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(Letter to Mother from Satprem)<\/i>
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Hyderabad, April 7, 1960
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Sweet Mother,
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A few lines to tell you that I miss you. I truly realize more and more that I shall never be happy until I have disappeared in you entirely. There must be nothing left but <\/i>That. I understand well enough, but I’m so blocked, so thick. In any case, I ‘think’ of you a lot and I really only live by this something that pulls me deep within. If that were not there, it would all be so absurd.
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I’ve booked my ticket to Rameswaram for the evening of the 13th, so I will probably reach there on the 15th.
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I brought some work with me (revision of The Human Cycle), <\/i>and that helps me to live. I still don’t clearly see the meaning of this trip. Just before I left, I received word from the publisher in Paris that ‘my’ book will come out in September.
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There are moments when I feel you so close to me – could you not help me be more conscious of your presence (not as an impersonal force, but you)?
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I love you, sweet Mother. You are truly my Mother, and I need you so much.
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With all my love, I am at your feet.
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Signed: <\/i>Satprem
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Things are better physically. But it’s always a terrible physical shock for me to take the train.
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(Mother’s reply)<\/i>
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4.12.60
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My dear little one,
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Your good letter of the 7th has arrived.
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This inner fusion you speak of as a truth to be realized is already accomplished, absolutely perceptible to me. For long I have felt you as an integral part of my being; it seems to me that only some surface eddies prevent you also from feeling and living it.
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Page 361<\/font><\/p>\n But I am convinced it will come. Meanwhile, I am trying to make you feel my presence not as an ‘impersonal force’ but as a real and concrete presence, and I am happy to have succeeded in part. … … … … Send me news of yourself, for I am always happy to hear from you. I am with you, in love and joy. Signed: <\/i>Mother As regards L’Orpailleur, <\/i>it’s good. I keep feeling that everything is going to turn out well. Page 362<\/font><\/p>\n <\/font><\/p>\n ISBN 2-902776-33-0<\/p>\n \n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" April 7, 1960 (Letter to Mother from Satprem) Hyderabad, April 7, 1960 Sweet Mother, A few lines to tell you that I miss you. I…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[141],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5985","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-01-volume-01","wpcat-141-id"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5985","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5985"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5985\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5985"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5985"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5985"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
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