{"id":4153,"date":"2013-07-13T01:53:48","date_gmt":"2013-07-13T01:53:48","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/localhost\/?p=4153"},"modified":"2013-12-01T10:26:29","modified_gmt":"2013-12-01T18:26:29","slug":"18-11-jan-to-22-may-1971-vol-11-notes-on-the-way-volume-11","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/02-works-of-the-mother\/01-cwmce\/11-notes-on-the-way-volume-11\/18-11-jan-to-22-may-1971-vol-11-notes-on-the-way-volume-11","title":{"rendered":"-18_11 Jan to 22 May 1971.htm"},"content":{"rendered":"<table border=\"0\" cellpadding=\"6\" style=\"border-collapse: collapse\" width=\"100%\">\n<tr>\n<td>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><b><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Times New Roman\">11<br \/>\nJanuary 1971 <\/span><\/b><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-family: Times New Roman\"><font size=\"2\">After a long physical trial of about<br \/>\na month and a half, <\/font> <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-family: Times New Roman\"><font size=\"2\">Mother made the following comments, which were<\/font><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-family: Times New Roman\"><font size=\"2\">&nbsp;noted down<br \/>\nfrom memory by a disciple. <\/font> <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">In physical vision<br \/>\na much more continued concentration is needed. Physical sight serves to<br \/>\n<span class=\"SpellE\">stabilise<\/span>. It gives a continuity to things. It is<br \/>\nthe same thing with regard to hearing. So, when they are not there any more, one<br \/>\nbecomes directly conscious of the thing, and that gives the true knowledge. The<br \/>\nSupramental will surely act in that way. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">Physical sight and<br \/>\nhearing have been thrown into the background to make room for identification by<br \/>\nconsciousness, for the sake of the growth of consciousness. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">The means for<br \/>\nrelating, knowing, is consciousness identifying itself with the thing or the<br \/>\nperson. Instead of having the normal sense of separation, there is the sense of<br \/>\nconstant union. There are experiences altogether interesting. There are people<br \/>\nwho call me and think of me. That comes into the field of my consciousness. And<br \/>\nafter a time I am told, \u201cSuch a person has come\u201d or \u201cSomething has happened to<br \/>\nsuch a person\u201d, and I say, \u201cI know.\u201d At the time the thing had happened, I was<br \/>\nnot told anything, but I was conscious as though the thing had happened in a<br \/>\npart of my own being.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:center;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><span style=\"font-family: Times New Roman\">Page &#8211; 244<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style=\"text-align:center\">\n\t<span style=\"font-size: 10.0pt;font-family: Courier New\"><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\"><\/span><\/div>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><b><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<a name=\"1-16 January 1971\">16 January 1971 <\/a><\/span><\/b><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">One of my legs had<br \/>\nbeen dead for a long time (it is just beginning to revive), <span class=\"SpellE\"><br \/>\nparalysed<\/span>. One leg. So naturally, all became difficult&#8230;. But what was<br \/>\nremarkable, I can tell you immediately, is that the consciousness established<br \/>\nthere (<i>gesture above the head<\/i>) became more and more strong, more and more<br \/>\nclear; and it was <i>constant.<\/i> I worked, I continued to work, not only for<br \/>\nIndia but for the world and in constant relation (\u201cconsulted&#8221;, you understand),<br \/>\nactively. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">About<br \/>\ntransformation, well, I do not know&#8230;. What I have explained about \u201creplacement<br \/>\nof consciousness\u201d is being done methodically, methodically, continually,<br \/>\ncontinually, but then with&#8230; apparent damages or in any case, for a time, a<br \/>\ngreat diminution of capacities. But it is a curious phenomenon with the sight<br \/>\nand hearing: from time to time it is clear, as clear as it can be, and from time<br \/>\nto time it is completely veiled. And that has very <span class=\"SpellE\">very<\/span><br \/>\nclearly another origin \u2013 another origin of influence. It will take months, I<br \/>\nbelieve, before I am able to see clearly. In any case, the general consciousness<br \/>\n(<i>same gesture above the head<\/i>), what may be called the universal<br \/>\nconsciousness (in any case the terrestrial consciousness), has not moved for a<br \/>\nminute \u2013 not for a minute. It remained there all the while. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">You have seen this<br \/>\nnote? \u00b9 <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><i><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">Yes, Mother, I<br \/>\nhave seen it. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">What did you think<br \/>\nof it? <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><i><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">I thought it<br \/>\nshould be like that probably, it is a new functioning that is taking place<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-family: Times New Roman\"><font size=\"2\">\u00b9&nbsp;The preceding note of 11 January<br \/>\n1971.<\/font><\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"text-align:center;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-family: Times New Roman\">Page &#8211; 245<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style=\"text-align:center\">\n\t<span style=\"font-size: 10.0pt;font-family: Courier New\"><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\"><\/span><\/div>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;margin-bottom:0;line-height:150%;margin-top:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;It is a new<br \/>\nfunctioning. It is interesting. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><i><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">Is it your<br \/>\nperception of beings and happenings that has changed? Is it your way of<br \/>\nperceiving that has changed? <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">Yes, altogether \u2013<br \/>\naltogether. It is very strange&#8230;. Actually, all this time has been utilised for<br \/>\ndeveloping the consciousness of the physical being. And this physical being (<i>Mother<br \/>\ntouches her body<\/i>) seems really to have been prepared for another<br \/>\nconsciousness, because there are things&#8230; its reactions are altogether<br \/>\ndifferent, its attitude is different. I have passed through a period of total<br \/>\nindifference when the world represented nothing, meant nothing. And then,<br \/>\ngradually, from there emerged a new perception, as it were. It is only on the<br \/>\nway. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">But it was not an<br \/>\ninnocent paralysis ! For at least three weeks \u2013 at least \u2013 for three weeks, a<br \/>\nconstant pain, night and day, twenty-four hours out of twenty-four, without<br \/>\nfluctuation, none: it was as though I was being torn asunder&#8230;. So there was no<br \/>\nquestion of seeing anybody. Now it is finished. The pain is quite bearable and<br \/>\nthe body has resumed a little of its normal life. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">But I wanted to<br \/>\ntell you that my consciousness was all the time active with you. Did you feel<br \/>\nit? <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><i><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">I felt very<br \/>\nstrongly the Power. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">Ah! That&#8217;s it<br \/>\nthen. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><i><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">Yes, and quite<br \/>\ninstantaneously, quite immediately<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">.<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">It is good. <\/span>\n<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><i><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">I thought<br \/>\nparticularly that if it came down into your leg, that would mean it came down<br \/>\nwholly into Matter now.<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:center;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><i><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-family: Times New Roman\">Page &#8211; 246<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style=\"text-align:center\">\n\t<span style=\"font-size: 10.0pt;font-family: Courier New\"><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\"><\/span><\/div>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;margin-bottom:0;line-height:150%;margin-top:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;Yes, yes. I too<br \/>\ntook it in that way. It was not only the leg, but the lower part of the leg (<i>Mother<br \/>\ntouches her feet<\/i>)&#8230;. But I noticed how things, the so-called catastrophes<br \/>\nor calamities or misfortunes or difficulties, how all that comes just in the<br \/>\nnick of time to help you \u2013 <i>just<\/i> as it is needed to help you&#8230;. Indeed,<br \/>\nall that which in the physical nature belonged still to the old world, to its<br \/>\nhabits, its ways of doing and being, its ways of acting, all that could not be<br \/>\n\u201chandled&#8221; in any other way than this: through illness. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">I cannot say that<br \/>\nit has not been interesting. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">But I, on my side,<br \/>\nkept contact with everyone even physically \u2013 I do not know if they remained<br \/>\nconscious or not, but I kept contact with everybody. It depends on the<br \/>\nreceptivity of people. I did not feel at all that there was any rupture of<br \/>\nrelations or anything of the kind \u2013 not at all, not at all. Even at the time<br \/>\nwhen, externally, I was suffering in that way and people thought I was wholly<br \/>\nconcerned with my suffering, it did not occupy me. I do not know how to<br \/>\nexplain&#8230; I was seeing quite well that this poor body was not very bright, but<br \/>\nthat did not occupy me. All the while there was the feeling of this&#8230; this<br \/>\nTruth which has to be understood and manifested. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">And there was this<br \/>\nnote (how to say it?), it was the outcome of something and the beginning of<br \/>\nsomething also, and in a very precise way. I do not know if it is<br \/>\nunderstandable. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><i><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">It is quite<br \/>\nunderstandable<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">.<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">It seemed to you<br \/>\nunderstandable? <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><i><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">Yes, you said that<br \/>\nthe working of the sight and hearing was probably suppressed so that you might<br \/>\nbe directly conscious of things, without passing through the sense organs.<br \/>\n<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><i><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">Yes, but this note<br \/>\nis already a thing of the past, because I have<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:center;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><span style=\"font-family: Times New Roman\">Page &#8211; 247<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style=\"text-align:center\">\n\t<span style=\"font-size: 10.0pt;font-family: Courier New\"><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\"><\/span><\/div>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;begun again to<br \/>\nsee, but in another way. I have begun again to see and hear. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><i><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">Basically, you see<br \/>\nand hear as it is needed<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">.<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">Yes, yes. Oh !<br \/>\nThat is very clear, very clear. What I need to hear, I hear, even if it is the<br \/>\nslightest sound; but all the noises of conversation, all the things that make so<br \/>\nmuch noise, I do not hear at all!&#8230; Something has changed. But it is old \u2013 it<br \/>\nis old, that is to say, old habits are there. But happily, I was not a person of<br \/>\nhabits&#8230;. Yes (<i>Mother smiles<\/i>), you can say: it is something tough that<br \/>\nis in the process of changing ! So it is not supple, it is not easy. But the<br \/>\nchange is there, the change is evident. I have changed very <i>much<\/i>, even as<br \/>\nregards character, as regards understanding, as regards the vision of things&nbsp;<br \/>\nmuch, very much&#8230;. There has been wholly a regrouping. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">Only, I did not<br \/>\nknow how to make use of this note in an understandable way. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><i><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">But, Mother, it is<br \/>\nquite understandable<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">.<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">It is all right.<br \/>\nIt is simply not to let people down in that way: all at once, nothing more.<br \/>\nAfterwards, one is so far away that people do not understand at all. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"text-align:center;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">(<i>Silence<\/i>)<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><i><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">Certainly, the<br \/>\nprinciple of the new consciousness is that things are done just at the moment<br \/>\nwhen needed, and then that is all<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">.<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">Yes, yes. <\/span>\n<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><i><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">There is no<br \/>\nplanning, no foreseeing<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">.<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:center;margin-bottom:0;line-height:150%;margin-top:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><span style=\"font-family: Times New Roman\">Page &#8211; 248<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style=\"text-align:center\">\n\t<span style=\"font-size: 10.0pt;font-family: Courier New\"><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\"><\/span><\/div>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;Yes, yes; exactly<br \/>\nso.&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"text-align:center;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">(<i>Silence<\/i>)<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-left:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:24pt;margin-bottom:0;margin-top:0\"><span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;The world is in a<br \/>\nfrightful condition. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><i><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">But I never felt<br \/>\nso much as now that the thing is at hand<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">.<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">Yes, yes, yes,<br \/>\njust so. Yes. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><i><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">I have the feeling<br \/>\nthat it is near at hand<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">.<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">Yes, yes, quite<br \/>\nnear at hand. &nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"text-align:center;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">(<i>Silence<\/i>)<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">There was a whole<br \/>\nperiod when I was absolutely inaccessible because I was suffering continuously \u2013<br \/>\none is worthless then. It was continuous, continuous. One might say that it was<br \/>\nbut a cry all the while. It lasted a long time, lasted several weeks. I did not<br \/>\ncount. Then gradually, it alternated with moments of calmness when I had no<br \/>\nfeeling of my leg. And it is only for the last two or three days that it looks<br \/>\nas if it is being put back in order&#8230;. Yes, it was such&#8230; it was the whole<br \/>\nproblem of the world \u2013 a world that is nothing but pain and suffering, and a big<br \/>\nnote of interrogation: why? <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">I tried all the<br \/>\npalliatives that one uses: to change the pain into pleasure, to remove the<br \/>\ncapacity of feeling, to occupy oneself with some other thing&#8230;. I tried all the<br \/>\n\u201ctricks\u201d \u2013 not a single one succeeded! There is something in the physical world<br \/>\nas it is which is not&#8230; (how to explain?) which is not yet open to the divine<br \/>\nVibration. And it is this something which does all, all, all the evil&#8230;. The<br \/>\nDivine Consciousness is not felt. And then, any number of imaginary things (but<br \/>\nvery real to the sensation)<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:center;margin-bottom:0;line-height:150%;margin-top:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><span style=\"font-family: Times New Roman\">Page &#8211; 249<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style=\"text-align:center\">\n\t<span style=\"font-size: 10.0pt;font-family: Courier New\"><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\"><\/span><\/div>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;margin-bottom:0;line-height:150%;margin-top:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;&nbsp;exist, and that<br \/>\nthing, the only true thing is not felt&#8230;. But now it is better. It is better.<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">It is truly<br \/>\ninteresting. I believe something may have been done on the general score \u2013 it<br \/>\nwas not merely the difficulty of one body or one person: I believe something has<br \/>\nbeen done to prepare Matter to receive as it must, in a suitable way \u2013 it was as<br \/>\nthough it received in a wrong way and it has learnt to receive in the right way.<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">It will come.<br \/>\nPerhaps, I do not know if it will take months or years for the thing to become<br \/>\nclear. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-family: Times New Roman\">Then, before taking leave, the<br \/>\ndisciple reads out a note written by Mother. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">I do not remember<br \/>\nwhat it is. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><i><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">It is a message<br \/>\nyou gave for the radio. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><i><span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.75in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><i><span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">\u201cWe want<br \/>\nto be messengers of <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.75in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><i><span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Light<br \/>\nand Truth. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><i><span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; A future<br \/>\nof harmony offers <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><i><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;itself to be<br \/>\nproclaimed to the world.\u201d <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">Yes, it is all<br \/>\nright ! It gives courage to people. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><i><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">Yes, Mother, but<br \/>\nas for me, I do not know, I have a very strong feeling that it is quite near.<br \/>\n<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">Yes. &nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><i><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">That is what I<br \/>\nfeel. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">Yes, you are<br \/>\nright. You are right. As for me, one must be absolutely blind not to see it. It<br \/>\nhas reached that point.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:center;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><span style=\"font-family: Times New Roman\">Page &#8211; 250<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style=\"text-align:center\">\n\t<span style=\"font-size: 10.0pt;font-family: Courier New\"><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\"><\/span><\/div>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><b><span style=\"font-family: Times New Roman\"><a name=\"2-3 March 1971\">3 March 1971 <\/a><\/span><\/b><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><i><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">I have the feeling<br \/>\nthat your look has changed much<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">.<br \/>\n(Mother nods approvingly.) <i>For more than a year, and more and more, it is<br \/>\nlike that of Sri Aurobindo.<\/i> <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">Yes?&#8230; (<i>Mother<br \/>\nsmiles<\/i>) Possibly ! <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><i><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">Before, your look<br \/>\nwas a \u201cdiamond look\u201d, a look&#8230; it was yourself, powerfully yourself. Now it is<br \/>\nbecoming like that of the infinite. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><i><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">Oh! But my way of<br \/>\nseeing is not the same. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><i><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">Yes, just so, I<br \/>\nwanted to ask you: when you look at people in this way, what is it that you see?<br \/>\n<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><i><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">I believe I see&#8230;<br \/>\nmost exactly, it is their condition, the state in which they are. Especially,<br \/>\nthere are some who seem as though closed, who, as far as I am concerned, do not<br \/>\nsee, who are altogether in their outward consciousness; and then there are those<br \/>\nwho are open \u2013 there are&#8230; some children, a remarkable thing, who were as<br \/>\nthough entirely open (<i>gesture as of a flower to the sun<\/i>), ready to<br \/>\nabsorb. It is particularly the receptivity of people which I see, the state in<br \/>\nwhich they are: those who come with an aspiration, those who come with a<br \/>\ncuriosity, those who come&#8230; as though with a kind of obligation, and then there<br \/>\nare those who thirst for light \u2013 there are not many of them, but there are quite<br \/>\na few children. Today I saw one who was charming ! &#8230; Oh, wonderful ! <\/span>\n<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">And I see only<br \/>\nthat. Not what they think, what they say (all that appears to me superficial,<br \/>\nuninteresting); it is the state of receptivity in which they happen to be. It is<br \/>\nthat particularly which I see. &nbsp;&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"text-align:center;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">(<i>Silence<\/i>)<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-left:0;text-align:center;margin-bottom:0;line-height:150%;margin-top:0\">\n<span style=\"font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;Page<br \/>\n&#8211; 251<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style=\"text-align:center\">\n\t<span style=\"font-size: 10.0pt;font-family: Courier New\"><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\"><\/span><\/div>\n<p style=\"margin-left:0;text-align:justify;margin-bottom:0;line-height:150%;margin-top:0\"><span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;I believe really<br \/>\nthat it is among the children that will be found those who can begin the new<br \/>\nrace. Men are&#8230; crusted over. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">Well, I am<br \/>\nconstantly struggling against people who have come here so that they may be<br \/>\ncomfortable and \u201cfree to do whatever they like\u201d, so&#8230; I tell them, \u201cThe world<br \/>\nis big enough, you can go out\u201d \u2013 there is no soul, no aspiration, nothing.<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">You know my<br \/>\nfeeling? They are all, all old and I am the only one to be young ! It is that,<br \/>\nyes, this flame, this will&#8230; what they call \u201cpush\u201d. To be satisfied with petty<br \/>\npersonal satisfactions&#8230; which take you nowhere, busy with what they are going<br \/>\nto eat, oh !&#8230; <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">I have the feeling<br \/>\nthat now there is a sort of \u201cdisplay\u201d (you know, \u201cdisplay\u201d?), a show of all that<br \/>\nshould not be. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><i><span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">Yes<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">.<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">But the flame, the<br \/>\nflame of aspiration (<i>Mother shakes her head<\/i>), there are not many who<br \/>\nbring it. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">Provided they are<br \/>\nwhat they call \u201ccomfortable\u201d, it is all they need \u2013 and free to do some nonsense<br \/>\nwhich they would not do in the world!&#8230; On the other side, one feels that to<br \/>\nhasten the \u2013 one <i>could<\/i> hasten it if one were&#8230; if one were a conqueror !<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"text-align:center;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;Page &#8211; 252<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style=\"text-align:center\">\n\t<span style=\"font-size: 10.0pt;font-family: Courier New\"><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\"><\/span><\/div>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><b><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Times New Roman\"><br \/>\n<a name=\"3-1 May 1971\">1 May 1971<\/a><\/span><\/b><span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\"><a name=\"3-1 May 1971\"><br \/>\n<\/a><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><i><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">One really feels<br \/>\nthat the world is in turmoil. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">Yes, oh, yes !<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><i><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">And individuals<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">. &nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:center;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">(<i>Silence<\/i>)<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">Since the morning,<br \/>\nit has been like \u2013&nbsp; strikes, quarrels, disorders&#8230;. And then the feeling that<br \/>\norder must be re-established with the help of those who have created the<br \/>\ndisorder. That is the thing to be done. Instead of the basis of ordinary<br \/>\ngoodwill and all the moral and social rules \u2013 all that dashed to the ground \u2013<br \/>\none must rise above, the divine Will and the divine Harmony must be there, it is<br \/>\nthat which we want; and then those who have revolted against the ordinary law of<br \/>\nthings and the ordinary social conventions: prove that you are in relation with<br \/>\na higher consciousness and a truer truth. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">It is time to do<br \/>\nit (<i>gesture of a leap upward<\/i>). <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">And from the point<br \/>\nof view of organising power, it is a power&#8230; extremely powerful. It is a<br \/>\nwonder. And then, if this power is placed at the disposal of the higher order,<br \/>\nthe truer consciousness, something can be done. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;One must&#8230; must<br \/>\nmake a leap upward. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">All the people who<br \/>\nwant to re-establish order pull backward into all the old ideas \u2013 that is why<br \/>\nthey never succeed. That is finished, finished for good. We go upward. Only they<br \/>\nwho rise can act. &nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"text-align:center;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">(<i>Long silence<\/i>)&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">You have nothing?<br \/>\nNothing to ask?<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:center;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><span style=\"font-family: Times New Roman\">Page &#8211; 253<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style=\"text-align:center\">\n\t<span style=\"font-size: 10.0pt;font-family: Courier New\"><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\"><\/span><\/div>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><i><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">I do not know very<br \/>\nwell in which direction I am moving<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">.<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">There is only one<br \/>\ndirection \u2013 towards the Divine. And as you know, it is as much inward as it is<br \/>\noutward, as much upward as downward. It is everywhere. It is in the world as it<br \/>\nis that one must find the Divine and cling to Him \u2013 to Him alone; there is no<br \/>\nother way.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:center;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><span style=\"font-family: Times New Roman\">Page &#8211; 254<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style=\"text-align:center\">\n\t<span style=\"font-size: 10.0pt;font-family: Courier New\"><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\"><\/span><\/div>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><b><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<a name=\"4-22 May 1971\">22 May 1971 <\/a><\/span><\/b><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">If the Lord wants<br \/>\nsuccess for us, <i>it can be something tremendous<\/i>. There is the possibility<br \/>\nof a <span class=\"SpellE\">tre-men-dous<\/span> success \u2013 not in the air, but<br \/>\nhere. The whole thing is to know whether the time for that success has come.<br \/>\n&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"text-align:center;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">(<i>Long silence<\/i>)<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">Everywhere there<br \/>\nis the possibility, I tell you, of an&#8230; extraordinary success. Has the moment<br \/>\ncome? I do not know&#8230;. As for myself, I make myself like this (<i>gesture of<br \/>\nsmallness<\/i>), physically quite small, and I leave&#8230; (<i>gesture of arms open<br \/>\nwide towards the Lord<\/i>). <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">You see, there is<br \/>\nthe Will that is coming down and then there are all these formations that get in<br \/>\nand delay its execution \u2013 I would like, I would like my atmosphere to be&#8230; a<br \/>\nlimpid, altogether limpid transmitter. I do not try even to know what it is, for<br \/>\nthat too brings in an ordinary humanity&#8230;. The limpid, limpid transmitter: let<br \/>\nit come like that (<i>gesture of descent<\/i>), pure, in all its purity \u2013 even if<br \/>\nit be formidable. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">In reality, we do<br \/>\nnot know why this is like that, why that is like that, and we have a vision&#8230;<br \/>\neven if our vision englobes the earth, it is so small, so small \u2013 so exclusive:<br \/>\nwe want this, we do not want that&#8230;. First of all, the very first thing is to<br \/>\nmake the instruments&#8230; one must be <i>limpid<\/i>, limpid, letting things pass<br \/>\nwithout deformation, without obstruction. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">Indeed, I am<br \/>\nspending my time at that: trying to be like that. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><i><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">But this<br \/>\npossibility of victory that you are feeling, is it something recent? <\/span><\/i>\n<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">Yes. <\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"text-align:center;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-family: Times New Roman\">Page &#8211; 255<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style=\"text-align:center\">\n\t<span style=\"font-size: 10.0pt;font-family: Courier New\"><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\"><\/span><\/div>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:24pt;margin-bottom:0;line-height:150%;margin-top:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><i><span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">It is recent.<br \/>\nBecause, apparently, the circumstances are evidently not so good \u2013 apparently.<br \/>\n<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">Oh ! You know&#8230;<br \/>\nall the circumstances seemed to <span class=\"SpellE\">organise<\/span> themselves<br \/>\nfor a catastrophe. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><i><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">Yes<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">.<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;Only a few days<br \/>\nago it was as though the catastrophe was impending. And then, at that moment, my<br \/>\nwhole being was, as though&#8230; (how to say it?) it was, yes, one might call it an<br \/>\naspiration for the true Victory, not that which this one wants or that one wants<br \/>\nor&#8230; but the real Victory. It is this which seems to have brought in <i>all<\/i><br \/>\nthe difficulties \u2013 <i>these exclusive wills<\/i>. And then, all at once there<br \/>\nappeared as though a light: the possibility of the Victory. It is still&#8230; it is<br \/>\nnot miraculous, but it is the Intervention&#8230; the intervention of the Supreme<br \/>\nWisdom. Will it be concrete? We will see. It seems to come, it seems to come in<br \/>\nthis way (<i>gesture of a certain height, the two palms turned downward<\/i>), as<br \/>\na possibility. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">No, it is recent,<br \/>\nquite recent. I cannot say, for it did not come suddenly, but it is a question<br \/>\nof days. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><i><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">Yes, because for<br \/>\nsome time I was feeling a great pessimism<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">.<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">That is a bad<br \/>\nattitude. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\"><i><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">I did not have<br \/>\nthat attitude, however, but it was as though a pessimistic atmosphere was coming<br \/>\nin<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">.<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">All that does not<br \/>\nwant the Divine creates this atmosphere purposely to discourage those who want<br \/>\nthe Divine. You must&#8230; you must not pay attention. That, that is the way of the<br \/>\ndevil. Pessimism is the demon&#8217;s weapon and he senses his situation<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:center;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;<\/span><span style=\"font-family: Times New Roman\">Page &#8211; 256<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style=\"text-align:center\">\n\t<span style=\"font-size: 10.0pt;font-family: Courier New\"><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\"><\/span><\/div>\n<p style=\"text-align:justify;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-size: 12.0pt;font-family: Times New Roman\">(<i>gesture of<br \/>\nshaking<\/i>). Well, if what I see as possible is realised, it will be truly a<br \/>\ndecisive victory over the adverse forces \u2013 naturally, he defends himself as best<br \/>\nhe can&#8230;. That, it is always the devil; as soon as you see even the tail of<br \/>\npessimism, it is the devil. That is his great weapon.<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"text-align:center;line-height:150%;margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0\">\n<span style=\"font-family: Times New Roman\">&nbsp;Page &#8211; 257<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style=\"text-align:center\">\n\t<span style=\"font-size: 10.0pt;font-family: Courier New\"><br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/table>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>11 January 1971 &nbsp; After a long physical trial of about a month and a half, Mother made the following comments, which were &nbsp;noted down&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[117],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4153","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-11-notes-on-the-way-volume-11","wpcat-117-id"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4153","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4153"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4153\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9664,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4153\/revisions\/9664"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4153"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4153"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4153"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}