{"id":6141,"date":"2013-07-13T02:06:04","date_gmt":"2013-07-13T02:06:04","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/localhost\/?p=6141"},"modified":"2013-07-13T02:06:04","modified_gmt":"2013-07-13T02:06:04","slug":"24-may-5-1965-vol-06-volume-06","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/02-works-of-the-mother\/03-agenda\/06-volume-06\/24-may-5-1965-vol-06-volume-06","title":{"rendered":"-24_May 5_1965.htm"},"content":{"rendered":"

May 5, 1965<\/H3><\/p>\n

You look pale.<\/i><\/p>\n

I am not feeling very well.
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(silence)<\/i>
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I feel as if I am not here, and this has been going on since …
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My body is far away from me.
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Last time, in the afternoon of the day you came, the 30th, I was rather in a poor condition [Mother had “heart” troubles]. And since then I have felt as if … I am rather far away from my body…. I am in a very, very diluted consciousness (widespread gesture), <\/i>very diluted.
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(Mother goes into meditation)<\/i>
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I have a feeling that only one thing exists: making contact – putting the divine Vibration in contact with Matter. And this is the only thing which is REAL. Things seem to have clarified these past few days, since the 30th; and this morning when I got up, it was so strong that it was really the only thing existing. To such a point that there was a spontaneous perception that whatever thought clothes this thing in, or whatever the organization of life, it’s totally unimportant – it’s only men who attach importance to that, but from the standpoint of the Work, only this matters: being in this state I am in (which is a very particular state), in which the vibration, the vibration of Matter is put in contact, united – united – with the divine Vibration.
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All the rest … unreal. [[The rest of the conversation is interspersed with long, vanishing meditations, like great stretches of Alaska in the snow. ]]
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(long silence)<\/i>
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I feel as if the circulation isn’t working, I don’t know how to explain it.
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(Mother goes into concentration)<\/i>
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It’s like this (vast, expansive gesture), <\/i>im-mo-bile…. But with a great intensity of vibration – the vibration that doesn’t move. [The vibration that doesn’t move is the supramental Vibration. ]]
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Do you have any news from your mother? I am asking you because yesterday I was in contact with her and with your brother….
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(long meditation)<\/i>
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It can go on like that indefinitely.
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So what are we going to do? If it goes on, it’ll be a long time before we’ve finished our work!<\/p>\n

We have time.<\/i><\/p>\n

Indeed we have – when one thinks one has time, it takes years! Anyway, I am not doing it deliberately – it’s thrust upon me, and then there’s nothing that can be done.
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But are things better for you?<\/p>\n

Yes, Mother.<\/i><\/p>\n

(silence)<\/i>
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There is a growing sense of a Power that’s beginning to be limitless. But that state is in fact linked with those difficulties [heart or circulatory troubles]. And, you know, I don’t make any decisions, I don’t do anything [to attain that state]: I am like this (immobile gesture, palms open to the Heights), <\/i>in “something” that feels as if it could be eternally like that. But within it, I perceive waves, movements (and sometimes concentrations, when it has to do with world events) that have a stupendous power.
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We just have to keep still and, well, we’ll see what will happen anyway.
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But as for you, you must get physically stronger and stronger.<\/p>\n

I am all right.<\/i><\/p>\n

That’s very, very important, because we will have a lot of work to do together; I know that.
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