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Your home isn’t flooded, is it? In the room over there, water fell on the table beside my chair, so I put a flower pot and gave people all the wet flowers!<\/p>\n
Has Kali calmed down?<\/i><\/p>\n
(Laughing) Maybe she got dampened! She laughed…. She can laugh, too!
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Q was quite free in her movements, there are even some Talks which she destroyed – she didn’t like them!<\/p>\n
For a long time I used the Talks Q had left, until the day when I<\/i><\/p>\n
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another collection, but I have also realized it wasn’t the abso<\/i><\/p>\n
lute original. So every time it’s a huge work to collect every<\/i><\/p>\n
thing together again in order to reconstruct the exact original.<\/i><\/p>\n<\/p>\n
But who did the recording?<\/p>\n
In the beginning it was a "wire recording"; as there wasn’t<\/i><\/p>\n
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t if at least the original notation could be traced … Only, the<\/i><\/p>\n
"original" I’ve found was altered, it’s not the original anymore!<\/i><\/p>\n<\/p>\n
Oh, when one speaks, one makes all kinds of mistakes, the sentences are unfinished …<\/p>\n
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