{"id":5428,"date":"2013-07-13T02:01:40","date_gmt":"2013-07-13T02:01:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/localhost\/?p=5428"},"modified":"2013-07-13T02:01:40","modified_gmt":"2013-07-13T02:01:40","slug":"08-1918-to-37-vol-02-prayers-and-meditations-1971","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/02-works-of-the-mother\/02other-editions\/01-prayers-and-meditations\/02-prayers-and-meditations-1971\/08-1918-to-37-vol-02-prayers-and-meditations-1971","title":{"rendered":"-08_1918 to 37.htm"},"content":{"rendered":"<div align=\"center\">\n<table border=\"0\" width=\"100%\" cellpadding=\"6\" cellspacing=\"0\">\n<tr>\n<td>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n<b><br \/>\n<font face=\"Times New Roman\"><i>July 12, 1918<\/i> <\/font><\/p>\n<p><\/b><\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n<font face=\"Times New Roman\">SUDDENLY, before Thee, all my pride fell. I understood how futile it was in Thy Presence to wish to<br \/>\nsurmount oneself, and I wept, wept abundantly and<br \/>\nwithout constraint the sweetest tears of my life.<br \/>\nTears sweet and beneficent, tears that opened my<br \/>\nheart without constraint before Thee and melted in<br \/>\none miraculous moment all the remaining obstacles<br \/>\nthat could separate me from Thee! <\/font><\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n<font face=\"Times New Roman\">And now, although I weep no longer, I feel so<br \/>\nnear, so near to Thee that my whole being quivers<br \/>\nwith joy. <\/font><\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n<font face=\"Times New Roman\">Let me stammer out my homage: <\/font><\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n<font face=\"Times New Roman\">I have cried too with the joy of a child, &quot;0 supreme and only Confidant, Thou who knowest<br \/>\nbeforehand all we can say to Thee because Thou<br \/>\nart its source! <\/font><\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n<font face=\"Times New Roman\">&quot;O supreme and only Friend, Thou who acceptest,<br \/>\nThou who lovest, Thou who understandest us just<br \/>\nas we are, because it is Thyself who hast so made<br \/>\nus! <\/font><\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n<font face=\"Times New Roman\">&quot;O supreme and only Guide, Thou who never gainsayest our highest will because it is Thou Thyself<br \/>\nwho wiliest in it! <\/font><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n<font size=\"2\" face=\"Times New Roman\">Page &#8211; 79<\/font><\/p>\n<hr align=\"justify\">\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n<font face=\"Times New Roman\">&quot;It would be folly to seek elsewhere than in Thee<br \/>\nfor one who will listen, understand, love and guide,<br \/>\nsince always Thou art there ready, to our call and<br \/>\nnever wilt Thou fail us! <\/font><\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n<font face=\"Times New Roman\">&quot;Thou hast made me know the supreme, the sub-<br \/>\nlime joy of a perfect confidence, an absolute<br \/>\nserenity, a surrender total and without reserve or<br \/>\ncolouring, free from .effort and constraint. <\/font><\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n<font face=\"Times New Roman\">&quot;Joyous like a child I have smiled and wept at<br \/>\nonce before Thee, 0 my Well-Beloved!&quot; <\/font><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n<font size=\"2\" face=\"Times New Roman\">Page &#8211; 80<\/font><\/p>\n<hr align=\"justify\">\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n<b><br \/>\n<a name=\"September_3,_1919_\"><br \/>\n<font face=\"Times New Roman\"><i>September 3, 1919<\/i> <\/font><\/p>\n<p><\/a><\/p>\n<p><\/b><\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n<font face=\"Times New Roman\">SINCE the man refused the meal I had prepared<br \/>\nwith so much love and care, I invoke the God to<br \/>\ntake it. <\/font><\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n<font face=\"Times New Roman\">My God, Thou hast accepted my invitation, Thou<br \/>\nhast come to sit at my table, and in exchange for<br \/>\nmy poor and humble offering Thou hast granted to<br \/>\nme the last liberation. My heart, even this morning<br \/>\nso heavy with anguish and care, my head surcharged with responsibility, are delivered of their<br \/>\nburden. Now are they light and joyful as my inner<br \/>\nbeing has been for a long time past. My body<br \/>\nsmiles to Thee with happiness as before my soul<br \/>\nsmiled to Thee. And surely hereafter Thou wilt<br \/>\nwithdraw no more from me this joy, 0 my God!<br \/>\nfor this time, I think, the lesson has been sufficient,<br \/>\nI have mounted the calvary of successive disillusionments high enough to attain to the Resurrection.<br \/>\nNothing remains of the past but a potent love<br \/>\nwhich gives me the pure heart of a child and the<br \/>\nlightness and freedom of thought of a god. <\/font><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n<font size=\"2\" face=\"Times New Roman\">Page &#8211; 81<\/font><\/p>\n<hr align=\"justify\">\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n<a name=\"June_22,_1920_\"><br \/>\n<b><br \/>\n<font face=\"Times New Roman\"><i>June 22, 1920<\/i><\/font><\/b><font face=\"Times New Roman\"><br \/>\n<\/font><\/p>\n<p><\/a><\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n<font face=\"Times New Roman\">AFTER granting me the joy which surpasses<br \/>\nall expression, Thou hast sent me, 0 my beloved Lord,<br \/>\nthe struggle, the ordeal and on this too I have<br \/>\nsmiled as on one of Thy precious messengers. Before,<br \/>\nI dreaded the conflict, for it hurt in me the love of<br \/>\nharmony and peace. But now, 0 my God, I welcome it with gladness: it is one among the forms<br \/>\nof Thy action, one of the best means for bringing<br \/>\nback to light some elements of the work which<br \/>\nmight otherwise have been forgotten, and it carries<br \/>\nwith it a sense of amplitude, of complexity, of<br \/>\npower. And even as I have seen Thee, resplendent,<br \/>\nexciting the conflict, so also it is Thou whom I see<br \/>\nunravelling the entanglement of events and jarring<br \/>\ntendencies and winning in the end the victory over<br \/>\nall that strives to veil Thy light and Thy power: for out of the struggle it is a more perfect realisation of Thyself that must arise. <\/font><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n<font size=\"2\" face=\"Times New Roman\">Page &#8211; 82<\/font><\/p>\n<hr align=\"justify\">\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n<b><br \/>\n<a name=\"November_24,_1931_\"><br \/>\n<font face=\"Times New Roman\"><i>November 24, 1931<\/i> <\/font> <\/a> <\/b><\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n<font face=\"Times New Roman\">O MY Lord, my sweet Master, for the<br \/>\naccomplishment of Thy work I have sunk down into the unfathomable depths of Matter, I have touched with<br \/>\nmy finger the horror of the falsehood and the inconscience, I have reached the seat of oblivion and<br \/>\na supreme obscurity. But in my heart was the<br \/>\nRemembrance, from my heart there leaped the call<br \/>\nwhich could arrive to Thee: &quot;Lord, Lord, everywhere Thy enemies appear triumphant; falsehood is<br \/>\nthe monarch of the world; life without Thee is a<br \/>\ndeath, a perpetual hell; doubt has usurped the place<br \/>\nof Hope and revolt has pushed out submission; Faith is spent, Gratitude is not born; blind passions<br \/>\nand murderous instincts and a guilty weakness have<br \/>\ncovered and stifled Thy sweet law of love. Lord,<br \/>\nwilt Thou permit Thy enemies to prevail, falsehood<br \/>\nand ugliness and suffering to triumph? Lord, give<br \/>\nthe command to conquer and victory will be there.<br \/>\nI know we are unworthy, I know the world is not<br \/>\nyet ready. But I cry to Thee with an absolute faith<br \/>\nin Thy Grace and I know that Thy Grace will save.&quot; <\/font><\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n<font face=\"Times New Roman\">Thus, my prayer rushed up towards Thee; and,<br \/>\nfrom the depths of the abyss, I beheld Thee in Thy<br \/>\nradiant splendour; Thou didst appear and Thou<br \/>\nsaidst to me: &quot;Lose not courage, be firm, be confident,\u2014I COME.&quot; <\/font><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n<font face=\"Times New Roman\">Page &#8211; 83<\/font><\/p>\n<hr align=\"justify\">\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n<font face=\"Times New Roman\"><i><b><a name=\"October_23,_1937\">October 23, 1937<\/a> <\/b><\/i><\/font><\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n<font face=\"Times New Roman\"><i><b>(A prayer-for those who wish to serve the Divine<\/b>)<\/i> <\/font><\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n<font face=\"Times New Roman\">GLORY to Thee, 0 Lord, who triumphest over<br \/>\nevery obstacle. <\/font><\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n<font face=\"Times New Roman\">Grant that nothing in us shall be an obstacle in<br \/>\nThy work. <\/font><\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n<font face=\"Times New Roman\">Grant that nothing may retard Thy manifestation. <\/font><\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n<font face=\"Times New Roman\">Grant that Thy will may be done in all things and<br \/>\nat every moment. <\/font><\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n<font face=\"Times New Roman\">We stand here before Thee that Thy will may be<br \/>\nfulfilled in us, in every element, in every activity<br \/>\nof our being, from our supreme heights to the<br \/>\nsmallest cells of the body. <\/font><\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n<font face=\"Times New Roman\">Grant that we may be faithful to Thee utterly and<br \/>\nfor ever. <\/font><\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n<font face=\"Times New Roman\">We would be completely under Thy influence to the<br \/>\nexclusion of every other. <\/font><\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n<font face=\"Times New Roman\">Grant that we may never forget to own towards<br \/>\nThee a deep, an intense gratitude.   <\/font><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n<font size=\"2\" face=\"Times New Roman\">Page &#8211; 84<\/font><\/p>\n<hr align=\"justify\">\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n<font face=\"Times New Roman\">Grant that we may never squander any of the<br \/>\nmarvellous things that are Thy gifts to us at every instant. <\/font><\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n<font face=\"Times New Roman\">Grant that everything in us may collaborate in Thy<br \/>\nwork and all be ready for Thy realisation. <\/font><\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n<font face=\"Times New Roman\">Glory to Thee, 0 Lord, Supreme Master of all realisation. <\/font><\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0;text-indent:25px\">\n<font face=\"Times New Roman\">Give us a faith active and ardent, absolute and unshakable in Thy Victory. <\/font><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n<font size=\"2\" face=\"Times New Roman\">Page &#8211; 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