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Page 258<\/font><\/p>\n Yet I didn’t tell anyone! I wonder how they came to know.<\/p>\n I’ve got all I need, Mother!<\/i><\/p>\n Really? … I don’t want you to get thin! (laughter)<\/i> There are some interesting things…. (silence)<\/i> What about you? What do you have to say?<\/p>\n No, Mother, nothing. What are the interesting things?<\/i><\/p>\n (after a long, smiling silence)<\/i> I see certain things, certain events, certain patterns of wills … I see them coming like this (gesture of a screen), I <\/i>see them very powerfully and distinctly. And at the same time the sense that: this is how it will be with the Supramental. But it’s difficult to describe. You can’t describe it – it’s a STATE of consciousness. It’s a state of consciousness, together with the knowledge that that state will be part of the Supramental. And all this happens within a VERY profound silence. So I can’t express it. (long silence It’s like vibrations coming out of my hands, like this (gesture). <\/i>My hands seem so powerful! They feel they can change things just by doing this (Mother makes a fist).<\/i> But I would rather you asked me questions or told me something, because … otherwise I instantly enter that state which is so, so vast … peaceful … and so powerful – where things are accomplished. That’s how they are accomplished. But there are no words or explanations – nothing satisfying for the mind. (silence)<\/i> You don’t have anything to say? Page 259<\/font><\/p>\n I am still looking for the key to infusing that Power I feet, Force, that Truth into everyday physical activity. I find it quite<\/i><\/p>\n difficult…. Yet when I stop all activity, the contact is made, and very powerful and REAL it is, but the minute I go<\/i><\/p>\n back to being active, everything recedes into the background …<\/i><\/p>\n<\/p>\n Aah! … Personally I am not engaged in activity.<\/p>\n Matter seems to feel it as something imposed, not coming from<\/i><\/p>\n within; But I now feel just the opposite! The body and matter (the part of matter under my control) seem to REFUSE to obey anything but That. Let me give you an example: I see almost … (it’s an "almost" which sometimes is beyond almost, you understand: the extreme limit of "almost") almost as well with my eyes closed as with my eyes open. See, really SEE (Mother touches her physical eyes). <\/i>When I have difficulty writing, for example, instead of peering and straining, I shut my eyes. And then … I see. And the same for everything, for all the senses. To swallow food, if I try to swallow in the usual way, I literally choke, but when I am in a certain state … I find I’ve swallowed everything, and I didn’t even notice it! And everything is like that. So … I seem completely impotent, yet I feel a tremendous power in me. (Mother plunges in for 40 minutes,<\/i> then and speaks in English)<\/i> It can go on for hours…. Page 260<\/font><\/p>\n <\/b><\/p>\n <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" August 5, 1972 People know I don’t eat anymore, so they’ve stopped sending anything. I’ve got all I need! Page 258 Yet I didn’t tell…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[140],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5747","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-13-volume-13","wpcat-140-id"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5747","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5747"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5747\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5747"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5747"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5747"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
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