{"id":4462,"date":"2013-07-13T01:56:10","date_gmt":"2013-07-13T01:56:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/localhost\/?p=4462"},"modified":"2013-07-13T01:56:10","modified_gmt":"2013-07-13T01:56:10","slug":"21-29-july-1953-vol-05-questions-and-answers-volume-05","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/02-works-of-the-mother\/01-cwmce\/05-questions-and-answers-volume-05\/21-29-july-1953-vol-05-questions-and-answers-volume-05","title":{"rendered":"-21_29 July 1953.htm"},"content":{"rendered":"<table border=\"0\" cellpadding=\"6\" style=\"border-collapse: collapse\" width=\"100%\">\n<tr>\n<td>\n<div class=\"Section1\">\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin: 0\">\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-weight:700'><font size=\"3\">29 July 1953 <\/font> <\/span>\n<\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><i><span lang=\"EN-GB\">Mother, you told us one day that all that<br \/>\nhappens to us has been decided in advance. What does that mean? <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">This is but<br \/>\na way of speaking. This happens because to express a thing I can\u2019t be saying all<br \/>\nthe words at the same time, can I? I am obliged to say them one after another.<br \/>\nOtherwise, if all the words were spoken at the same time, it would make a big<br \/>\nnoise and nobody would understand anything! Well, when you try to explain the<br \/>\nuniverse, you do as you would when you speak. You say one thing after another,<br \/>\nbut to tell the truth, you must say everything at one go. Now, how can that be<br \/>\ndone?.. Indeed, since you repeat it to me, it is very likely that I must have<br \/>\nsaid that somewhere I must have said the contrary also! But if you put it in<br \/>\nthis way, that everything that happens has been decided in advance, then with<br \/>\nthe consciousness of time that you have now, it is as if you said: yesterday it<br \/>\nwas decided what would happen today; and this year it is decided what will<br \/>\nhappen next year. It is in this way that the thing is translated in your<br \/>\nconsciousness &#8211; naturally, because it is thus that we see, think, understand<br \/>\nand above all speak and express ourselves. But it is not like that. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">There<br \/>\nare people who have perceived this unreality so strongly that they have felt<br \/>\nthere was no reason why they could not go back instead of going forward, for<br \/>\nbackward, forward, the present, everything that we express in this way exists<br \/>\nall at the same time. It is on different levels. If I tell you: \u201cWhat is<br \/>\nhappening to you had been decided in advance\u201d, I could also say: \u201cWhat is<br \/>\nhappening here, has already happened elsewhere\u201d, that would be equally true,<br \/>\nand equally false, because it is impossible to express this in words. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">I<br \/>\nam going to give you an example which perhaps will make 188you understand. I do<br \/>\nnot remember exactly when it happened;<br \/>\n&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\"><font size=\"3\">Page \u2013 189<\/font><\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:10.0pt;color:blue'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">it must<br \/>\nhave been some time in the year 1920 probably (perhaps earlier, perhaps in<br \/>\n1914-1915, but I don\u2019t think so, it was some time in the year 1920). One day &#8211;<br \/>\nevery day I used to meditate with Sri Aurobindo: he used to sit on one side of<br \/>\na table and I on the other, on the veranda &#8211; and one day in this way, in<br \/>\nmeditation, I entered (how to put it?&#8230;<span>\u00a0<br \/>\n<\/span>), I went up very high, entered very deep or came out of myself (well,<br \/>\nwhatever one may say does not express what happened, these are merely ways of<br \/>\nspeaking), I reached a place or a state of consciousness from which I told Sri<br \/>\nAurobindo just casually and quite simply: \u201cIndia is free.\u201d It was in 1920. Then<br \/>\nhe put to me a question: \u201cHow?\u201d And I answered him: \u201cWithout any fight, without<br \/>\na battle, without a revolution. The English themselves will leave, for the<br \/>\ncondition of the world will be such that they won\u2019t be able to do anything else<br \/>\nexcept go away.\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">It<br \/>\nwas done. I spoke in the future when he asked me the question, but there where<br \/>\nI had seen, I said, India is free, it was a fact. Now, India was not free at<br \/>\nthat time: it was 1920. Yet it was there, it had been done. And it happened in<br \/>\n1947. That is to say, from the external physical point of view I saw it<br \/>\ntwenty-seven years in advance. But it had been done. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%'><i><span lang=\"EN-GB\">Could you see Pakistan? <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">No, for the<br \/>\nfreedom could have come about without Pakistan. Indeed, if they had listened to<br \/>\nSri Aurobindo there would have been no Pakistan. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">Well,<br \/>\nexternally it seems to take time, but in fact it is like that. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%'><i><span lang=\"EN-GB\">If you see some catastrophe coming, can<br \/>\nyou, Mother, by your effort change it? <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">That<br \/>\ndepends upon the nature of the event. There are many things That depends also<br \/>\nupon the level from which one sees.<br \/>\n&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\"><font size=\"3\">Page \u2013 190<\/font><\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:10.0pt;color:blue'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">There is a<br \/>\nplane where there are all the possibilities, and on that level, as there are<br \/>\nall the possibilities, there is the possibility also of changing these<br \/>\npossibilities. If a catastrophe is foreseen in that plane, one can have the<br \/>\npower of preventing it also. In other cases, even though one is forewarned, one<br \/>\nhas no action upon the event. And yet there, it depends on the level from where<br \/>\none sees.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">A<br \/>\ncase of this kind was reported to me once where the very seeing of a thing<br \/>\nprevented it from happening. An American gentleman had arrived at one of those<br \/>\nbig American hotels where there are lifts (you do not go down a staircase, you<br \/>\ntake a lift to go up or come down); now, early in the morning just before<br \/>\ngetting up, he had a dream which he remembered well: he had seen a boy dressed<br \/>\nas a lift-boy and making the same movement a lift-boy makes directing you to<br \/>\nget in. He was there. And then, at the end of the movement, instead of a lift,<br \/>\nthere was a hearse! \u2013 that is to say, that kind of carriage.. oh! you must have<br \/>\nseen some here now and then, to carry the dead to the cemetery; when they are<br \/>\nnot burnt, they are carried on a bier with black draperies, etc. So there was<br \/>\nsuch a carriage, a hearse for carrying the dead. And the boy was signing to him<br \/>\nto get into the carriage. When he came out of his room, the boy was there with<br \/>\nthe lift to take him down: exactly the same boy, the same face, the same dress,<br \/>\nthe same gesture. He remembered the hearse &#8211; he did not get into the lift. He<br \/>\nsaid: \u201cNo, no!\u201d and he walked down. And before he reached the ground floor, he<br \/>\nheard a terrible noise and the lift had crashed down to the ground and all who<br \/>\nwere in it were killed. It was because of the dream that he had not got in, for<br \/>\nhe had understood. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">Therefore<br \/>\nin such a case when you have the vision, you can avert the catastrophe. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">There<br \/>\nare other cases, as I said, when you are simply forewarned. You are forewarned.<br \/>\nIn reality, it is to help you to prepare within for what must come, so that you<br \/>\nmay take the right inner attitude to face the event. It is like a lesson<br \/>\ntelling you:<br \/>\n&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\"><font size=\"3\">Page \u2013 191<\/font><\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:10.0pt;color:blue'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">\u201dThis is<br \/>\nwhat it must teach you.\u201d You cannot change the thing, but you can change your<br \/>\nattitude and your inner reaction. Instead of having a bad reaction, a wrong<br \/>\nattitude towards the experience that occurs, you have a good reaction, a good<br \/>\nattitude, and you derive as much benefit as possible out of what has happened. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">In<br \/>\neither case, it depends absolutely on the plane on which you see. When you have<br \/>\ncontrol over your nights and are conscious of your sleep and your dreams or of<br \/>\nyour visions, you also see the difference between the two; you can distinguish<br \/>\nthe difference: what is given to you as a warning so that you may intervene and<br \/>\nwhat is given to you as an intimation so that you may take the right attitude<br \/>\ntowards what is going to happen. It is always a lesson, but it is not always<br \/>\nthe same lesson. At times you can act with your will; at times you must learn the<br \/>\ninner lesson which the incident is about to give you so that you may be ready<br \/>\nfor the event to have a fully favourable consequence. The same thing holds for<br \/>\neverything that you see, there are hundreds of different varieties of visions<br \/>\nand dreams and each one brings you the lesson it has to bring. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">For<br \/>\nexample, when people are taken ill or when they are caught in an accident.<br \/>\nWell, whether I see it myself or come to know of it from outside through<br \/>\nsomeone\u2019s telling me about it \u2013 In every case it is not the same. There are<br \/>\ncases when I am informed and I see that it is for intervening and I have the<br \/>\nfull power to change the consequence, that is, to cure the sick person. There<br \/>\nare cases where I see I am not to intervene. For instance, it is time for the<br \/>\nperson to leave his body: he will leave the body. But knowing this, I must do<br \/>\nfor the person and for those around him what has to be done for the event to<br \/>\nhave the maximum beneficial effect or the minimum adverse effect it depends on<br \/>\nthe circumstances. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">There are<br \/>\nevents appertaining to a universal necessity and those one cannot change. There<br \/>\nare events still in the balance which can be decided either way. The whole<br \/>\nthing is to have a<br \/>\n&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\"><font size=\"3\">Page \u2013 192<\/font><\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:10.0pt;color:blue'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">perception<br \/>\nthat\u2019s not only clear-sighted but also quite impartial and impersonal, without<br \/>\neven the shadow of a shadow of preference. Then, when one is in that perfect<br \/>\nstate &#8211; it can\u2019t be said, of neutrality, it is not neutrality: it is a state of<br \/>\nconsciousness which is immobile like a mirror &#8211; then one can see within it the<br \/>\nquality of the thing that\u2019s happening, one can see the things that have been<br \/>\ndecided so that they cannot be altered and those that are still in the balance<br \/>\nand can be changed. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">To<br \/>\ntell the truth, for each event the situation is different. There are some that<br \/>\ncan be changed completely, reversed altogether; there are some that are capable<br \/>\nof undergoing quite a considerable change; there are others that can suffer<br \/>\nonly a slight modification \u2013 a slight modification but one that has a<br \/>\nconsiderable consequence; and there are some that are inevitable; they are so<br \/>\nbecause they are so; if you tried to oppose, you would break your head against<br \/>\na wall and that would serve no purpose. The whole thing is to have this<br \/>\nperspicacity, know to which domain the event belongs and not will any other<br \/>\nthing than what must be. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">I<br \/>\ncould give hundreds of instances of different cases. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">A<br \/>\nthing seems to have been completely determined: it is going to be so. But you<br \/>\nhave within you a will that surges up, a flame that is kindled, a great<br \/>\naspiration that is in harmony with a higher Will and you force it upon the<br \/>\nevent. And then a kind of combination takes place: what had to happen will<br \/>\nhappen, but along with something else which comes at the same time and changes<br \/>\nthe nature of the former. For events of importance to the earth, this happens<br \/>\nvery often. For example, when an entire set of movements, circumstances,<br \/>\ncombinations of forces bring about an absolute necessity of war, one can, by<br \/>\ncalling in another force, change the extent and the consequences, and sometimes<br \/>\neven the nature of the war, but one is not able to avert it. I could give you<br \/>\nexamples of this kind, of a very general nature. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">I<br \/>\ntold you the other day with regard to the \u201cspirit\u201d<br \/>\n&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\"><font size=\"3\">Page \u2013 193<\/font><\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:10.0pt;color:blue'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">of death, what<br \/>\ncan be done, through an inner action, to prevent Death from coming to someone\u2019s<br \/>\nhouse; but then it goes to another\u2019s. You cannot deprive Death of what is its<br \/>\ndue. I have explained this to you. There are other cases where one might say in<br \/>\na somewhat childish way: \u201cDeath was not yet informed\u201d, and so you can take away<br \/>\nfrom it its booty without any consequences. But that does not always happen.<br \/>\nThere are cases when one does that. But put in this way it sounds childish like<br \/>\na fairy tale. Yet, it corresponds to something in the setting of the<br \/>\ncircumstances: it depends on the way the circumstances move. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">What<br \/>\nI would like to bring home to you is that the problem is extremely complicated<br \/>\nand subtle, and that at times the direction of the movement can be altered a<br \/>\nlittle; at other times, the movement can be reversed; and at still others just<br \/>\nthe consequences and the inner attitude with regard to the movement alone can<br \/>\nbe changed. And naturally men see all these things in a too simplified way and<br \/>\ntranslate all this by their prayer to God: they say, in one case, \u201cGod has<br \/>\ngiven me what I asked from him\u201d, in another case, \u201cHe has refused me.\u201d And so,<br \/>\nthat\u2019s that. That is how they understand and it is sheer stupidity. To know how<br \/>\nit happens, you must have a general, collective consciousness, at least as wide<br \/>\nas the earth. That is the minimum. To understand truly one must have a<br \/>\nuniversal consciousness. Then you can understand. For, I have said it somewhere<br \/>\nin what I was reading today; I have said that all things are interdependent and<br \/>\nthere is neither any \u201cbeginning\u201d nor any \u201cend\u201d. Where do you put the<br \/>\nbeginning?\u201d<\/span><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Lucida Console\"'>\u00b9<\/span><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><br \/>\nTo understand that, you have to go beyond the earth-bound consciousness, you<br \/>\nhave to enter a universal consciousness. Then you will be able to understand.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Lucida Console\"'><font size=\"2\">\u00b9<\/font><\/span><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><font size=\"2\"> If you look from one plane of<br \/>\nconsciousness, the individual will appear to you as if he were not only an<br \/>\ninstrument and recorder, but a creator. But look from another and higher plane<br \/>\nof consciousness with a wider view of things and you will see that this is only<br \/>\nan appearance. In the workings of the universe whatever happens is the result<br \/>\nof all that has happened before. How do you propose to separate one being from<br \/>\nthe integral play of the manifestation or one movement from the whole mass of<br \/>\nmovements? Where are you going to put the origin of a thing or its beginning?<br \/>\nThe whole play is a rigidly connected chain; one link merges imperceptibly into<br \/>\nanother. Nothing can be taken out of the chain and explained by itself as if it<br \/>\nwere its own source and beginning.\u201d<\/font><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"right\" style='margin:0;text-align:right;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><i><br \/>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\"><font size=\"2\">Questions and Answers 1929 (26 May) ..<\/font><\/span><\/i><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><font size=\"2\">&nbsp;<\/font><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\"><font size=\"3\">Page \u2013 194<\/font><\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:10.0pt;color:blue'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">But we are<br \/>\ncompelled \u2013 I am repeating what I said at the beginning &#8211; we are compelled to<br \/>\nsay things one after another. We say: \u201cWhen the universe began.. When the<br \/>\ncreation began.. it begins in that way This happened and then that happened and<br \/>\nthen this took place and then that took place&#8230;.<span>\u00a0 <\/span>\u201c We say one thing after another, and to say<br \/>\nthe truth, it is not really like that at all! From a certain point of view, it<br \/>\nis foolishness, but we cannot do otherwise. I cannot say all the words at the<br \/>\nsame time. So it is the state of our consciousness and the means at our<br \/>\ndisposal for expressing ourselves which make us say things that are stupid from<br \/>\nthe point of view of the absolute knowledge. But it is an approximation. Our<br \/>\nstupidity is an approximation and becomes less stupid when we become aware that<br \/>\nit happens only because we cannot express ourselves otherwise. We are obliged<br \/>\nto say things in succession, but they are a single whole.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">And<br \/>\nfor most people it is not merely a question of saying but of knowing. They know<br \/>\nthings only one after another, feel them still more thus, live them yet more<br \/>\nso. But there is a consciousness in which one knows all at the same time,<br \/>\nunderstands all at the same time, can express all at the same time and can live<br \/>\nwholly at the same time. But how to do it? Here it is not like that!<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">And<br \/>\nso, you see, what one tries to do is to bring the two modes of consciousness as<br \/>\nnear each other as one is able to, so that even while living externally in the<br \/>\nway we are compelled to do (because the physical world is like that and our<br \/>\nphysical consciousness is like that), we may be able at the same time to join<br \/>\nthe other Consciousness so closely that while doing things according to the<br \/>\nmaterial law and in the material way, in our consciousness we may not lose<br \/>\nsight of the fact that it is only an approximation, a translation, and that it<br \/>\nis not the Thing itself.&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\"><font size=\"3\">Page \u2013 195<\/font><\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:10.0pt;color:blue'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><i><span lang=\"EN-GB\">Mother, I do not understand the question<br \/>\nput here: \u201cIf our will is only an expression or echo of the universal Will,<br \/>\nwhere is the place of individual initiative? Is the individual only an<br \/>\ninstrument to register universal movements? Has he no power of creation or<br \/>\norigination?\u201d <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"right\" style='margin:0;text-align:right;line-height:150%'><i><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><font size=\"2\">Questions and Answers 1929 (26 May)<br \/>\n<\/font> <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">Ah! Nor do I.<br \/>\nWhen these questions were put to me, I had the utmost difficulty in answering<br \/>\nthem, for they were altogether outside my understanding of things. Here<br \/>\nprecisely, when I read the question, I felt like telling you: \u201cI am very sorry,<br \/>\nbut the person who put the question had a terribly confused thought and<br \/>\nconsciousness, she was mixing up everything.\u201d For there are three things mixed<br \/>\nup here. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">First<br \/>\nof all, I do not know who told her that our will is only an expression or echo<br \/>\nof the universal Will Perhaps I had said somewhere before that there is only<br \/>\none Will and it is translated or rather deformed in the individual<br \/>\nconsciousness and this Will is taken as one\u2019s own will. I must have said<br \/>\nsomething like that, and that our will becomes truly our own will by the fact<br \/>\nthat it separates itself from the initial universal Will and it is so deformed<br \/>\nthat it no longer resembles that Will at all. So, it must be that which worked<br \/>\nin her head and she asked whether our will was only the expression or echo of<br \/>\nthe universal Will.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">What<br \/>\nplace does there remain then for individual initiative.. that is to say, what<br \/>\ncan the individual do? Can he say, \u201cIt is I who have decided? It is I, I have<br \/>\ndecided that?\u201d Then the second question; but here I do not understand at all:<br \/>\n\u201cIs the individual merely an instrument for recording universal movements?\u201d<br \/>\nWhat does that mean? I do not understand quite well what was meant by that. An<br \/>\ninstrument for recording? A gramophone, probably, yes, for recording universal<br \/>\nmovements<br \/>\n&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\"><font size=\"3\">Page \u2013 196<\/font><\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:10.0pt;color:blue'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">There are<br \/>\nvery few people who are capable of recording universal movements, to start<br \/>\nwith. Generally, they record only the movements of their small surrounding,<br \/>\nthemselves and what\u2019s around them. And then, a third idea is added to that:<br \/>\n\u201cHas he no power of creation?\u201d This is yet another thing. But I answered<br \/>\n(perhaps at that time I understood better what she meant than I do now!), I<br \/>\nanswered, for I speak of the three things in the text that follows. I said that<br \/>\nonly when the individual rises in his consciousness up to the highest<br \/>\nConsciousness which is the origin of all things, where is the origin of all<br \/>\nthings, can he become a creator. That is to say, if he is identified with the<br \/>\ncreative Consciousness, he is naturally and he becomes the creative<br \/>\nConsciousness. If he identifies himself, he is identified.\u201d<\/span><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Lucida Console\"'>\u00b9<\/span><span lang=\"EN-GB\"> <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">So,<br \/>\nwhat was it that was troubling you in the question? What did you not<br \/>\nunderstand? <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%'><i><span lang=\"EN-GB\">The whole question. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">The whole<br \/>\nquestion? And now, do you understand?.. Not quite? I told you that you did not<br \/>\nunderstand because it was muddled up; in one question three different ideas<br \/>\nwere included. So naturally it created a confusion. But taken separately they<br \/>\nare what I explained to you just now, most probably; that is to say, one has<br \/>\nthis altogether ignorant and obliterated consciousness and is convinced that he<br \/>\nis the cause and effect, the origin and result of himself, separate from all<br \/>\nothers, separate with a limited power to act upon others and a little greater<br \/>\ncapacity to be set in movement by others or to react to others\u2019 influence. That<br \/>\nis how people think usually, something like that, isn\u2019t that so? How do you<br \/>\nfeel, you? What effect do you have upon yourself? And you? And you?..<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Lucida Console\"'><font size=\"2\">\u00b9<\/font><\/span><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><font size=\"2\">If a being were able to create in that<br \/>\nway a thought or feeling or action or anything else, he would be the creator of<br \/>\nthe world He can initiate a movement only by identifying himself with the<br \/>\nconscious Power which is the ultimate source of all movements.\u201d<\/font><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"right\" style='margin:0;text-align:right;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><i><br \/>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span><font size=\"2\">\u00a0<\/font><\/span><font size=\"2\">Questions and Answers 1929 (26<br \/>\nMay)<\/font><\/span><\/i><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><font size=\"2\">&nbsp;<\/font><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\"><font size=\"3\">Page \u2013 197<\/font><\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:10.0pt;color:blue'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">You<br \/>\nhave never thought about it? You have never looked into yourself to see what<br \/>\neffect you exercise upon yourself? Never thought over it? No? How do you feel?<br \/>\nNobody will tell me? Come, you tell me that. Never tried to understand how you<br \/>\nfeel? Yes? No? How strange! Never sought to understand how, for example,<br \/>\ndecisions take place in you? From where do they come? What makes you decide one<br \/>\nthing rather than another? And what is the relation between a decision of yours<br \/>\nand your action? And to what extent do you have the freedom of choice between<br \/>\none thing and another? And how far do you feel you are able to, you are free to<br \/>\ndo this or that or that other or nothing at all?.. You have pondered over that?<br \/>\nYes? Is there any one among the students who has thought over it? No? Nobody<br \/>\nput the question to himself? You? You?.. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in'><i><span lang=\"EN-GB\">Even if one thinks over it, perhaps one is<br \/>\nnot able to answer! <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">One cannot<br \/>\nexplain? <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in'><i><span lang=\"EN-GB\">No. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">It is<br \/>\ndifficult to explain? Even this simple little thing, to see where in your consciousness<br \/>\nthe wills that come from outside meet your will (which you call yours, which<br \/>\ncomes from within), at what place the two join together and to what extent the<br \/>\none from outside acts upon that from within and the one from within acts upon<br \/>\nthat from outside? You have never tried to find this out? It has never seemed<br \/>\nto you unbearable that a will from outside should have an action upon your<br \/>\nwill? No? <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%'><i><span lang=\"EN-GB\">I do not know. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">Oh! I am<br \/>\nputting very difficult problems! But, my children, I was preoccupied with that<br \/>\nwhen I was a child of five!.. So I<br \/>\n&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\"><font size=\"3\">Page \u2013 198<\/font><\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:10.0pt;color:blue'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">thought you<br \/>\nmust have been preoccupied with it since a long time.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%'><i><span lang=\"EN-GB\">In oneself, there are contradictory wills.<br \/>\n<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">Yes, many.<br \/>\nThat is one of the very first discoveries. There is one part which wants things<br \/>\nthis way; and then at another moment, another way, and a third time, one wants<br \/>\nstill another thing! Besides, there is even this: something that wants and<br \/>\nanother which says no. So? But it is exactly that which has to be found if you<br \/>\nwish in the least to organise yourself. Why not project yourself upon a screen,<br \/>\nas in the cinema, and then look at yourself moving on it? How interesting it<br \/>\nis! <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">This<br \/>\nis the first step.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">You<br \/>\nproject yourself on the screen and then observe and see all that is moving<br \/>\nthere and how it moves and what happens. You make a little diagram, it becomes<br \/>\nso interesting then. And then, after a while, when you are quite accustomed to<br \/>\nseeing, you can go one step further and take a decision. Or even a still<br \/>\ngreater step: you organise \u2013 arrange, take up all that, put each thing in its<br \/>\nplace, organise in such a way that you begin to have a straight movement with<br \/>\nan inner meaning. And then you become conscious of your direction and are able<br \/>\nto say: \u201cVery well, it will be thus; my life will develop in that way, because<br \/>\nthat is the logic of my being. Now, I have arranged all that within me, each<br \/>\nthing has been put in its place, and so naturally a central orientation is<br \/>\nforming. I am following this orientation. One step more and I know what will happen<br \/>\nto me for I myself am deciding it&#8230;.<span>\u00a0 <\/span>\u201cI<br \/>\ndo not know, I am telling you this; to me it seemed terribly interesting, the<br \/>\nmost interesting thing in the world. There was nothing, no other thing that<br \/>\ninterested me more than that.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">This<br \/>\nhappened to me I was five or six or seven years old (at seven the thing became<br \/>\nquite serious) and I had a father who loved the circus, and he came and told<br \/>\nme: \u201cCome with me,<br \/>\n&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\"><font size=\"3\">Page \u2013 199<\/font><\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:10.0pt;color:blue'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">I am going<br \/>\nto the circus on Sunday.\u201d I said: \u201cNo, I am doing something much more interesting<br \/>\nthan going to the circus!\u201d Or again, young friends invited me to attend a<br \/>\nmeeting where we were to play together, enjoy together: \u201cNo, I enjoy here much<br \/>\nmore&#8230;. \u201cAnd it was quite sincere. It was not a pose: for me, it was like<br \/>\nthis, it was true. There was nothing in the world more enjoyable than that. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">And<br \/>\nI am so convinced that anybody who does it in that way, with the same freshness<br \/>\nand sincerity, will obtain most interesting results To put all that on a screen<br \/>\nin front of yourself and look at what is happening. And the first step is to<br \/>\nknow all that is happening and then you must not try to shut your eyes when<br \/>\nsomething does not appear pleasant to you! You must keep them wide open and put<br \/>\neach thing in that way before the screen. Then you make quite an interesting<br \/>\ndiscovery. And then the next step is to start telling yourself: \u201cSince all that<br \/>\nis happening within me, why should I not put this thing in this way and then<br \/>\nthat thing in that way and then this other in this way and thus wouldn\u2019t I be<br \/>\ndoing something logical that has a meaning? Why should I not remove that thing<br \/>\nwhich stands obstructing the way, these conflicting wills? Why? And what does<br \/>\nthat represent in the being? Why is it there? If it were put there, would it<br \/>\nnot help instead of harming me?\u201d And so on. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">And<br \/>\nlittle by little, little by little, you see clearer and then you see why you<br \/>\nare made like that, what is the thing you have got to do &#8211; that for which you<br \/>\nare born. And then, quite naturally, since all is organised for this thing to<br \/>\nhappen, the path becomes straight and you can say beforehand: \u201cIt is in this<br \/>\nway that it will happen.\u201d And when things come from outside to try and upset<br \/>\nall that, you are able to say: \u201cNo, I accept this, for it helps; I reject that,<br \/>\nfor that harms.\u201d And then, after a few years, you curb yourself as you curb a<br \/>\nhorse: you do whatever you like, in the way you like and you go wherever you<br \/>\nlike. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">It<br \/>\nseems to me this is worth the trouble. I believe it is the most interesting<br \/>\nthing.&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\"><font size=\"3\">Page \u2013 200<\/font><\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:10.0pt;color:blue'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%'><i><span lang=\"EN-GB\">Mother, what is this little screen? <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">This<br \/>\nscreen? It is the psychic consciousness. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.5in;line-height:150%'><i><span lang=\"EN-GB\">And this play?\u201d<\/span><\/i><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Lucida Console\"'>\u00b9<\/span><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">Play? It is<br \/>\nthe play of the central consciousness. It is precisely the consciousness that<br \/>\nis at the origin of the psychic being. And then there you have to take only a<br \/>\ntiny step to find out how this psychic consciousness should reflect and<br \/>\ntranslate the one supreme Consciousness. And there the matter ends. This last<br \/>\nstep becomes very easy. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">But<br \/>\nit is the secret that\u2019s discovered at the end. And when it is discovered, there<br \/>\nis no more fighting, for the battle has already been fought and everything<br \/>\narranged; so it is in one single movement and in a way as simple, as natural<br \/>\nand as straight as possible that the thing happens, without any reaction. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">I<br \/>\nthink that is what the sages of the past meant when they said: \u201cKnow thyself.\u201d<br \/>\nNot anything else. But then, instead of going in there as if with a bandage on<br \/>\nyour eyes, and knocking your nose or forehead against something hard to find<br \/>\nout that it is hard or that it is a wall or a closed door or an obstruction or<br \/>\nsome bad will; instead of all that, there is no need of years of experience and<br \/>\nall kinds of misfortune and more or less unpleasant circumstances, in order to<br \/>\nlearn to know oneself: you do the work quietly, as I said. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">When<br \/>\nI did that, there was no cinema, so I could not compare what I was doing with<br \/>\nthe cinema \u2013 it was not yet there, <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Lucida Console\"'><font size=\"2\">\u00b9<\/font><\/span><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><font size=\"2\"> \u201cIn the universal play there are some,<br \/>\nthe majority, who are ignorant instruments; they are actors who are moved about<br \/>\nlike puppets, knowing nothing. There are others who are conscious, and these<br \/>\nact their part, knowing that it is a play. And there are some who have the full<br \/>\nknowledge of the universal movement and are identified with it and with the one<br \/>\nDivine Consciousness and yet consent to act as though they were something<br \/>\nseparate, a division of the whole. There are many intermediary stages between<br \/>\nthat ignorance and this full knowledge, many ways of participating in the<br \/>\nplay.\u201d <\/font> <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"right\" style='margin:0;text-align:right;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><i><br \/>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\"><font size=\"2\">Questions and Answers 1929 (26 May)<\/font><font size=\"2\">&nbsp;<\/font><\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\"><font size=\"3\">Page \u2013 2 01<\/font><\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:10.0pt;color:blue'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">but it is<br \/>\nexactly like projecting on the screen what is inside, objectifying it. And a<br \/>\nscreen that\u2019s all white, quite smooth, that does not deform. If the screen were<br \/>\nnot quite smooth and very white, your image would be all hazy, you would not be<br \/>\nable to see anything. Well, it is the same thing. The screen must be very<br \/>\nwhite, quite smooth, quite clean, quite pure. Then one sees things as they are.<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">You<br \/>\nmust have a great deal of sincerity, a little courage and perseverance and then<br \/>\na sort of mental curiosity, you understand, curious, seeking to know,<br \/>\ninterested, wanting to learn. To love to learn: that, one must have in one\u2019s<br \/>\nnature. To find it impossible to stand before something grey, all hazy, in<br \/>\nwhich nothing is seen clearly and which gives you quite an unpleasant feeling,<br \/>\nfor you do not know where you begin and where you end, what is yours and what<br \/>\nis not yours and what is settled and what is not settled \u2013 what is this<br \/>\npulp-like thing you call yourself in which things get intermingled and act upon<br \/>\none another without even your being aware of it? You ask yourself: \u201cBut why<br \/>\nhave I done this?\u201d You know nothing about it. \u201cAnd why have I felt that?\u201d You<br \/>\ndon\u2019t know that, either. And then, you are thrown into a world outside that is<br \/>\nonly fog and you are thrown into a world inside that is also for you another<br \/>\nkind of fog, still more impenetrable, in which you live, like a cork thrown<br \/>\nupon the waters and the waves carry it away or cast it into the air, and it<br \/>\ndrops and rolls on. That is quite an unpleasant state. I do not know, but to me<br \/>\nit appears unpleasant. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">To<br \/>\nsee clearly, to see one\u2019s way, where one is going, why one is going there, how<br \/>\none is to go there and what one is going to do and what is the kind of relation<br \/>\nwith others.. But that is a problem so wonderfully interesting &#8211; it is<br \/>\ninteresting &#8211; and you can always discover things every minute! One\u2019s work is<br \/>\nnever finished. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">There<br \/>\nis a time, there is a certain state of consciousness when you have the feeling<br \/>\nthat you are in that condition with all the weight of the world lying heavy<br \/>\nupon you and besides you are<br \/>\n&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\"><font size=\"3\">Page \u2013 202<\/font><\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:10.0pt;color:blue'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">going in<br \/>\nblinkers and do not know where you are going, but there is something which is<br \/>\npushing you. And that is truly a very unpleasant condition. And there is<br \/>\nanother moment when one draws oneself up and is able to see what is there<br \/>\nabove, and one becomes it; then one looks at the world as though from the top<br \/>\nof a very very high mountain and one sees all that is happening below; then one<br \/>\ncan choose one\u2019s way and follow it. That is a more pleasant condition. This<br \/>\nthen is truly the truth, you are upon earth <i>for<\/i><br \/>\n<i>that<\/i>, surely. All individual beings<br \/>\nand all the little concentrations of consciousness were created to do this work.<br \/>\nIt is the very reason for existence: to be able to become fully conscious of a<br \/>\ncertain sum of vibrations representing an individual being and put order there<br \/>\nand find one\u2019s way and follow the way. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">And<br \/>\nso, as men do not know it and do not do it, life comes and gives them a blow<br \/>\nhere: \u201cOh! that hurts\u201d, then a blow there: \u201cAh! that\u2019s hurting me.\u201d And the<br \/>\nthing goes on like that and all the time it is like that. And all the time they<br \/>\nare getting pain somewhere. They suffer, they cry, they groan. But it is simply<br \/>\ndue to that reason, there is no other: it is that they have not done that<br \/>\nlittle work. If, when they were quite young, there had been someone to teach<br \/>\nthem to do the work and they had done it without losing time, they could have<br \/>\ngone through life gloriously and instead of suffering they would have been<br \/>\nall-powerful masters of their destiny. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">This<br \/>\nis not to say that necessarily all things would become pleasant. It is not at<br \/>\nall that. But your reaction towards things becomes the true reaction and instead<br \/>\nof suffering, you learn; instead of being miserable, you go forward and<br \/>\nprogress. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">After<br \/>\nall, I believe it is for this that you are here \u2013 so that there is someone who<br \/>\ncan tell you: \u201cThere, well, try that. It is worth trying.\u201d Indeed, this should<br \/>\nbe said when children are quite young. For unless it be awakened in their<br \/>\nconsciousness, they won\u2019t understand. Yet it can be done even with a very young<br \/>\nbrain, for at five one doesn\u2019t have a very big brain; <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\"><font size=\"3\">Page \u2013 203<\/font><\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:10.0pt;color:blue'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">you have<br \/>\nparticularly the feeling that there are gaps, that many things should be known<br \/>\nbut are not known. The brain has not yet been formed. There is the<br \/>\nconsciousness there, fully conscious, luminous, clear-sighted, all is there;<br \/>\nbut there are gaps, and when one tries to draw anything out of it, it does not<br \/>\ncome through. That is what happens when one is quite young. But if one<br \/>\ncontinues little by little, little by little, the ideas are organised as they<br \/>\ncome, and instead of being a chaos which must be put into order afterwards, it<br \/>\ngets organised as it takes shape. It is a great advantage. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:150%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\">Anyway,<br \/>\nyou are all still very young. You can try. Try for five minutes every day \u2013 not<br \/>\nmore \u2013 looking at yourself, seeing what happens there, within. It is so<br \/>\ninteresting!&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:150%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\"><font size=\"3\">Page \u2013 204<\/font><\/span><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/table>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>29 July 1953 &nbsp; Mother, you told us one day that all that happens to us has been decided in advance. 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