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May 28, 1966<\/H3>
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(Mother takes her face in her hands and looks exhausted.)<\/i>
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Are you all right?
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Page 120<\/font><\/p>\n

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Are YOU tired?<\/i><\/p>\n

No, it’s worse than tired, it’s worse….
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A whole work of adjustment is going on, which has become very, very difficult, very difficult (Mother makes a gesture of churning).<\/i>
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I am practically unable to eat any longer, I force myself, otherwise all I would do is drink. And it’s not caused by the stomach, it’s not that, it’s … (same gesture of churning).<\/i>
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I don’t feel tired, but I’ve had for a long time and increasingly (the last few days it has become very acute) the impression of walking forward, moving on (gesture in a precarious balance), <\/i>and that the slightest false step would hurl me into the chasm. I seem to be on a ridge between two chasms.
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And that’s something going on in the body’s cells. There’s nothing moral to it, nothing even to do with sensation.
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One is compelled to constant vigilance. The slightest slackening, you know, is … catastrophic.
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(long contemplation)<\/i>
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So I’ll see you on Thursday? Well, I hope it’ll be over and I’ll be out of it!
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The consolation is that the Supreme’s action is growing increasingly clear and evident. You know, I am like a speck of … ([Mother makes a gesture in the hollow of a Hand] <\/i>how can I explain it?…) of dust, but a dust that suffers, that’s the trouble. Very sensitive. But the play of forces is growing increasingly clear and powerful, and over an increasingly extensive field. And directly HERE [in matter], with extraordinary precision and force. It’s a consolation.
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Let’s just not bother about it.
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Page 121<\/font>


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June <\/i><\/H3><\/p>\n

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