{"id":6017,"date":"2013-07-13T02:05:24","date_gmt":"2013-07-13T02:05:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/localhost\/?p=6017"},"modified":"2013-07-13T02:05:24","modified_gmt":"2013-07-13T02:05:24","slug":"193-april-20-1960-vol-01-volume-01","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/02-works-of-the-mother\/03-agenda\/01-volume-01\/193-april-20-1960-vol-01-volume-01","title":{"rendered":"-193_April 20_1960.htm"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><H3>April 20, 1960<\/H3><br \/>\n<P align=\"center\"><i>(Letter to Mother from Satprem)<\/i><br \/>\n<P align=\"right\">Rameswaram, April 20, 1960<br \/>\n<P>Sweet Mother,<br \/>\n<P>&#8230; &#8230; &#8230; &#8230;<br \/>\n<P>I was <i>pained <\/i>and shocked upon reaching X&#8217;s place to see him in such a horrible house &#8211; a train station in miniature (and not as nice) with little pastries in garish yellow cement. Cement everywhere &#8211; they even cemented the patio and uprooted the beautiful tree that was there. O Mother, it&#8217;s vandalism, it&#8217;s barbaric! You cannot imagine! Really, M has committed a terrible sin.<br \/>\n<P>To compensate for that, however, I had the joy of finding your two letters. Yes, for some time I have been feeling your physical Presence more clearly. But then, why am I so blocked, where is the flaw? It constantly feels as though I am living at the outskirts of myself, or more precisely in a miniscule region of myself, and I&#8217;m unable to be conscious of the rest &#8211; a perpetual amnesic. It is unpleasant and quite stupid. What is it that will explode this shell?<br \/>\n<P>I am anxious to return to you.<br \/>\n<P>Your child, full of gratitude and love.<br \/>\n<P align=\"right\"><i>Signed: <\/i>Satprem<br \/>\n<P align=\"center\"><font size=\"2\">Page 364<\/font><\/p>\n<p><\/font><\/p>\n<p align=\"right\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">ISBN 2-902776-33-0<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\" style=\"line-height: 150%;margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>April 20, 1960 (Letter to Mother from Satprem) Rameswaram, April 20, 1960 Sweet Mother, &#8230; &#8230; &#8230; &#8230; I was pained and shocked upon reaching&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[141],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6017","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-01-volume-01","wpcat-141-id"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6017","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6017"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6017\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6017"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6017"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6017"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}