{"id":5638,"date":"2013-07-13T02:03:23","date_gmt":"2013-07-13T02:03:23","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/localhost\/?p=5638"},"modified":"2013-07-13T02:03:23","modified_gmt":"2013-07-13T02:03:23","slug":"155-march-31-1973-vol-13-volume-13","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/02-works-of-the-mother\/03-agenda\/13-volume-13\/155-march-31-1973-vol-13-volume-13","title":{"rendered":"-155_March 31_1973.htm"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><H3>March 31, 1973<\/H3><br \/>\n<P>So, what would you like to tell me?<\/p>\n<p><i>First, how are you?<\/i><\/p>\n<p><P>I can&#8217;t hear you. Are you asking how I am? &#8230;<\/p>\n<p><i>Yes-you &quot;can&#8217;t hear&quot;!<\/i><\/p>\n<p><P>But what does it mean? I can only be well when &#8230; there&#8217;s no I.<\/p>\n<p><i>I have been asking myself a question.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><P>Ah?<\/p>\n<p><i>About that new consciousness. I can grasp (or guess) its con<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><br \/>\n  templative or passive aspect, but not so well its dynamic or<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>&nbsp;active aspect. I don&#8217;t quite see how it ACTS-I understand the<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>contemplative part, but how does it act?<\/i><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\"><font size=\"2\">Page 384<\/font><\/p>\n<hr>\n<p><P>I don&#8217;t know. I have no idea.<\/p>\n<p><i>But do you act or are you simply in &#8230; ?<\/i><\/p>\n<p><P>Yes, I act. But what exactly do you mean? &#8230; Yes, I act!<\/p>\n<p><i>For example, when you are inside, in an inner state&#8230;.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><P>But I act much better than when &#8211; I appear to be inside, but that&#8217;s not so. Everybody makes the same mistake.<\/p>\n<p><i>Yes, but I fully understand.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><P>When I am concentrated in that way, it&#8217;s not that I am inside, I am in another kind of consciousness.<br \/>\n<P>And it&#8217;s vast, vast, vast, vast &#8211; vast.<\/p>\n<p><i>Yes, but it&#8217;s the active side of that consciousness that I don&#8217;t&#8230;.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><P>But it doesn&#8217;t have any side! It&#8217;s a consciousness <i>(gesture of pressure from above) &#8230;. <\/i>It has no side, it isn&#8217;t passive or active &#8211; it&#8217;s a consciousness &#8230; <i>(same gesture of pressure) <\/i>a consciousness pressing on the world.<br \/>\n<P align=\"right\"><i>(silence)<\/i><br \/>\n<P>You see, you&#8217;re trying to translate it mentally, which is impossible &#8211; impossible. You have to enter that consciousness &#8230; then only will you know what it is. There&#8217;s no active or passive, no inside or outside &#8211; all that is replaced by something else &#8230; which I can&#8217;t describe&#8230;. There are no words for it.<\/p>\n<p><i>But for instance, personally, whenever I try to go there, into that consciousness, my main impression is of nonexistence.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><P>Ah, no!<\/p>\n<p><i>Individual nonexistence, I mean.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><P>No&#8230;.<P align=\"center\"><font size=\"2\">Page 385<\/font><\/p>\n<hr>\n<p><i>It&#8217;s wide, it&#8217;s vast, but there&#8217;s no more person, no more indi<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><br \/>\n  vidual.<\/i><\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p><P>No. That&#8217;s not it&#8230;. For me, all that is the past &#8230; <i>(silence).<\/i><br \/>\n<P>Yes, I quite understand what you mean&#8230;.<br \/>\n<P align=\"right\"><i>(Mother plunges in)<\/i><P align=\"center\"><font size=\"2\">Page 386<\/font><\/p>\n<p><\/b><\/p>\n<p align=\"right\" style=\"margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>March 31, 1973 So, what would you like to tell me? First, how are you? I can&#8217;t hear you. 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