It is very difficult to manage both at the same time: the transformation of the body and taking care of people. But what can I do? I told Sri Aurobindo I would do the work, and I am doing it – I cannot just abandon everything.
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When I think of the time the hatha yogis devote to the work on the body – they do nothing but that; they do nothing but that all the time, until they have attained a certain point. This is in fact the reason why Sri Aurobindo wanted none of it: he found that it took a lot of time for a rather meager result.
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Day and night, I am investigating all that has to be transformed … I can assure you that there is plenty of work!
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Last night, I had many dreams (not really dreams, but … ); I used to find them very interesting because they gave me certain indications, all kinds of things, but when I saw it all now, I said to myself, ‘Good Lord! What a waste of time! Instead, I could be living in a supramental
\nconsciousness and seeing things.’ So during the night, I made a resolution to
\nchange all this too. My nights have to change. I am already changing my days;
\nnow my nights have to
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\nto change! There’s no choice, it has to be seen to.
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