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Undated 1956  (c<\/i>)<\/H3>
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(Letter to Mother from Satprem)<\/i>
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Pondicherry<\/i>
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Sweet Mother, here is what has been happening in me almost every evening: I am literally like a bundle of compressed force that somehow can neither explode nor settle down and dissolve. The heaviness in my chest is such that I breathe with difficulty, as though all the blood in my body were converging there, oppressing me. In my head, the pressure at times is so intense that I dare not even close my eyes or concentrate further, for I feel it could crack. My entire being is so tense and filled with force that it seems it could break physically.<\/i>
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Is this perhaps a dangerous state? Or else is it normal? I would like to know whether this feeling that it could physically crack is a good sign or a bad one. If it is a bad sign, what can be done?
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There is certainly some resistance in me, something that fundamentally says ‘No,’ and I am mentally trying to remain calm, unrebellious, but deep down it resists. I am not at all in search of ‘powers,’ but is this negative condition enough to avert accidents? Could you enlighten me? What can I do against this deep-rooted resistance?
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Your child,
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Signed: <\/i>Bernard
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P.S. I sleep more and more poorly.


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