/>\nthing. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>But, my<br \/>\nchild, that happened to me, as I told you, at least thirty years ago. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>The psychic consciousness was always there ruling the being and<br \/>\nguiding it. And all impressions, everything was placed before it in this way (<i>gesture as though in front of a searchlight<\/i>)<br \/>\nso that it might give the right direction. And the physical also was all the<br \/>\ntime as though listening always to the command from the Divine. But the thing<br \/>\nwas constant, constant \u2013 before I came here. I came here in that state \u2013 it was<br \/>\nlong ago. And the thing has not flickered. It is only recently that I had this<br \/>\nexperience\u00b9<\/span><span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'> <\/span><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>one night<br \/>\nfor some hours, two to three hours \u2013 well, it was horrible, it appeared to me<br \/>\nhellish. It was to make <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><font size=\"2\">\u00b9 <\/font> <\/span><span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><font size=\"2\">The experience of un-unified<br \/>\nconsciousness.<\/font><\/span><span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style='text-align:center;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page &#8211; 291<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span style='font-size:10.0pt;font-family:\"Courier New\"'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>me know, to<br \/>\nmake me understand the condition of others. And then, when the psychic is no<br \/>\nlonger there&#8230; <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>The body is like this, always listening, listening, always<br \/>\nlistening (<i>gesture upward or inward<\/i>)<br \/>\n\u2013 listening. But the thing is not expressed in words, \u2013 the Divine&#8217;s command, \u2013<br \/>\nit expresses itself just like a will asserting itself (<i>gesture of an unshakable descent<\/i>). <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Need I add anything to make it precise? <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>You said, \u201ccomplete<br \/>\nunification of the whole being\u201d. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>That means<br \/>\nthe physical also.&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style='text-align:center;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page &#8211; 292<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span style='font-size:10.0pt;font-family:\"Courier New\"'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><b><br \/>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><br \/>\n<a name=\"1-26 February 1972\">26<br \/>\n February 1972<\/a><\/span><\/b><b><span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><a name=\"1-26 February 1972\"> <\/a> <\/span> <\/b><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><br \/>\n<font size=\"2\">This<br \/>\ntalk begins with Mother&#8217;s comments on the message<\/font><\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><br \/>\n<font size=\"2\">&nbsp;to be distributed on February<br \/>\n29, the Golden Day, anniversary <\/font><\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><br \/>\n<font size=\"2\">of the descent of the Supramental Manifestation<br \/>\nupon earth in 1956. <\/font> <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>\u201cIt is only when the<br \/>\nSupramental manifests in the body-mind that its presence can be permanent.\u201d<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>This message<br \/>\nis a saying of Sri Aurobindo&#8217;s \u2013 they have made out as though it was my saying.<br \/>\nIt was Sri Aurobindo who wrote it, I simply said: Sri Aurobindo has said<br \/>\n\u201cpermanently\u201d. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>But, Mother, it is your<br \/>\nexperience, therefore&#8230; <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>(Mother laughs). <\/span><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style='text-align:center;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>(<i>Silence<\/i>)<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>But it would<br \/>\nbe wiser to speak of it when it has been done! When it has been installed,<br \/>\nthen&#8230; For the moment&#8230; (<i>gesture of<br \/>\nswinging from one side to another<\/i>). <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>This discipline of the physical<br \/>\nmind is&#8230; I do not know by which end to catch it. I find it very difficult. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Very<br \/>\ndifficult. It is very difficult. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>You must begin by obtaining the silence at will. To obtain the<br \/>\nsilence at any moment. I believe that is the starting-point. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Yes, but to get the<br \/>\nsilence at will is not difficult, you concentrate for a second and it truly<br \/>\nfalls silent. And as long as you are concentrated, it is perfectly silent. But<br \/>\nthe moment you relax your concentration, finished. (<\/span><\/i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Mother laughs<i>) That moves,<br \/>\nmoves this way, moves that way. <\/i><\/span><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style='text-align:center;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page &#8211; 293<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span style='font-size:10.0pt;font-family:\"Courier New\"'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>The mind now<br \/>\nhas lost the habit of running about. That habit it must lose. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>How to do it? <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>I do not<br \/>\nknow, because for me it was spontaneous. Only when someone speaks to me or when<br \/>\nsomething comes to shake me out of it&#8230; otherwise, left to itself, quite<br \/>\nnaturally it is like that (<i>gesture of<br \/>\nimmobility, turned upward<\/i>)&#8230;. Perhaps that is the way (<i>same gesture<\/i>): contemplating the Divine<br \/>\nin this manner. &nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style='text-align:center;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>(<i>A smiling silence<\/i>)<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>It is that, the natural state (<i>same<br \/>\ngesture<\/i>). Strangely enough it is even translated by &#8230; a sensation in the<br \/>\nbody, the sensation of being wholly enveloped, just as if a baby were swathed.<br \/>\nYes, truly it is like that, being enveloped by the Divine (<i>gesture<\/i>). <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style='text-align:center;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>(<i>Silence<\/i>)<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>It is now two or three days, I do not remember exactly, there was<br \/>\na great difficulty and then immediately I felt myself enveloped (<i>gesture<\/i>) like a baby being carried in<br \/>\nthe arms of the Divine. You understand, it was like that. It was as though I<br \/>\nwas a baby being carried in the arms of the Divine. And then &#8230; after a time<br \/>\n(but it was rather long) when it had been solely in the Divine Presence like<br \/>\nthat, the pain disappeared. It did not even ask for the pain to go, it left. It<br \/>\ntook a little time, it left.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>I had completely, completely the feeling of being a baby enveloped<br \/>\n(<i>gesture<\/i>) in the arms of the Divine.<br \/>\nExtraordinary. <\/span><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style='text-align:center;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page &#8211; 294<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span style='font-size:10.0pt;font-family:\"Courier New\"'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p align=\"center\" style='text-align:center;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>(<i>Silence<\/i>)<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Well, for a time it is like that: \u201cWhat Thou willest, what Thou<br \/>\nwillest\u201d and then that too falls silent&#8230; (<i>Mother<br \/>\nopens her hands upward in a gesture of offering<\/i>). <\/span><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style='text-align:center;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>(<i>Silence<\/i>)<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>It is the type of<br \/>\nconcentration that must change. <\/span><\/i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Yes. &nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Because when you follow<br \/>\nthis discipline of the physical mind and when it thus escapes you to the right<br \/>\nand to the left, you always resume the concentration mentally and mentally<br \/>\nre-establish silence. So each time it is through the mind that you practise the<br \/>\ndiscipline &#8230;<span>\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><\/i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Ah! &nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&#8230;but the mind, the<br \/>\nvery moment you relax it&#8230; There must be a descent of something, something must<br \/>\ntake possession. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Indeed, it<br \/>\nis the feeling of a baby&#8217;s powerlessness, you understand? But it is not a thing<br \/>\n\u201cthought out\u201d, \u201cwilled\u201d, it is absolutely spontaneous, and then from there you<br \/>\npass into a state&#8230; (<i>Mother opens her<br \/>\nhands in a smile of beatitude<\/i>). <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>So long as there is this feeling of someone who wills, who does a<br \/>\nthing and all that, it is useless &#8230; (<i>same<br \/>\ngesture, hands open in a smile<\/i>).<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style='text-align:center;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>(<i>Mother goes into<br \/>\ncontemplation.<\/i>)<\/span><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style='text-align:center;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page &#8211; 295<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span style='font-size:10.0pt;font-family:\"Courier New\"'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>The Lord is looking<br \/>\nafter us? <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>(<i>Laughing<\/i>) I believe, yes! (<i>Mother takes hold of the disciple&#8217;s hands.<\/i>)<br \/>\nDo you not feel Him? <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Yes, Mother. <\/span><\/i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Ah! &#8230; <\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style='text-align:center;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page &#8211; 296<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span style='font-size:10.0pt;font-family:\"Courier New\"'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><b><br \/>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><br \/>\n<a name=\"2-8 March 1972\">8<br \/>\n March 1972<\/a><\/span><\/b><b><span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><a name=\"2-8 March 1972\"> <\/a> <\/span> <\/b><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><font size=\"2\">About an \u201caccident\u201d. <\/font> <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>It is like that. It is like an imperative command: Go straight,<br \/>\nelse all will go wrong.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>It is becoming terrible, terrible. It is like a Pressure \u2013 a<br \/>\nfrightful Pressure \u2013 to bring about the desired progress. I feel it in myself<br \/>\nfor my body. But my body is not afraid, it says (<i>Mother opens her hands<\/i>): \u201cVery well, if I am to end, it is the<br \/>\nend.\u201d Every minute it is like that: the true thing (<i>Mother brings down her fist<\/i>) or the end. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>That is what seems to have come down \u2013 you know I said that<br \/>\nsomething had come down (it is written somewhere) and we shall know one day, we<br \/>\nshall know very soon what it is. You have read it, haven&#8217;t you?\u00b9 <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Yes, it was on February<br \/>\n21. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>But it is<br \/>\nthat, it is a kind of &#8230; no half-measure, no compromise, no approximation, no<br \/>\n&#8230; not that. It is this (Mother brings down her fist). <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>And it is so for the body, at every minute there is an imperative:<br \/>\nit is life or it is death. It is not the approximation which has lasted<br \/>\nindefinitely. For centuries it was neither altogether bad, nor altogether good<br \/>\n\u2013 it is no longer so. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>The body knows that this is the way for the supramental body to be<br \/>\nformed: it must be wholly under the influence of the Divine \u2013 no compromise, no<br \/>\napproximation, no \u201cit will <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><font size=\"2\">\u00b9 <\/font> <\/span><span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><font size=\"2\">\u201cThe whole day of the twenty-first I had a<br \/>\nstrong feeling that it was the birthday of everyone, and I was impelled to say<br \/>\nto everyone \u2018Bonne F\u00eate\u2019. <\/font> <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><font size=\"2\">\u201cIt was a very strong feeling that something new has manifested in<br \/>\nthe world and that all who were ready and receptive could embody it. <\/font> <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><font size=\"2\">\u201cNo doubt one will know in a few days what it was.\u201d<\/font><\/span><span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><font size=\"2\">&nbsp;<\/font><\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style='text-align:center;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page &#8211; 297<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span style='font-size:10.0pt;font-family:\"Courier New\"'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>come\u201d, not<br \/>\nso: it is like this (Mother brings down her fist), a formidable Will. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>But &#8230; it is the only way for things to go fast. <\/span><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style='text-align:center;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>(<i>Long silence<\/i>)<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>But when one begins to<br \/>\nunderstand practically the necessity of the transformation, when the thing starts<br \/>\ntruly to be understood and when one tries to do something, one finds that when<br \/>\nthe material substance receives a blow, then it remembers, and for a day or two<br \/>\nit aspires, it seeks, and then it relaxes. <\/span><\/i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Yes, yes. &nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>There is as though an<br \/>\nincapacity for tension. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>It is not<br \/>\nincapacity. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>What is it then? <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Bad will.<br \/>\nEgoism \u2013 what we call egoism<span>\u00a0 <\/span>the egoism<br \/>\nof Matter &#8230; <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>The egoism of Matter. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span>\u00a0<\/span>&#8230;that does not want to submit. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>That I know. I am catching my body all the while, here, there, here,<br \/>\nthere. It wants to go about it in its very ordinary dawdling way. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>It is a kind of<br \/>\nrelaxation of the aspiration and tension. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Yes, it is<br \/>\nthat.&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style='text-align:center;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page &#8211; 298<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span style='font-size:10.0pt;font-family:\"Courier New\"'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Then, what is to be<br \/>\ndone? Every time one must catch it, or what else? <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Yes. But it can<br \/>\nnever be stable unless it is linked truly to the Divine. If you are like this (<i>gesture, the two fists hooked as though up<br \/>\nabove on a rope<\/i>), then automatically when the moment becomes quite<br \/>\ncritical, it goes over to the right side, yes, it goes over to the right side.<br \/>\nIt is as though all the while you had the feeling that you were hovering<br \/>\nbetween life and death, and the moment you take the right attitude \u2013 when the<br \/>\npart concerned takes the right attitude \u2013 it goes all right. Quite naturally<br \/>\nand easily it goes all right. It is wonderful. But it is a tremendous thing,<br \/>\nbecause there is a perpetual danger. Well, perhaps, I do not know, a hundred<br \/>\ntimes during the day there is a feeling: life or (for the cells, I mean), life<br \/>\nor disintegration; and then if they do not contract, as they usually have the<br \/>\nhabit to do, everything goes all right. But they are learning to&#8230; (<i>Mother opens her hands in a gesture of<br \/>\nself-giving<\/i>), then it is all right. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>It is as though by a kind of compulsion the body was being taught<br \/>\neternity. It is truly interesting. And then I see that the external<br \/>\ncircumstances are becoming frightful (from the ordinary point of view). <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style='text-align:center;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>(Mother enters into<br \/>\ncontemplation.)<\/span><\/i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Have you<br \/>\nanything to say? <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>No, it was that, the<br \/>\ndifficulty that I was meeting. <\/span><\/i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Yes. &nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>I find it very<br \/>\ndifficult. You try once, twice, ten times to regain yourself, but you have the<br \/>\nfeeling that this is not the thing to be done, it is some other thing, <\/span><\/i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>and that &#8230; if there<br \/>\nwere really no higher power which did the thing for you, nothing at all could<br \/>\nbe done by you. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style='text-align:center;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page &#8211; 299<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span style='font-size:10.0pt;font-family:\"Courier New\"'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Yes, it is<br \/>\nthat. But then, there are experiences, hundreds of them, that the very minute<br \/>\nyou take the right attitude, the thing is done. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>It is we who prevent the thing from being done &#8230; as though our<br \/>\nown control prevented the Force from acting; it is something like that. One<br \/>\nmust &#8230; (<i>Mother opens her hands<\/i>). <\/span><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style='text-align:center;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>(<i>Silence<\/i>)<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>I believe, I believe that it is the subconscient which has been convinced<br \/>\nthat if it does not maintain its control all will go wrong. That is my<br \/>\nimpression. It is that thing, it is that which says, \u201cAh, be on your guard,<br \/>\ntake care.\u201d&#8230; <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style='text-align:center;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>(<i>Mother opens her hands.<\/i>)&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style='text-align:center;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page &#8211; 300<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span style='font-size:10.0pt;font-family:\"Courier New\"'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><b><br \/>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><br \/>\n<a name=\"3-24 March 1972\">24<br \/>\n March 1972<\/a><\/span><\/b><b><span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><a name=\"3-24 March 1972\"> <\/a> <\/span> <\/b><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:27.0pt;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>For the first time, early in the morning, I saw myself, my body \u2013<br \/>\nI do not know whether it is the supramental body or &#8230; (how to say it?) a body<br \/>\nin transition, but I had a body altogether new, in the sense that it was<br \/>\nsexless \u2013 it was not a woman nor was it a man.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:27.0pt;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>It was very white. But it is because my skin is white, I believe,<br \/>\nI do not know. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:27.0pt;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>It was very slim (<i>gesture<br \/>\nindicating slenderness<\/i>) \u2013 it was pretty. Truly a harmonious form. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:27.0pt;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>So it was the first time. I did not know at all, I had no idea of<br \/>\nwhat it would be like, none at all, and I saw \u2013 I was like that, I had become<br \/>\nlike that. <\/span><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style='text-align:center;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page &#8211; 301<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span style='font-size:10.0pt;font-family:\"Courier New\"'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><b><br \/>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><br \/>\n<a name=\"4-25 March 1972\">25<br \/>\n March 1972<\/a><\/span><\/b><b><span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><a name=\"4-25 March 1972\"> <\/a> <\/span> <\/b><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>The other day you spoke<br \/>\nof the vision of your body, this body in transition &#8230; <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Yes, but I<br \/>\nwas like that. It was myself. I did not see myself in a mirror: I saw myself<br \/>\nlike that (<i>Mother bends her head to look<br \/>\nat her body<\/i>). I was&#8230; I was like that. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>It was for the first time. It was at <\/span><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>four o&#8217;clock<\/span><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'> in the morning, I believe. It was quite natural \u2013 I did not look<br \/>\nin a mirror, I was quite natural. I remember only what I saw (<i>gesture from the chest to the waist<\/i>). I<br \/>\nhad only a veil on me, so I saw only &#8230; it was the trunk that was quite<br \/>\ndifferent from the chest down to the waist: neither man nor woman. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>And it was pretty. I had a form very very slim, very slender \u2013<br \/>\nvery slender but not thin. And the skin was very white; the skin was like my<br \/>\nskin. A very pretty form. But no sex, you could not say \u2013 neither man nor<br \/>\nwoman; sex had disappeared. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Also there (<i>Mother points to<br \/>\nthe chest<\/i>), all that: nothing. I do not know how to say it. It was like a<br \/>\nsemblance, but had no form at all (Mother touches her chest), not even as much<br \/>\nas men have. A very white skin, all very even. No belly, so to say. The stomach<br \/>\n\u2013 no stomach. All that was slim. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Well, I did not pay any special attention because I was like that<br \/>\nand I found it quite natural. It was the first time and it was in the night,<br \/>\nthe day before yesterday. And last night I saw nothing \u2013 that was the first and<br \/>\nonly time till now. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>But it was so in the<br \/>\nsubtle physical? <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>It must have<br \/>\nbeen so in the subtle physical.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>But how will that pass<br \/>\ninto the physical?<\/span><\/i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style='text-align:center;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page &#8211; 302<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span style='font-size:10.0pt;font-family:\"Courier New\"'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>There! I do<br \/>\nnot know &#8230; I do not know. I do not know. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Also, it was clear that there should not be any complicated<br \/>\nprocess of digestion nor of elimination as now. It was not like that. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>But how?&#8230; Evidently the food is already very different and<br \/>\nbecoming more and more different (as for example glucose, things that do not<br \/>\nneed a complicated digestion). But how is the body itself going to change? I do<br \/>\nnot know. I do not know. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>I did not look to see how it was, because it was quite natural, so<br \/>\nI cannot give a detailed description. Simply, it was neither the body of a<br \/>\nwoman nor the body of a man \u2013 that is clear. And the \u201coutline\u201d, the silhouette,<br \/>\nwas almost the same as that of a very very young person. There was a sort of<br \/>\nsemblance to human forms (<i>Mother sketches<br \/>\nit in the air<\/i>), there was a shoulder and a figure. As though the semblance<br \/>\nof a form. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>I see it, but &#8230; I saw it as one sees oneself. And there was a<br \/>\nkind of veil that I had put on just to cover myself. It was a mode of being,<br \/>\nnot surprising to me, it was a natural mode of being. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>It must be like that in the subtle physical. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>No, what seems<br \/>\nmysterious is the transit from one to the other. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Yes, how? <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>But it is the same mystery as the passage from the chimpanzee to a<br \/>\nman. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Oh no! It is much more<br \/>\ntremendous than that, Mother, much more tremendous because, after all, between<br \/>\na chimpanzee and a man there is not much difference. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>But there was<br \/>\nnot much difference in appearance here (<i>Mother <\/i>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style='text-align:center;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page &#8211; 303<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span style='font-size:10.0pt;font-family:\"Courier New\"'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p style='text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>sketches a silhouette in the air<\/span><\/i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>):<br \/>\nthere were the shoulders, the arms, a body, a figure like that, legs. All that<br \/>\nwas the same, only it was&#8230; <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Yes, but I mean to say<br \/>\nthat the bodily function of a chimpanzee and that of a man are similar. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>They are<br \/>\nsimilar. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Well, yes, they digest,<br \/>\nbreathe, they&#8230; Whereas here&#8230; <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>No, there<br \/>\nmust have been respiration \u2013 on the contrary, the shoulders were broad<br \/>\n(gesture). That is important. Only the chest was neither feminine nor<br \/>\nmasculine, but just a semblance. And then all that \u2013 stomach, belly, etc. \u2013<br \/>\nthey were just an outline, a very slim and harmonious form, but it certainly<br \/>\nhad not the use to which we put our body. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>The two things very very different: first, procreation, of which<br \/>\nthere was no possibility there; secondly, the food. But it is quite clear that<br \/>\nthe food now is not that of chimpanzees nor that of the first men. It is very<br \/>\ndifferent. And now the question is to find a food which needs no complicated<br \/>\ndigestion. &#8230; Here it seems to me that the food should not be positively<br \/>\nliquid, but not solid either. And then there is the question of the mouth \u2013 I<br \/>\ndo not know. The teeth? Evidently there is no more need of chewing and so the<br \/>\nteeth have no more &#8230; But there must be something in their place. &#8230; That I<br \/>\ndo not know at all, at all, how the face was, but it did not seem to have a<br \/>\nvery different look from what it is now.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Evidently, what will change very much, which had become very<br \/>\nimportant, was breathing. It is upon this that this being greatly depended. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Yes, probably it absorbs<br \/>\nthe energies directly.<\/span><\/i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style='text-align:center;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page &#8211; 304<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span style='font-size:10.0pt;font-family:\"Courier New\"'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Yes. But<br \/>\nprobably there will be intermediary beings that will not last very long, like the<br \/>\nintermediary beings that were between the chimpanzee and man. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>But I do not know, something must happen that has not happened<br \/>\ntill now. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Yes. <\/span><\/i><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style='text-align:center;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>(<i>Silence<\/i>)<i><\/i><\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Sometimes I have a sort<br \/>\nof feeling that the time of realisation is near. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Yes, but<br \/>\nhow? <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Yes, how, one does not<br \/>\nknow. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Is that (<i>Mother points to her body<\/i>), is that<br \/>\ngoing to change? It must change or it has to follow the old ordinary process of<br \/>\nundoing itself and remaking itself&#8230;. I do not know&#8230;. Evidently life can be<br \/>\nmuch prolonged, there are examples but &#8230; I do not know. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>I do not know. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span>\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Many a time I have had<br \/>\nthe feeling that, rather than a transformation, it will be a concretisation of<br \/>\nthe other body. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Ah!&#8230; But<br \/>\nhow? <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>That also, the transition,<br \/>\none does not know. But instead of this one becoming the other, it is rather the<br \/>\nother that will take the place of this one. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Yes, but<br \/>\nhow?&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style='text-align:center;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page &#8211; 305<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span style='font-size:10.0pt;font-family:\"Courier New\"'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Yes, how, I do not know.<br \/>\n<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>(<i>After a silence<\/i>) Yes, the person that I<br \/>\nwas the night before yesterday, evidently if it materialised itself &#8230; But<br \/>\nhow? <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style='text-align:center;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>(<i>Mother goes into<br \/>\ncontemplation.<\/i>)&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>One knows<br \/>\nnothing! <\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Strange how one knows nothing. <\/span><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style='text-align:center;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>(<i>Silence<\/i>)<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Mother, in a poem,<br \/>\n\u201cTransformation\u201d, Sri Aurobindo begins in this way: <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>\u201cMy breath runs in a<br \/>\nsubtle rhythmic stream; <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><i><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span>\u00a0<\/span>It fills my members with a might divine&#8230;\u201d <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'><span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>The breath,<br \/>\nyes, that, that is important.&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style='text-align:center;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0'>\n<span style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page &#8211; 306<\/span><\/p>\n<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/table>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>9 February 1972 &nbsp; This talk begins with Mother&#8217;s comments on the message &nbsp;to be distributed on the Darshan of 21 February 1972. &nbsp; \u201cThe&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[117],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4148","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-11-notes-on-the-way-volume-11","wpcat-117-id"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4148","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4148"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4148\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9760,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4148\/revisions\/9760"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4148"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4148"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4148"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}