{"id":6053,"date":"2013-07-13T02:05:36","date_gmt":"2013-07-13T02:05:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/localhost\/?p=6053"},"modified":"2013-07-13T02:05:36","modified_gmt":"2013-07-13T02:05:36","slug":"82-december-20-1966-vol-07-volume-07","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/02-works-of-the-mother\/03-agenda\/07-volume-07\/82-december-20-1966-vol-07-volume-07","title":{"rendered":"-82_December 20_1966.htm"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><H3>December 20, 1966<\/H3><br \/>\n<P align=\"center\"><i>(Letter to Mother from Satprem)<\/i><br \/>\n<P>Mother,<br \/>\n<P>I am writing to ask you for a grace. You know, you see. I would like you to tell me the truth about this book: is it part of the<P align=\"center\"><br \/>\n<font size=\"2\">Page 300<\/font><\/p>\n<hr>\n<p><P>&nbsp;things that <i>must <\/i>be? Or is it the effort of the writer&#8217;s little persona? I read the long first chapter again this morning, and it&#8217;s unreadable &#8211; it would need to be completely redone. I am wondering if it&#8217;s not the same thing with the other chapters? Would you out of grace tell me precisely what must be, whether I must strive on, do my best and rewrite what has to be rewritten, or give up everything.<br \/>\n<P>I am a little sad, naturally, because I tried to write with the best of my soul, but I am not attached and am ready to make the offering of this failure at your feet, with the certainty that all is well, even if I do not yet see the Lord&#8217;s design. I would only like you to tell me the deeper truth about the book &#8211; if it must be, I am ready to make an effort and patiently correct or redo what has to be redone. But must it be?<br \/>\n<P>Mother, That alone exists. That consoles me for everything. I am your child with love &#8211; yes, you exist, so all the rest is secondary.<br \/>\n<P align=\"right\"><i>Signed: <\/i>Satprem<br \/>\n<P align=\"center\"><i>(Mother&#8217;s answer)<\/i><br \/>\n<P>I am sure the book MUST be written.<br \/>\n<P>But to be perfectly frank, from the beginning and even after, I have felt that writing it was for you a sort of &#8220;sadhana&#8221; to get rid definitively of a whole way of being, thinking and writing that belongs to the past and no longer fits with your present state of consciousness.<br \/>\n<P>In the few pages you read to me (except perhaps for the description of the dream), I clearly saw this struggle between the past and the present states.<br \/>\n<P>Correcting the book will still be the continuation of this &#8220;sadhana,&#8221; but seen from that angle the labor will be less painful and much more interesting.<br \/>\n<P>I thought I would answer you tomorrow morning, but I am sending you this right away so that you may look at the problem and ask me other questions tomorrow morning if you still have any.<br \/>\n<P align=\"center\">With love and blessings,<br \/>\n<P align=\"right\"><i>Signed: <\/i>Mother<P align=\"center\"><font size=\"2\">Page 301<\/font><\/p>\n<p><\/b><\/p>\n<p align=\"right\" style=\"margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>December 20, 1966 (Letter to Mother from Satprem) Mother, I am writing to ask you for a grace. You know, you see. I would like&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[142],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6053","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-07-volume-07","wpcat-142-id"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6053","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6053"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6053\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6053"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6053"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6053"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}