What do you have to say? Nothing?…<\/p>\n
It’s sad to see you like this.<\/i><\/p>\n
I don’t understand what’s going on. Unless it’s all the same thing [from the Vatican], but then it’s really very obstinate.<\/p>\n
Oh, the other day, I got a wave of their magic. It came back and went away. It remained for a day.<\/i><\/p>\n
Ah?<\/p>\n
It’s something that takes hold of the brain and leaves you in a daze.<\/i><\/p>\n
No, today it isn’t the brain, it’s … (After a long silence) <\/i>I can’t even say what it is.
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Page 281<\/font><\/p>\n Doesn’t Sri Aurobindo say anything?<\/i><\/p>\n I haven’t seen him these last few days. (long silence)<\/i> I don’t understand. I do nothing but cough all the time. This state I am in now began this morning, it’s quite new. Yesterday, I was in pain, but it was physical. This is something different. (silence)<\/i> It’s strange…. The consciousness has become more and more, more and more intense (gesture spread out above), <\/i>something like this (same gesture), <\/i>dominating everything and … I think the most accurate way to put it is, not active. This [the body] is like something floating within this consciousness, but it’s not active. (silence)<\/i> I can’t explain. It’s like an ocean of light that keeps doing its work, and then, in it, there floats something … (Mother shakes her head as if not knowing what this “something,” her body, is).<\/i> It’s not cut off, [[Mother means that this “something” (her body) is not cut off from the ocean of light, only it is not active. ]] but not active, that’s all. (silence)<\/i> For instance, every morning I see four people; I don’t speak, but the consciousness is fully there, it works, does its work with a power of concentration. Then they go away – and it goes away. But this [the body] doesn’t even have the sense of being an instrument, you understand…. I don’t know what it is. It’s not an instrument. I don’t know what it is. (Mother “looks”) <\/i>It’s deep ultramarine blue. Do you know that color?… That’s it. (long silence)<\/i> Don’t you have anything to ask? We could see if it makes something come (gesture of contact with the ocean)?<\/i><\/p>\n No, I was surprised that Sri Aurobindo didn’t come to tell you<\/i><\/p>\n what’s Yes, he did: yesterday morning, I had an attack (for the first time in my life), an attack of stomach cramps, very painful, and like a child I asked to be cured – and he cured me! I saw him, felt him…. But you see, he is interested in this [the transformation], that’s all. Of course, there is a reason, something that for some reason isn’t revealed to me. All this isn’t useless – not in the least, and also not … (what’s the word?) unexpected, you <\/i>understand? Things seem to be organized for something to happen – what? I do not know. (silence)<\/i> I think we must patiently wait until things have run their course.<\/p>\n Yes, all that is certainly for a reason, it’s certain.<\/i><\/p>\n Yes. We’ll know afterwards. Oh, last night, I think, there was a whole activity with P.L., I don’t know what. 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