{"id":6246,"date":"2013-07-13T02:06:38","date_gmt":"2013-07-13T02:06:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/localhost\/?p=6246"},"modified":"2013-07-13T02:06:38","modified_gmt":"2013-07-13T02:06:38","slug":"48-june-12-1968-vol-09-volume-09","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/02-works-of-the-mother\/03-agenda\/09-volume-09\/48-june-12-1968-vol-09-volume-09","title":{"rendered":"-48_June 12_1968.htm"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><H3>June 12, 1968<\/H3><br \/>\n<P align=\"center\"><i>(Following a letter in which Satprem had complained about<\/i><P align=\"center\"><i>&nbsp;the difficulty he had writing &#8211; or rewriting, rather &#8211; his &#8220;San<\/i><P align=\"center\"><i>nyasin,&#8221; and about the complete unconsciousness of his sleep.)<\/i><br \/>\n<P>I didn&#8217;t answer you because there was nothing to say &#8211; I am trying my best!<\/p>\n<p><i>I know, and the book is going better!<\/i><\/p>\n<p><P>Ah, good.<br \/>\n<P>The book, I had thought about it three or four days before you wrote your letter, it came very strongly &#8211; before you wrote.<br \/>\n<P>As for the nights, I know!<br \/>\n<P align=\"center\"><font size=\"2\">Page 159<\/font><\/p>\n<hr>\n<p><i>What am I up to at night?<\/i><\/p>\n<p><P>I told you in the past that I used to see you very often; now my nights have been cut down a lot, because I have work to do till very late and I get up very early, so I don&#8217;t have much nighttime left. But I always find you in the same place, and there, you are very active and wholly conscious&#8230;. It&#8217;s the connection between that part of your being and the waking part that&#8217;s missing &#8211; oh, sometimes it&#8217;s nothing at all, a tiny little &#8230; You know, as if there were a void between two things. Otherwise you are very conscious, even working very logically: it&#8217;s something going on, developing. And it&#8217;s from a terrestrial standpoint, it has to do with terrestrial organization. I always see you in the same place, we always work together in the same place. It seems to be very logical.<br \/>\n<P>I wondered &#8230; Several times I&#8217;ve wondered if it wasn&#8217;t for your own good &#8230; because if you became very conscious of that part of your being &#8211; one is so free, so peaceful, so powerful &#8230; that sometimes it makes one feel disgusted with the earth! Several times I&#8217;ve wondered if it wasn&#8217;t for your own good.<br \/>\n<P>Because there, it&#8217;s something that continues: you understand, it&#8217;s not &#8220;dreams,&#8221; it&#8217;s a reality that continues.<br \/>\n<P>In the past, I used to go there every night; now the nights are very short, so I only go there from time to time, but I always find you there.<br \/>\n<P>What are you doing with your book? Are you revising it or &#8230;<\/p>\n<p><i>No, I am practically rewriting everything.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><P>Oh!<\/p>\n<p><i>But now I am coming to the end.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><P>What are you trying to say at the end? What do you want to demonstrate, so to speak?<br \/>\n<P>The last time you read it to me, it wasn&#8217;t clear; I didn&#8217;t understand what you wanted to say with your ending, it seemed to be indifference.<\/p>\n<p><i>No, no!<\/i><\/p>\n<p><P>Are you trying to show that the sannyasin&#8217;s path isn&#8217;t the true path, or how it leads to the true path?<br \/>\n<P align=\"center\"><font size=\"2\">Page 160<\/font><\/p>\n<hr>\n<p><i>Yes, I want to show it&#8217;s part of the path, that the whole inner<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>&nbsp;field,<br \/>\n  the field of inner experiences, all that opening of <\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>consciousness up above, is after all only a starting point.<\/i><\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p><P>That&#8217;s right.<\/p>\n<p><i>And that, afterwards, one is led to seek something else, which<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>&nbsp;has<br \/>\n  a reality HERE.<\/i><\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p><P>That&#8217;s right. That&#8217;s what I understood, but in your ending it wasn&#8217;t very clear.<\/p>\n<p><i>But it&#8217;s going to be completely rewritten.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><P>Yes, that&#8217;s very useful. It&#8217;s a very useful thing to show that this path was for a time helpful to put one into contact with a world one didn&#8217;t know, BUT one must go beyond.<\/p>\n<p><i>Yes, I want to give this Sannyasin his best form, to show him<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>&nbsp;in<br \/>\n  his best light; I don&#8217;t want to denigrate him easily &#8211; quite <\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>the contrary &#8211; but to show his inadequacy.<\/i><\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p><P>Yes, that it leads elsewhere.<\/p>\n<p><i>Because, at the same time, it demolishes all religions and all<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>&nbsp;their goal &#8220;beyond.&#8221; Through this Sannyasin,<br \/>\n  I touch a whole<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>&nbsp;spiritual attitude.<\/i><\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p><P>Yes, that&#8217;s right, it&#8217;s very good.<br \/>\n<P align=\"center\"><font size=\"2\">Page 161<\/font><P align=\"center\"> <\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\" align=\"right\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>June 12, 1968 (Following a letter in which Satprem had complained about&nbsp;the difficulty he had writing &#8211; or rewriting, rather &#8211; his &#8220;Sannyasin,&#8221; and about&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[144],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6246","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-09-volume-09","wpcat-144-id"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6246","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6246"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6246\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6246"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6246"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6246"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}