{"id":4258,"date":"2013-07-13T01:54:38","date_gmt":"2013-07-13T01:54:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/localhost\/?p=4258"},"modified":"2013-07-13T01:54:38","modified_gmt":"2013-07-13T01:54:38","slug":"18-01-january-1958-vol-09-questions-and-answers-volume-09","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/02-works-of-the-mother\/01-cwmce\/09-questions-and-answers-volume-09\/18-01-january-1958-vol-09-questions-and-answers-volume-09","title":{"rendered":"-18_01 January 1958.htm"},"content":{"rendered":"<table border=\"0\" cellpadding=\"6\" style=\"border-collapse: collapse\" width=\"100%\">\n<tr>\n<td>\n<div class=\"Section1\">\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><b><i><br \/>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><br \/>\n<font size=\"3\">1<br \/>\n January 1958<\/font><\/span><\/i><\/b><b><i><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><font size=\"3\"> <\/font><\/span><\/i><\/b><br \/>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><br \/>\n&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><i><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>O Nature,<br \/>\nmaterial Mother,<span>\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><i><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Thou hast<br \/>\nsaid that thou wilt collaborate<span>\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><i><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>and there is<br \/>\nno limit<span>\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><i><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>to the<br \/>\nsplendour of this collaboration. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"right\" style='margin:0;text-align:right;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><font size=\"2\">New Year Message, 1 January 1958<br \/>\n<\/font> <\/span><br \/>\n<span style='font-family:Times New Roman' lang=\"EN-GB\"><br \/>\n<font size=\"2\">\u00a0<\/font><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%'><i><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Sweet<br \/>\nMother, will you explain the message for this year? <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>It is already written! The explanation has already been written,<br \/>\nit is ready for the Bulletin of February 21. \u00b9<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>There is nothing to explain. It is an experience, something that<br \/>\nhappened, and when it happened I noted it down, and as it turned out, it<br \/>\noccurred just at the moment when I remembered that I had to write something for<br \/>\nthe year \u2013 which was next year at that time, that is, the year which begins<br \/>\ntoday. When I remembered that I had to write something \u2013 not because of that,<br \/>\nbut simultaneously \u2013 this experience came, and when I noted it down, I realised<br \/>\nthat it was\u2026it was the message for this year! <span>\u00a0<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'><i><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>(Silence)<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>I will tell you only one thing: you should not misinterpret the<br \/>\nmeaning of this experience and imagine that from now on everything is going to<br \/>\ntake place without any difficulties and always in a manner that favours our<br \/>\npersonal desires. It is not on this plane. It does not mean that when we do not<br \/>\nwant it to rain, it will not rain! that when we want something to happen in the<br \/>\nworld, it will happen immediately; that all difficulties will be done away with<br \/>\nand everything will be as it is in fairy-tales. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><font size=\"2\">\u00b9 <\/font> <\/span><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><br \/>\n<font size=\"2\">The text of<br \/>\nthis explanation is given in an appendix to this talk.<\/font><\/span><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><font size=\"2\">&nbsp;<\/font><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page \u2013 245<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:10.0pt;color:blue'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>It is not that. It is something much deeper: Nature, in her play<br \/>\nof forces, has accepted the new Force which has manifested and included it in<br \/>\nher movements. And as always, the movements of Nature are on a scale which is<br \/>\ninfinitely beyond the human scale and not visible to an ordinary human<br \/>\nconsciousness. It is an inner, psychological possibility which has come into<br \/>\nthe world rather than a spectacular change in earthly events.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>I am saying this because you might be tempted to believe that<br \/>\nfairy-tales were going to be realised on earth. It is not yet time for that. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span>\u00a0<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'><i><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>(Silence)<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>One must have much patience and a very wide and very complex<br \/>\nvision to understand how things happen. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'><i><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>(Silence)<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span>\u00a0<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>The miracles which take place are not what could be called<br \/>\nstory-book miracles, in the sense that they don\u2019t happen as in stories. They<br \/>\nare visible only to a very deep vision of things \u2013 very deep, very<br \/>\ncomprehensive, very vast. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span>\u00a0<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'><i><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>(Silence)<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>One must already be capable of following the methods and ways of<br \/>\nthe Grace in order to recognise its action. One must already be capable of not<br \/>\nbeing blinded by appearances in order to see the deeper truth of things. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>We could usefully, this evening, just take this resolution: to try<br \/>\nthroughout the year to do our best, so that the time may not pass in vain.&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page &#8211; 246<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoPlainText\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='color:blue'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><b><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><a name=\"01_APPENDIX\">APPENDIX<\/a><\/span><\/b><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'><i><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Explanation<br \/>\nof the New Year Message of <\/span><\/i><i><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>1 January<br \/>\n 1958<\/span><\/i><i><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>In the course of one of our classes\u00b9 I spoke of the limitless<br \/>\nabundance of Nature, the inexhaustible creatrix who takes the multitude of<br \/>\nforms and mixes them together, separates them again and remoulds them, unmakes<br \/>\nand destroys them, to move on to ever new combinations. It is a huge cauldron,<br \/>\nI said: she stirs things inside and brings out something; it\u2019s no good, she<br \/>\nthrows it in again and takes something else.\u2026One or two forms or a hundred have<br \/>\nno importance for her, there are thousands and thousands of forms, and then as<br \/>\nfor years, a hundred years, a thousand, millions of years, it is of no<br \/>\nimportance, you have eternity before you! It is quite obvious that Nature<br \/>\nenjoys all this and that she is not in a hurry. If she is told to rush rapidly<br \/>\nthrough and finish this or that part of her work quickly, the reply is always<br \/>\nthe same: \u201cBut why should I do so, why? Doesn\u2019t it amuse you?\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>The evening I told you about these things, I identified myself<br \/>\ntotally with Nature, I joined in her game. And this movement of identification<br \/>\nprovoked a response, a sort of new intimacy between Nature and myself, a long<br \/>\nmovement of a growing closeness which culminated in an experience which came on<br \/>\nthe eighth of November. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Suddenly Nature understood. She understood that this new<br \/>\nConsciousness which has just been born does not seek to reject her but wants to<br \/>\nembrace her entirely, she understood that this new spirituality does not turn<br \/>\naway from life, does not recoil in fear before the formidable amplitude of her<br \/>\nmovement, but wants on the contrary to integrate all its facets. She understood<br \/>\nthat the supramental consciousness is here not to diminish but to complete her.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Lucida Console\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Lucida Console\"'><font size=\"2\">\u00b9<\/font><\/span><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><font size=\"2\">30<br \/>\nOctober 1957<\/font><\/span><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page \u2013 247<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:10.0pt;color:blue'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Then from the supreme Reality came this order, \u201cAwake, O Nature,<br \/>\nto the joy of collaboration.\u201d And the whole of Nature suddenly rushed forward<br \/>\nin a great surge of joy, saying, \u201cI accept, I shall collaborate.\u201d And at the<br \/>\nsame time, there came a calm, an absolute tranquillity so that the bodily<br \/>\nvessel could receive and contain, without breaking, without losing anything,<br \/>\nthe mighty flood of this Joy of Nature which rushed forward as in a movement of<br \/>\ngratitude. She accepted, she saw with all eternity before her that this<br \/>\nsupramental consciousness was going to fulfil her more perfectly, give a still<br \/>\ngreater strength to her movement, a greater amplitude, more possibilities to<br \/>\nher play. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>And suddenly I heard, as if they came from all the corners of the<br \/>\nearth, those great notes one sometimes hears in the subtle physical, a little<br \/>\nlike those of Beethoven\u2019s Concerto in D-major, which come in moments of great<br \/>\nprogress, as though fifty orchestras had burst forth all in unison, without a<br \/>\nsingle false note, to express the joy of this new communion between Nature and<br \/>\nSpirit, the meeting of old friends who come together again after having been<br \/>\nseparated for so long. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Then these words came, \u201cO Nature, Material Mother, thou hast said<br \/>\nthat thou wilt collaborate and there is no limit to the splendour of this<br \/>\ncollaboration.\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>And the radiant felicity of this splendour was sensed in perfect<br \/>\npeace. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>That is how the message for the new year was born.<\/span>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span><font size=\"3\">Page &#8211; 248<\/font><\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:10.0pt;color:blue'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><b><i><br \/>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><br \/>\n<a name=\"02_8 January 1958\"><font size=\"3\">8<br \/>\n January 1958<\/font><\/a><\/span><\/i><\/b><b><i><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\";color:#E2961A'><\/span><\/i><\/b><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><font size=\"2\">Mother reads a paragraph from <\/font> <i><br \/>\n<font size=\"2\">The<br \/>\nLife Divine.<\/font><\/i><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><i><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>We have decided to read paragraph by paragraph so that we can go<br \/>\ninto certain detailed explanations, but this method has one drawback: as I have<br \/>\nalready told you, it is that Sri Aurobindo takes up all the theories and<br \/>\nexpounds them in all their details, with all their arguments, in order to show<br \/>\nlater what their defects are and their inability to solve the problem, and to<br \/>\npresent his own solution; but (<i>laughing<\/i>),<br \/>\nwhen we stop in the middle of an argument and take a single paragraph, if we<br \/>\nread this paragraph without going on to the very end, we may very well imagine<br \/>\nor believe that he is giving his own opinion. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>In fact there are some unscrupulous people who have done that, and<br \/>\nwhen they wanted to prove that their own theories were correct, they quoted<br \/>\nparagraphs from Sri Aurobindo without saying what went before or what came<br \/>\nafter, in support of their own theory. They said, \u201cYou see, Sri Aurobindo in<i> The Life Divine <\/i>has written that.\u201d He<br \/>\nhas written that, but that does not mean that it was his own way of seeing. And<br \/>\nnow we are facing the same difficulty. For the last two lessons, I think, I<br \/>\nhave been reading the detailed demonstration of one of the modern theories of<br \/>\nlife, evolution, the purpose of existence \u2013 or the purposelessness of existence<br \/>\n\u2013 and Sri Aurobindo presents this in quite a\u2026conclusive way, as if it were his<br \/>\nown theory and own way of seeing. We stop in the middle and are left with a kind<br \/>\nof uneasiness and the feeling, \u201cBut that is not what he told us! How is it that<br \/>\nhe is expounding that to us now?&#8230;\u201d It is quite a big drawback. But if I were<br \/>\nto read to you the whole argument, when we came to the end you wouldn\u2019t<br \/>\nremember the beginning and you wouldn\u2019t be able to follow! So the best thing is<br \/>\nto go on quietly, one paragraph at a time, trying to understand what he is<br \/>\nsaying, but without thinking that he wants to prove to us&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page \u2013 249<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:10.0pt;color:blue'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>that it is true. He simply wants to expound the theories with<br \/>\neverything that supports them, without telling us that this is the best way of<br \/>\nseeing things. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>In reality, you should take this reading as an opportunity to<br \/>\ndevelop the philosophical mind in yourself and the capacity to arrange ideas in<br \/>\na logical order and establish an argument on a sound basis. You must take this<br \/>\nlike dumb-bell exercises for developing muscles: these are dumb-bell exercises<br \/>\nfor the mind to develop one\u2019s brain. And you must not jump to hasty<br \/>\nconclusions. If we wait with patience, at the end of the chapter he will tell<br \/>\nus \u2013 and tell us on a basis of irrefutable argument \u2013 why he has come to the<br \/>\nconclusion he arrives at. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>Now, if there is<br \/>\nanything that gives rise to a question\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span>\u00a0<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style=\"margin: 0\"><i><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>Not in the text, Mother.<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Something else? What? <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify'><i><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Mother, we<br \/>\nsometimes have sudden ideas. Where do they come from and how do they work in<br \/>\nthe head? <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify'><i><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Where do they come from? \u2013 From the mental atmosphere. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>Why do they<br \/>\ncome?\u2026Perhaps you meet them on your way as one meets a passer-by in a public<br \/>\nsquare. Most often it is that; you are on a road where ideas are moving about<br \/>\nand it so happens that you meet this particular one and it passes through your<br \/>\nhead. Obviously, those who are in the habit of meditating, of concentrating,<br \/>\nand for whom intellectual problems have a very concrete and tangible reality,<br \/>\nby concentrating their minds they attract associated ideas, and a \u201ccompany of<br \/>\nideas\u201d is formed which they organise so as to solve a problem or clarify the<br \/>\nquestion they are considering. But for this, one must have the habit of mental<br \/>\nconcentration and precisely that philosophical mind I was speaking about, for<br \/>\nwhich ideas are living entities with their own life, which are organised on the<br \/>\nmental chess-board like<\/span><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page \u2013 250<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:10.0pt;color:blue'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>pawns in a game of chess: one takes them, moves them, places them,<br \/>\norganises them, one makes a coherent whole out of these ideas, which are<br \/>\nindividual, independent entities with affinities among themselves, and which<br \/>\norganise themselves according to inner laws. But for this, one must also have<br \/>\nthe habit of meditation, reflection, analysis, deduction, mental organisation.<br \/>\nOtherwise, if one is just \u201clike that\u201d, if one lives life as it comes, then it<br \/>\nis exactly like a public square: there are roads and on the roads people pass<br \/>\nby, and then you find yourself at cross-roads and it all passes through your<br \/>\nhead \u2013 sometimes even ideas without any connection between them, so much so<br \/>\nthat if you were to write down what passes through your head, it would make a<br \/>\nstring of admirable nonsense! <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>We once said that we could usefully try out a little game: to ask<br \/>\nsomebody suddenly, \u201cWhat are you thinking about?\u201d Well, it is not often that he<br \/>\ncan answer you clearly, \u201cAh! I was just thinking of that particular thing.\u201d If<br \/>\nhe says that, you may infer that he is a thoughtful person. Otherwise, the<br \/>\nusual spontaneous reply is, \u201cOh! I don\u2019t know.\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>You see, all those who<br \/>\nhave done ordered and organised physical exercises, have the knowledge, for<br \/>\ninstance, of the various muscles which must be moved to obtain a particular<br \/>\nmovement, and the best way to move them and how to obtain the maximum result<br \/>\nwith the minimum loss of energy. Well, it is the same thing with thought. When<br \/>\nyou train yourself methodically, there comes a time when you can follow a train<br \/>\nof reasoning quite objectively, as you would project a picture on a screen \u2013<br \/>\nyou can follow the logical deduction of one idea from another, and the normal,<br \/>\nlogical, organised movement, with the minimum loss of time, from a proposition<br \/>\nto its conclusion. Once you have acquired the habit of doing that, just as you<br \/>\nhave the habit of methodically moving the muscles which must be moved to obtain<br \/>\na certain result, your thought becomes clear. Otherwise, movements of thought,<br \/>\nintellectual movements, are vague, imprecise, elusive; all of a sudden<br \/>\nsomething rises up, one&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page &#8211; 251<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:10.0pt;color:blue'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>doesn\u2019t know why, and something else comes to contradict it, one doesn\u2019t<br \/>\nknow why either. And if one tries to organise this clearly in order to become<br \/>\naware of the exact relation between ideas, the first few times one does it, one<br \/>\ngets a fine headache! And one has the feeling of trying to find one\u2019s way in a<br \/>\nvery dark virgin forest. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>The speculative mind needs discipline for its development. If it<br \/>\nis not disciplined methodically, one is always in a sort of a cloud. The vast<br \/>\nmajority of human beings can harbour the most contradictory ideas in their<br \/>\nbrains without being in the least troubled by them. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>Well, until you try to<br \/>\norganise your mind clearly, you risk at the very least having no control over<br \/>\nwhat you think. And very often, you must come down to action before you begin<br \/>\nto realise the value of what you think! Or, if not as far as action, at least<br \/>\nas far as the feelings: suddenly you become aware that you have feelings which<br \/>\nare not very desirable; then you realise you have not controlled your way of<br \/>\nthinking at all. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span>\u00a0<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:3.0pt;line-height:150%'><i><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Sweet<br \/>\nMother, do people have bad thoughts because they have no control over their<br \/>\nminds? <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Bad thoughts?.\u2026There can be several reasons for that. In fact<br \/>\nthere are several reasons. It may be due to a bad nature \u2013 if people have nasty<br \/>\nfeelings, these nasty feelings can be the cause of nasty thoughts. It may be<br \/>\nthe opposite. Perhaps they are wide open to all sorts of suggestions from<br \/>\noutside and, as I said, these suggestions enter them and gradually create nasty<br \/>\nfeelings. It may be due to subconscious influences which are conflicting<br \/>\nprecisely because they are uncontrolled. When these influences rise to the<br \/>\nsurface, instead of being controlled and those which are undesirable refused,<br \/>\neverything is allowed to enter as it likes, the doors are open. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>You are <i>bathed<\/i> in all<br \/>\nkinds of things \u2013 good, bad,<span>\u00a0 <\/span>neutral,<br \/>\nluminous, dark; it\u2019s all there, and each one\u2019s consciousness<br \/>\n&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page \u2013 252<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:10.0pt;color:blue'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>should, in principle, act as a filter. You should receive only<br \/>\nwhat you want to receive, you should think only what you want to think; and<br \/>\nthen, you should not allow these thoughts to be changed into feelings and<br \/>\nactions without formal authorisation. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>In fact, this is the<br \/>\nvery purpose of physical existence. Each person is an instrument for<br \/>\ncontrolling a certain set of vibrations which represent his particular field of<br \/>\nwork; each one must receive only the ones which are in conformity with the<br \/>\ndivine plan and refuse the rest. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>But not one in a<br \/>\nthousand does that. You do it a little, half consciously, due to the friction<br \/>\nof circumstances and surroundings, but as for doing it deliberately, surely<br \/>\nthere are very few human beings who do it deliberately; and even when it\u2019s done<br \/>\ndeliberately, to do it in the true way and with the true knowledge, that indeed<br \/>\nis still more exceptional. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>Thought-control! Who<br \/>\ncan control his thoughts? Only those who have trained themselves to it, who<br \/>\nhave tried hard since their childhood. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>There is the whole<br \/>\nrange, you see, from total lack of control, which for most people comes to<br \/>\nthis: it is their thoughts which rule them and not they their thoughts. The<br \/>\nvast majority of people are troubled by thoughts they cannot get rid of, which<br \/>\nliterally possess them, and they don\u2019t have the power to close the door of<br \/>\ntheir active consciousness to these thoughts. Their thoughts govern them, rule<br \/>\nthem. You hear people saying every day, \u201cOh! That thought, all the time it<br \/>\ncomes back to me, again and again, and I can\u2019t get rid of it!\u201d So they are<br \/>\nassailed by all kinds of things, from anxiety to ill-will and fear. Thoughts<br \/>\nwhich express dread are extremely troublesome; you try to send them away, they<br \/>\nreturn like a rubber band and fall back on you. Who has control? It requires<br \/>\nyears of labour and such a long practice. And so, to come to something which is<br \/>\nnot complete control but anyway already represents a stage: to have the ability<br \/>\nto do this in your head (<i>Mother moves her<br \/>\nhand across her brow<\/i>), to annul all the movements, to stop the vibrations.<br \/>\nAnd<\/span><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page \u2013 253<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:10.0pt;color:blue'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>the mental surface becomes smooth. Everything stops, as when you open<br \/>\na book at a blank page \u2013 but almost materially, you understand\u2026blank! <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Try a little when you are at home, you will see, it is very<br \/>\ninteresting. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>And so, one follows<br \/>\nthe place in one\u2019s head where the little point is dancing. I have seen \u2013 I have<br \/>\nseen Sri Aurobindo doing this in somebody\u2019s head, somebody who used to complain<br \/>\nof being troubled by thoughts. It was as if his hand reached out and took hold<br \/>\nof the little black dancing point and then did this (<i>gesture with the finger-tips<\/i>), as when one picks up an insect, and<br \/>\nhe threw it far away. And that was all. All still, quiet, <span class=\"SpellE\">luminsous<\/span>.\u2026It<br \/>\nwas clearly visible like this, you know, he took it out without saying anything<br \/>\n\u2013 and it was over. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>And things are very<br \/>\nclosely interdependent: I also saw the case when someone came to him with an<br \/>\nacute pain somewhere: \u201cOh, it hurts here! Oh, it hurts! Oh!&#8230;\u201d He said<br \/>\nnothing, he remained calm, he looked at the person, and I saw, I saw something<br \/>\nlike a subtle physical hand which came and took hold of the little point<br \/>\ndancing about in disorder and confusion, and he took it like this (<i>same gesture<\/i>) and there, everything had<br \/>\ngone. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>\u201cOh, oh! Look my pain<br \/>\nhas gone.\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>There.&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page \u2013 254<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:10.0pt;color:blue'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><i><br \/>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\";font-weight:700'><br \/>\n<a name=\"03_15 January 1958\"><font size=\"3\">15 January 1958<\/font><\/a><\/span><\/i><i><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\";color:#E2961A'><\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><font size=\"2\">Mother reads a paragraph<br \/>\nfrom The Life Divine continuing arguments<\/font><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><font size=\"2\">&nbsp;from the point of view<br \/>\nthat each type of being, including man, is fixed<\/font><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><font size=\"2\">&nbsp;in its type and does<br \/>\nnot progress, and that if a new creation is intended,<\/font><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><font size=\"2\">&nbsp;it cannot develop out<br \/>\nof man. (page 832) <\/font> <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>If all these arguments were true and there were to be no higher<br \/>\nrealisation\u2026there would be nothing left to do. But fortunately this is not<br \/>\ntrue. <i><\/i><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Only, Sri Aurobindo has said many times that there will be no<br \/>\nirrefutable proof of the truth of what he has said and predicted until it is<br \/>\naccomplished; only when everything is accomplished will those who refuse to<br \/>\nbelieve be obliged to recognise their mistake \u2013 but perhaps they won\u2019t be there<br \/>\nto do it! <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>So there is only one thing to do: to proceed on one\u2019s way keeping<br \/>\none\u2019s own faith and certitude, and to pay no heed to contradictions and<br \/>\ndenials. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>There are people who<br \/>\nneed the support and trust and certitude of others to feel comfortable and to<br \/>\nbe at ease \u2013 they are always unhappy because, of course, they will always come<br \/>\nacross people who do not believe, and so they will be upset and it will trouble<br \/>\nthem. One must find one\u2019s certitude within oneself, keep it in spite of<br \/>\neverything and go one\u2019s way whatever the cost, to the very end. The Victory is<br \/>\nfor the most enduring. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>To maintain one\u2019s<br \/>\nendurance in spite of all oppositions, the support must be unshakable, and <i>one<\/i> support <i>alone<\/i> is unshakable, that of the Reality, the Supreme Truth. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>It is useless to look<br \/>\nfor any other. This is the only one that never fails.&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page \u2013 255<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:10.0pt;color:blue'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><i><br \/>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\";font-weight:700'><br \/>\n<a name=\"04_22 January 1958\"><font size=\"3\">22 January 1958<\/font><\/a><\/span><\/i><i><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\";color:#E2961A'><\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><font size=\"2\">Mother reads a passage from<br \/>\nThe Life Divine which <\/font><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'>\n<font size=\"2\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>concludes<\/span> <\/font><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><font size=\"2\">&nbsp;the exposition of the<br \/>\nintellectual arguments<\/font><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'>\n<font size=\"2\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>against the<\/span><\/font><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><font size=\"2\"> appearance of a higher<br \/>\nspecies. <\/font> <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Next time we begin the argument. All these arguments take place in<br \/>\na field where you don\u2019t usually go, do you? It is a domain which is unfamiliar<br \/>\nto you. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>In fact it is a very special domain, far removed from action or<br \/>\nany practical realisation. It has always seemed to me that one could take up<br \/>\nany idea at all and use it as the starting-point for an argument and through<br \/>\nintellectual logic succeed in proving that this idea is altogether true, simply<br \/>\nby the power of argumentation. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>It is quite remarkable<br \/>\nthat these are two fields of human activity \u2013 action and speculation \u2013 which<br \/>\nusually find it difficult to be together at the same time in the consciousness;<br \/>\nand it is even unusual that a man with a highly developed speculative mind<br \/>\nshould ever be a man of action, and on the other hand, that a man of action<br \/>\nshould ever feel at ease in the speculative intellect. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>When one has an<br \/>\nessentially practical bent for accomplishing things, one always feels that all<br \/>\nthese speculations, arguments, deductions are a more or less interesting<br \/>\noccupation for idle people. But\u2026I dare not say this too loud, for it is not appreciated<br \/>\nby intellectuals, this has always seemed to me a gymnastic exercise that\u2019s very<br \/>\ninteresting from the point of view of mental development, but without much<br \/>\npractical result. Now, if you listen to people with an abstract turn of mind,<br \/>\nthey will tell you that physical gymnastics are a thoroughly futile occupation<br \/>\nwithout any practical result: \u201cWhat\u2019s the use of doing gymnastics? It is simply<br \/>\nto exercise your muscles. And why should we not exercise our mental muscles as<br \/>\nyou exercise the muscles of your <\/span><br \/>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><br \/>\n&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page \u2013 256<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:10.0pt;color:blue'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>body?\u201d And both arguments are of equal value. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>For me the solution lies elsewhere. <span>\u00a0<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>(<i>Long silence<\/i>)<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>As soon as one is convinced that there is a living and real Truth seeking<br \/>\nto express itself in an objective universe, the only thing that seems to have<br \/>\nany importance or value is to come into contact with this Truth, to identify<br \/>\noneself with it as perfectly as possible, and to no longer be anything but a<br \/>\nmeans of expressing it, making it more and more living and tangible so that it<br \/>\nmay be manifested more and more perfectly. All theories, all principles, all<br \/>\nmethods are more or less good according to their capacity to express that<br \/>\nTruth; and as one goes forward on this path, if one goes beyond all the limits<br \/>\nof the Ignorance, one becomes aware that the totality of this manifestation,<br \/>\nits wholeness, its <span class=\"SpellE\">integrality<\/span> is necessary for the<br \/>\nexpression of that Truth, that nothing can be left out, and perhaps that there<br \/>\nis nothing more important or less important. The one thing that seems necessary<br \/>\nis a harmonisation of everything which puts each thing in its place, in its<br \/>\ntrue relation with all the rest, so that the total Unity may manifest<br \/>\nharmoniously. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>If one comes down from<br \/>\nthis level, according to me one no longer understands anything and all<br \/>\narguments are of equal worth in the narrowness and limitation which take away<br \/>\nall their real value. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>Each thing in its<br \/>\nplace, in harmony with all the rest, and then one can begin to understand and<br \/>\nto live. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span>\u00a0<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>(<i>Silence<\/i>)<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>One feels that a<br \/>\nsingle movement, however small it may be, however insignificant it may seem,<br \/>\nwhich is in harmony with that&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page \u2013 257<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:10.0pt;color:blue'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Truth, is of more value than the most wonderful arguments.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>Let one single drop<br \/>\nof light shine in you and it will be more effective in dissolving the darkness<br \/>\nthan the most beautiful speeches in the world on what light is or on what it<br \/>\ncan do.&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page \u2013 258<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:10.0pt;color:blue'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><i><br \/>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\";font-weight:700'><br \/>\n<a name=\"05_29 January 1958\"><font size=\"3\">29 January 1958<\/font><\/a><\/span><\/i><i><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\";color:#E2961A'><\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><i><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:-.5in;line-height:150%'><i><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span>\u00a0<\/span>\u201cEven in the Inconscient there seems to be at<br \/>\nleast an urge of inherent necessity producing the evolution of forms<span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>and in the forms a developing<br \/>\nConsciousness, and it may well be held that this urge is the evolutionary will<br \/>\nof a secret Conscious-Being and its push of progressive manifestation the<br \/>\nevidence of an innate intention in the evolution.\u2026Truth of Being inevitably<br \/>\nfulfilling itself would be the fundamental fact of the evolution, but Will and<br \/>\nits purpose must be there as part of the instrumentation, as an element in the<br \/>\noperative principle.\u201d<br \/>\n&nbsp;<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"right\" style='margin:0;text-align:right;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%'><i><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><font size=\"2\">The Life Divine<\/font><\/span><\/i><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><font size=\"2\">, p.<br \/>\n834 <\/font> <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><i><br \/>\n<span style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; <\/span><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Sweet<br \/>\nMother, I did not understand the last part of the sentence. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><i><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>What don\u2019t you understand? He says that evolution is the result of<br \/>\nthe inevitable fulfilment of the Truth of Being which is the essential reality<br \/>\nof the universe. The fulfilment of this Truth, the fulfilment of the Truth of<br \/>\nBeing, is the fundamental fact of evolution, that is, it is the cause and<br \/>\nprinciple of the evolution; but naturally, if this Truth of Being is inevitably<br \/>\nfulfilled, it must be by means of a will and a purpose. There has to be an aim<br \/>\nand the will to fulfil that aim. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>To fulfil itself this truth must contain a will to fulfilment and<br \/>\nan aim, a purpose, a project it wants to fulfil. In order to accomplish<br \/>\nsomething, one must have the will to do it, and to have the will to do it, one<br \/>\nmust know what one wants to do. If one doesn\u2019t know what one wants to do, one<br \/>\ncan\u2019t do it. First one must know, have a plan, a purpose, a programme if you<br \/>\nlike; one must know what one wants to do, and then one must will to do it, and<br \/>\nthen one can do it.&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page \u2013 259<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:10.0pt;color:blue'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>You see, he says: the<br \/>\nuniverse is the evolutionary fulfilment of the truth of the universal Being.<br \/>\nThe deploying of the universe is the progressive, evolutionary fulfilment of the<br \/>\ntruth of the universal Being, but for this truth to be fulfilled it must<br \/>\nnecessarily contain a plan, that is, it must know what it wants to do and must<br \/>\nhave the will to do it. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>When you do something<br \/>\nyou know what you want to do, don\u2019t you? And then you will to do it, otherwise<br \/>\nyou couldn\u2019t. But it is the same thing, this is what he says. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>It must necessarily be<br \/>\nadmitted that there is a plan in the universe, that it is not something that<br \/>\ncomes about by chance, and that there is a Will to fulfil this plan, otherwise<br \/>\nnothing could happen. You see, Sri Aurobindo contradicts those who say that the<br \/>\nuniverse has no plan and no will. But the minute we admit that there is a<br \/>\nconsciousness \u2013 a conscious existence \u2013 behind the universe, we admit at the same<br \/>\ntime, automatically, that there is a plan in this universe and a will to fulfil<br \/>\nthis plan. That is all he says. It is simple, isn\u2019t it? <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>You only have to<br \/>\nreduce this to the individual scale. When someone is conscious and does<br \/>\nsomething consciously, he necessarily does it knowing what he wants to do, with<br \/>\na plan. For instance, when you prepare a programme for the anniversary of your<br \/>\n\u201cboarding\u201d, you have a purpose, don\u2019t you? \u2013 you want to make a programme for<br \/>\nthe anniversary, and so you have a plan, you choose what you are going to enact<br \/>\nand how it is going to be enacted, and at the same time you <i>want <\/i><span>\u00a0<\/span>to do it, otherwise you would not do it \u2013 so,<br \/>\nSri Aurobindo says just that. That is, that if the universe is a conscious<br \/>\nentity, if there is a Consciousness which expresses itself, it necessarily<br \/>\nexpresses itself in accordance with a plan and with a will to express itself \u2013<br \/>\nit is quite simple. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Have you understood?\u2026A little! <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>Don\u2019t you know this,<br \/>\nthat in order to do something one must know what one wants to do and then one<br \/>\nmust do it, have the will to do it? Even if you decide to walk from here to<br \/>\nthere,&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page \u2013 260<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:10.0pt;color:blue'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>you must decide that you want to walk from here to there, and<br \/>\nafterwards you must have the will to walk, otherwise you would not move. No? <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify'><i><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span>\u00a0<\/span>Yes. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Ah! it is nothing but that, it is as simple as that.<br \/>\n&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>(<i>Silence<\/i>)<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>People usually do things so automatically and spontaneously,<br \/>\nwithout watching themselves doing them, that if they were to ask themselves how<br \/>\nit comes about, they would require some time before the process becomes<br \/>\nconscious to them. You are so used to living that you don\u2019t even know how it<br \/>\nhappens. All the gestures and movements of life are made spontaneously,<br \/>\nautomatically, almost unconsciously, in a semi-conscious state, and one doesn\u2019t<br \/>\neven realise this very simple fact that in order to do something, one must<br \/>\nfirst know what one is going to do and then must want to do it. It is only when<br \/>\nsomething goes wrong with one of these elements \u2013 for instance, the ability to make<br \/>\na plan in one\u2019s mind and the ability to carry out this plan \u2013 when these two<br \/>\nbegin to go wrong, one starts worrying about whether one\u2019s being is in good<br \/>\norder. For example, if one morning on waking up in bed you did not know or<br \/>\nremember that you had to get up, wash and dress, have your breakfast, do this<br \/>\nand that, you would say to yourself, \u201cWhy, what\u2019s the matter? Something is<br \/>\nwrong \u2013 I don\u2019t know what I ought to do any more; something must be out of<br \/>\norder.\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>And if, later, knowing<br \/>\nwhat you have to do \u2013 you must get up, go for your bath, dress \u2013 you know you<br \/>\nhave to do it but you can\u2019t do it: there is something, the stimulus of the<br \/>\nwill, which is no longer working, has no effect on the body; then once again<br \/>\nyou begin to feel anxious, you say, \u201cWell, well, could I be ill by any chance?\u201d&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page \u2013 261<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:10.0pt;color:blue'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Otherwise you are not even aware that the whole of life is like<br \/>\nthat. It seems quite natural to you, it is \u201clike that\u201d. That means that you act<br \/>\nin a way which is hardly semi-conscious; it is automatic, it is a kind of<br \/>\nspontaneous habit and you don\u2019t watch what you are doing. And so, if you want<br \/>\nto have some control over your movements, the first thing is to know what is<br \/>\nhappening. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>And in fact, this<br \/>\nperhaps is the reason why things don\u2019t always go well. For if they went<br \/>\naccording to a normal, usual rhythm, one would never be conscious of what one<br \/>\nis doing; one would do it by habit, automatically, spontaneously, without<br \/>\nthinking, and would not watch what one is doing, and so one would never be able<br \/>\nto acquire self-mastery. It would be \u201csomething\u201d, a vague consciousness in the<br \/>\nbackground expressing itself without your even watching what you are doing, and<br \/>\nwhich would make you act; and then if there came along some strange or unknown<br \/>\ncurrent of force, it could make you do anything at all, without your even<br \/>\nnoticing the process by which it makes you act. And in fact that is what does<br \/>\nhappen. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>It is only when one is<br \/>\nfully conscious of the process, when one knows how life works, the movement of<br \/>\nlife and the process of life, that one can begin to have control; otherwise at<br \/>\nfirst one doesn\u2019t even think at all of having any control; but if unpleasant<br \/>\nthings occur, if, for instance, you do something which has unfortunate<br \/>\nconsequences and you tell yourself, \u201cOh! But I should stop doing that\u201d, then,<br \/>\nat that moment, you realise that there is a whole technique of \u201chow to live\u201d<br \/>\nwhich is necessary to be able to control your life! Otherwise one is a kind of<br \/>\nmore or less coordinated medley of actions and reactions, of movements and<br \/>\nimpulses, and one doesn\u2019t know at all how things happen. This is what is<br \/>\ndeveloped in the being by shocks, frictions, all the apparent disorders of<br \/>\nlife, and what forms the consciousness in very small children. A small child is<br \/>\naltogether unconscious, and only gradually, very gradually, does he begin to<br \/>\ngrow aware of things. But unless they take special care, people&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page \u2013 262<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:10.0pt;color:blue'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>live almost their whole life without even knowing how they do it!<br \/>\nThey are not aware of it. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>So anything at all can happen. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>But that is the<i> very first little step<\/i> towards becoming<br \/>\nconscious of oneself in the material world. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>You have vague<br \/>\nthoughts and feelings, don\u2019t you, which develop more or less logically in the<br \/>\nbeing \u2013 rather less than more \u2013 then you have a faint impression of that; and<br \/>\nagain, when you get burnt, you realise that something is wrong, when you fall<br \/>\nand hurt yourself, you realise that something is wrong: it begins to make you<br \/>\nreflect that you must pay attention to this and that, so as not to fall, not to<br \/>\nburn yourself, not to cut yourself.\u2026It dawns on you gradually with external<br \/>\nexperience, external contacts. But otherwise one is a half-conscious mass which<br \/>\nmoves without even knowing why or how. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>This is the very small<br \/>\nbeginning of the emergence from the primary state of unconsciousness.&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page \u2013 263<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:10.0pt;color:blue'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"right\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin: 0\"> <span style=\"font-family: Times New Roman;color: #0000FF;font-weight: 700\"><br \/>\n    <font size=\"2\"><br \/>\n\t<a href=\"\/index.php\/02-works-of-the-mother\/01-cwmce\/09-questions-and-answers-volume-09\/00-Contents-Vol-09-questions-and-answers-volume-09\" style=\"text-decoration: none\">Home<\/a><\/font><\/span><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/table>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>1 January 1958 &nbsp; &nbsp; O Nature, material Mother,\u00a0 Thou hast said that thou wilt collaborate\u00a0 and there is no limit\u00a0 to the splendour of&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[120],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4258","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-09-questions-and-answers-volume-09","wpcat-120-id"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4258","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4258"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4258\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4258"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4258"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4258"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}