It’s strange, I have suddenly been forbidden to speak, as it were, and … I don’t know how to explain it, I feel as if I were talking from a distance. I don’t know how to explain. And that’s what has given me this husky voice (Mother’s voice is a little hoarse).<\/i> I think it’s undergoing a sort of transformation. Previously, there used to be great control over the voice, the sound of the voice – it’s all gone! It’s as if I made something speak that’s very far from me.
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It will pass.
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And for everything, everything … there is a change in the MODE of being. For the nights too: the nights are very different – all that was organized, very regular, very organized, very conscious, and now it’s all changed. And the consciousness … is, yes, constantly external to the instrument, like something like this (gesture above), <\/i>very vast – very vast and supple – but constantly like this, night and day. Yet it’s the consciousness of this (Mother touches her body), <\/i>of the instrument. It’s what was the body consciousness; now it’s the same consciousness but it has become something very vast, very strong, and like this (same gesture above), <\/i>
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\nmake it move. And the body doesn’t seem to be so confined to the form: it feels
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\nhim this note:)<\/i>
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