(Letter to Mother from Satprem)<\/i>
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Pondicherry, March 26, 1955
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Mother, once more I come to ask you for Mahakali’s’ intervention. After a period when everything seemed much better, I again awake to impossible mornings when I live badly, very badly, far from you, incapable of calling you and, what’s more, of feeling your Presence or your help.
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I don’t know what mud is stirring about in me, but everything is obscured, and I cannot dissociate myself from these vital waves.
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Mother, without Mahakali’s grace, I shall never be able to get out of this mechanical round, to shatter these old formations, ever the same, which keep coming back. Mother, I beg of you, help. me to BREAK this shell in which I am suffocating. Deliver me from myself, deliver me in spite of myself. <\/i>Alone, I am helpless; sometimes I cannot even call you! May your force come and burn all my impurities, shatter my resistances.
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Signed: <\/i>Bernard2
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