{"id":6258,"date":"2013-07-13T02:06:42","date_gmt":"2013-07-13T02:06:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/localhost\/?p=6258"},"modified":"2013-07-13T02:06:42","modified_gmt":"2013-07-13T02:06:42","slug":"85-november-6-1968-vol-09-volume-09","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/02-works-of-the-mother\/03-agenda\/09-volume-09\/85-november-6-1968-vol-09-volume-09","title":{"rendered":"-85_November 6_1968.htm"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><H3>November 6, 1968<\/H3><br \/>\n<P align=\"center\"><i>(Regarding a visit paid by Satprem to Bharatidi, an old French  <\/i><br \/>\n<P align=\"center\"><i>disciple, at the Vellore hospital where she is to be operated on.<\/i><P align=\"center\"><i>&nbsp;Bharatidi, a member of France&#8217;s Far East College, is well<\/i><P align=\"center\"><i><br \/>\nknown for her sparkling wit and<\/i><P align=\"center\"><i>&nbsp;liveliness and her<br \/>\nbiting irony.)<\/i><br \/>\n<P>So did you go and see Bharatidi?<\/p>\n<p><i>Yes, Mother. She is fine, this Bharatidi, what force she has! <\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>And what sense of humor &#8211; she is really a queen.<\/i><\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p><P>Yes.<\/p>\n<p><i>There&#8217;s a great nobleness in that woman.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><P>Oh, yes. Did you give her my note?<\/p>\n<p><i>Yes, tears came to her eyes.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><P>They&#8217;re going to operate on her tomorrow.<\/p>\n<p><i>Tomorrow morning.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><P>But I wondered if it was really indispensable. They don&#8217;t even know if it&#8217;s cancer.<\/p>\n<p><i>It&#8217;s a tumor, which may be cancerous or a simple tumor.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><P>Anyway, she is making arrangements, she has already distributed all her money.<\/p>\n<p><i>They say that if they don&#8217;t operate, it will go from bad to worse.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><P>Yes.<P>&nbsp;How old is she?<br \/>\n<P>[[Suzanne Karpel\u00e8s, or Bharatidi, was born on March 17, 1890, in Paris. ]]<br \/>\n<P align=\"center\"><font size=\"2\">Page 303<\/font><\/p>\n<hr>\n<p><i>Over seventy, I think. They&#8217;re preparing her with blood trans<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><br \/>\n  fusions. She&#8217;s physically very weak, emaciated. But she has <\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>that energy&#8230;.<\/i><\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p><P>She didn&#8217;t know she had that?<\/p>\n<p><i>No&#8230;. But it&#8217;s heartening to see a human being with such dignity &#8230;<\/i><\/p>\n<p><P>Oh, yes.<\/p>\n<p><i>&#8230; and recounting with humor the visit of missionaries and<br \/>\n  sisters<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>&nbsp;trying to convert her (because it&#8217;s a Protestant<br \/>\n  hospital)&#8230;.<\/i><\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p><P>Is it?<\/p>\n<p><i>So there are bishops, nuns, and once they came into her room<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>&nbsp;to<br \/>\n  try and convert her. She tells the story with such humor: &quot;I<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>&nbsp;am not afraid of death, I know we are born more than once!&quot;<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>&nbsp;So the others have nothing left to say.<\/i><\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p><P>Yes, she sent me a message through M.: &#8220;I am not afraid of dying because I know we do not die.&#8221; It&#8217;s good.<br \/>\n<P align=\"right\"><i>(long silence)<\/i><br \/>\n<P>There was a strange relationship between my mind and hers&#8230;. When I used to observe things and talk about them, I would have Bharatidi&#8217;s voice and manner of speaking and seeing! I always wondered why, until I looked: there was a life when we were together, in a single body. That was very long ago.<br \/>\n<P>Strange. It was very interesting&#8230;. All of a sudden, I would speak with her voice: the sound, the words, everything was quite like her. [[See in <i>Addendum <\/i>a letter from Mother to Bharatidi, showing well enough the sort of relationship that existed between Mother and Bharatidi. ]]<br \/>\n<P>Yes, she has a lovely mind, really lovely.<br \/>\n<P>Before coming here, she was Buddhist [[Bharatidi was a specialist of Pali (used by the southern schools of Buddhism) and Sanskrit. ]] and Communist &#8211; fervently Communist.<br \/>\n<P align=\"right\"><i>(silence)<\/i><br \/>\n<P align=\"center\"><font size=\"2\">Page 304<\/font><\/p>\n<hr>\n<p><P>Are they militant Protestants in that hospital?<\/p>\n<p><i>Oh, yes! There are big signs everywhere in the rooms: &quot;He died<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>&nbsp;for<br \/>\n  our sins,&quot; and verses from the Bible all over the place.<\/i><\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p><P>Oh!<\/p>\n<p><i>They are Protestants through and through. You can hear<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>&nbsp;religious<br \/>\n  chants all the time&#8230;.<\/i><\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p><P align=\"right\"><i>(after a silence)<\/i><br \/>\n<P>Those Protestants are much worse than the Catholics.<br \/>\n<P>I always remember a Danish woman (she was the mother of Hohlenberg [[The painter who did a portrait of Sri Aurobindo in profile, standing. ]] who came here), who once happened to come to Paris, and whom I had at lunch with me one day. If you had seen that woman &#8230; I don&#8217;t remember the occasion, but the talk turned to the Catholics, and she flew into such a rage! She shouted, &#8220;Those idolaters! &#8230;&#8221; <i>(Mother laughs) <\/i>It was frightful!<br \/>\n<P>They&#8217;re worse&#8230;. I&#8217;ve known both, seen both: the Protestants are worse. They are much more &#8230; they&#8217;re hard. Very hard. They did away <i>(laughing) <\/i>with all that was artistic in the Catholic religion! They&#8217;ve turned it into something &#8230;<\/p>\n<p><i>It&#8217;s mental moralizing.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><P>Yes, that&#8217;s right.<br \/>\n<P>Do you know the story of that &#8220;evangelist&#8221; (I think), a pastor who used to live in the house where H. now lives? Naturally he had contacts with the Ashram, and I don&#8217;t know how, he came across a few &#8220;messages&#8221; [given by Mother], and thought I was claiming to be a god &#8211; declaring I was a god. And that would make him hopping mad! He would shout, &#8220;Aah! Aah! Our god at least died on the cross, he suffered for us&#8230;.&#8221; Like that. &#8220;&#8230; But look at her living comfortably&#8230;.&#8221;<br \/>\n<P>It&#8217;s frightful.<br \/>\n<P>&#8220;&#8230; At least that&#8217;s something worthwhile: he suffered for us, he died on the cross!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p><i>Yes, I saw that in the hospital, there was a big sign: &quot;He died<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>&nbsp;for<br \/>\n  our sins.&quot;<\/i><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\"><font size=\"2\">Page 305<\/font><\/p>\n<hr>\n<p><P>How horrible!<\/p>\n<p><i>A sign big as this [gesture]<\/i><\/p>\n<p><P>Oh, how horrible.<\/p>\n<p><i>It&#8217;s barbarism, that&#8217;s all.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><P>Yes.<br \/>\n<P align=\"right\"><i>(silence)<\/i><br \/>\n<P>They are relatively few, far fewer than the Catholics.<\/p>\n<p><i>But their religion is so shallow, so shallow and hollow that in<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>&nbsp;reality<br \/>\n  it&#8217;s nothing. The day it gives way, they&#8217;ll be quite dumb<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>founded.<\/i><\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p><P>Yes.<\/p>\n<p><i>That&#8217;s what is happening in America, besides: it&#8217;s giving way<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>&nbsp;right<br \/>\n  and left. With the Catholics, there are still a few roots&#8230;.<\/i><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p><P>There was a time when I did a comparative study of all that I used to see and feel in all the religious sanctuaries, and that&#8217;s really something interesting. In Protestant temples, it stopped at the mind, there was nothing else &#8211; nothing: dry, very dry. A mind, and behind it, nothing.<br \/>\n<P>As for the Catholics, it depended a lot on the church or the cathedral &#8211; on the place &#8211; a lot. Varied. So then, I would compare with all the other sanctuaries&#8230;. You understand, in the course of my travels I would always go and see &#8211; very interesting.<br \/>\n<P>Buddhist temples are VERY FINE. Obviously nihilistic, but there is always a very concentrated atmosphere &#8211; concentrated and SINCERE. A sincere effort.<br \/>\n<P>In temples here &#8230; Oh, I met all kinds of things (lots of little devils), but all kinds of things. Here it was really interesting&#8230;. In one temple the godhead came to me and asked me to help her have influence on people! She told me, &#8220;I&#8217;ll give you all I have, but you must see that &#8230;&#8221; (she didn&#8217;t use those words &#8211; I am translating). I was riding in a car towards her temple, and on the way she landed in the car! It was so unexpected! She told me, &#8220;Do come. See that my power increases and I&#8217;ll give you all I have! &#8230;&#8221; (It&#8217;s<P align=\"center\"><br \/>\n<font size=\"2\">Page 306<\/font><\/p>\n<hr>\n<p><P>&nbsp;in that temple that once a year they cut the necks of hundreds of chickens. [[Mother told this story in <i>Agenda 2<\/i> of April 29, 1961. ]]) So I said to her, &#8220;No.&#8221; If I could have prevented all that slaughter! &#8230;<\/p>\n<p><i>But I like the atmosphere of many temples here.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><P>Yes.<\/p>\n<p><i>There&#8217;s such an old vibration, so old&#8230;.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><P>Yes.<\/p>\n<p><i>You feel you are finding again millennia that are so familiar.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><P>Yes.<br \/>\n<P align=\"right\"><i>(long silence)<\/i><br \/>\n<P>Did they put those &#8220;notice boards&#8221; in her room?<\/p>\n<p><i>Yes, yes, everywhere.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><P>She didn&#8217;t ask for them to be removed, did she?<\/p>\n<p><i>There&#8217;s even a Bible in one corner&#8230;. No, no, no question of<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>&nbsp;having<br \/>\n  that removed!<\/i><\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p><P>In her room!<\/p>\n<p><i>Yes.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><P>And when you were ill there, did they put a Bible?<\/p>\n<p><i>No, I didn&#8217;t see the Bible, but there was also a sign (I forget<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>&nbsp;what).<\/i><\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p><P>They propagandize.<\/p>\n<p><i>Oh, yes, of course.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><P align=\"right\"><i>(long silence)<\/i><br \/>\n<P>Is there nothing, no work? Do you have anything?<br \/>\n<P align=\"center\"><font size=\"2\">Page 307<\/font><\/p>\n<hr>\n<p><i>V. has again seen something. Something unexpected. Every<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>&nbsp;evening, he comes to meditate at the Samadhi, and there he has<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>&nbsp;never seen anything in his whole life: for years there has just<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>&nbsp;been Sri Aurobindo, that&#8217;s all, never anything else. The other  <\/i>\n  <\/p>\n<p><i>day he came, and all of a sudden he had a vision: he saw Kali  <\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>coming out of the Samadhi from the spot where Sri Aurobindo&#8217;s<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>&nbsp;head is &#8211; an all-blue Kali, covered with gold ornaments.<\/i><\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p><P>On which day?<\/p>\n<p><i>Some four or five days ago.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><P align=\"right\"><i>(Mother remains  <\/i><br \/>\n<P align=\"right\"><i>silent for a long time, <br \/>then a misunderstanding follows)<\/i><br \/>\n<P>I don&#8217;t much like feeling her in there.<\/p>\n<p><i>What surprised him was that instead of being naked, she was <\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>covered with gold.<\/i><\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p><P>What?<\/p>\n<p><i>Oh, excuse me! You&#8217;re speaking of Bharatidi!<\/i><\/p>\n<p><P>Never mind, what did you say about Kali?<\/p>\n<p><i>What surprised him was that she was covered with gold instead of being naked.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><P>She was coming out of the Samadhi? No, that doesn&#8217;t surprise me. [[Let us recall that gold is the color of the supramental. ]] But my reflection was regarding Bharatidi&#8230;. That is to say, she mustn&#8217;t die, because that&#8217;s a very bad place to die.<\/p>\n<p><i>Yes. When I was hospitalized there, I had a dreadful impres<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><br \/>\n  sion.<\/i><\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p><P>Yes.<\/p>\n<p><i>I kept saying, &quot;I must get out of here, I must get out of<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>&nbsp;here&#8230;.&quot;<\/i><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\"><font size=\"2\">Page 308<\/font><\/p>\n<hr>\n<p><P>Oh, yes, I constantly wanted you to get out of that place. Very well.<br \/>\n<P align=\"center\">* * *<br \/>\n<P align=\"center\">ADDENDUM<br \/>\n<P align=\"center\"><i>(A letter from Mother to Bharatidi written about 1963, at a time<\/i><P align=\"center\"><i>&nbsp;when Mother was not receiving any disciple, except sometimes  <\/i><br \/>\n<P align=\"center\"><i>people about to marry. Bharatidi, then seventy-three, had<\/i><P align=\"center\"><i>&nbsp;written<br \/>\nto Mother to ask her if she should marry<\/i><P align=\"center\"><i>&nbsp;to be<br \/>\nentitled to see her&#8230;.)<\/i><br \/>\n<P>O Bharatidi, our dearest friend!<br \/>\n<P>Do not marry, that would be such a great pity for all &#8211; for you would have to leave the Ashram, at least during the honeymoon&#8230;.<br \/>\n<P>Let me tell you the truth. If I do not see you, it is because I cannot speak, and worse still, cannot hear, and how could I see you without hearing all the very interesting things you always have to tell me?<br \/>\n<P>My program is generally five minutes&#8217; meditation, sometimes even less &#8211; how can I ask you to climb two flights for that?<br \/>\n<P>If you do not mind, let us wait a little until the pressure (not the blood&#8217;s!) has subsided.<br \/>\n<P>As for me, you know this, I have the great advantage of being with you without need of the physical presence, and your voice often resonates to my inner hearing &#8211; and I always answer in silence.<br \/>\n<P>I now add this long written discourse to send you my best wishes for the new year.<br \/>\n<P align=\"right\">With all my tenderness<br \/>\n<P align=\"right\"><i>Signed: <\/i>Mother<br \/>\n<P align=\"center\"><font size=\"2\">Page 309<\/font><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\" align=\"right\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>November 6, 1968 (Regarding a visit paid by Satprem to Bharatidi, an old French disciple, at the Vellore hospital where she is to be operated&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[144],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6258","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-09-volume-09","wpcat-144-id"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6258","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6258"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6258\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6258"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6258"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6258"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}