{"id":5911,"date":"2013-07-13T02:04:50","date_gmt":"2013-07-13T02:04:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/localhost\/?p=5911"},"modified":"2013-07-13T02:04:50","modified_gmt":"2013-07-13T02:04:50","slug":"115-november-14-1958-vol-01-volume-01","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/02-works-of-the-mother\/03-agenda\/01-volume-01\/115-november-14-1958-vol-01-volume-01","title":{"rendered":"-115_November 14_1958.htm"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><P><br \/>\n<H3>November 14, 1958<\/H3><br \/>\n<P align=\"center\"><i>(Letter to Mother from Satprem)<\/i><br \/>\n<P align=\"right\">Pondicherry, November 14, 1958<br \/>\n<P>Mother,<br \/>\n<P>I feel disguised.&#8217; And I detest hypocrisy &#8211; I have many faults, but not that one.<br \/>\n<P>So I believe it would be better for me to leave.<br \/>\n<P>Through my friends in Hyderabad, I can contact some people who are doing business in the forests of the Belgian Congo. I want to go there, alone and far away from everything.<br \/>\n<P>But there is always this wretched question of money. I need it to leave and to pay for the journey. Afterwards, I will manage. Anyway, it is all the same to me; I am not afraid of anything any longer.<br \/>\n<P>I. Due to the orange robes of the sannyasi.<br \/>\n<P align=\"center\"><font size=\"2\">Page 233<\/font><\/p>\n<hr>\n<p><P>It seems to me that the sooner I leave the better, because of this hypocrisy I detest.&#8217;<br \/>\n<P align=\"right\"><i>Signed: <\/i>Satprem<br \/>\n<P align=\"center\"><i>(Mother&#8217;s reply)<\/i><br \/>\n<P align=\"right\"><i>Friday evening, November 14, 1958<\/i><br \/>\n<P>Satprem,<br \/>\n<P>One does not cure hypocrisy by pulling down below what is already above &#8211; but by lifting upwards what is still down below. To yield to an impulse of revolt is a defeat and a cowardice unworthy of a soul like yours.<br \/>\n<P>Do not flee the difficulty, face it courageously and carry home the victory.<br \/>\n<P>My love is with you.<br \/>\n<P align=\"right\"><i>Signed: <\/i>Mother<br \/>\n<P align=\"center\"><font size=\"2\">Page 234<\/font><\/p>\n<p><\/font><\/p>\n<p align=\"right\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">ISBN 2-902776-33-0<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>November 14, 1958 (Letter to Mother from Satprem) Pondicherry, November 14, 1958 Mother, I feel disguised.&#8217; And I detest hypocrisy &#8211; I have many faults,&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[141],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5911","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-01-volume-01","wpcat-141-id"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5911","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5911"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5911\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5911"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5911"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5911"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}