{"id":6496,"date":"2013-07-13T02:08:03","date_gmt":"2013-07-13T02:08:03","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/localhost\/?p=6496"},"modified":"2013-07-13T02:08:03","modified_gmt":"2013-07-13T02:08:03","slug":"20-march-14-1964-vol-05-volume-05","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/02-works-of-the-mother\/03-agenda\/05-volume-05\/20-march-14-1964-vol-05-volume-05","title":{"rendered":"-20_March 14_1964.htm"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><H3>March 14, 1964<\/H3><br \/>\n<P align=\"center\"><i>(About a trip to France which Satprem has to make soon.)<\/i><br \/>\n<P>&#8230; You&#8217;ll be able to see your friend B. if you go there.<\/p>\n<p><i>I&#8217;ve lost the habit of contact with others; it&#8217;s very rarely that I don&#8217;t get tired as soon as I meet someone.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><P>Oh, but it&#8217;s more than tired, it&#8217;s dazed!<\/p>\n<p><i>And I&#8217;m not used to social life anymore, so I have nothing to say anymore, I&#8217;m not there.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><P>I know what you mean!<\/p>\n<p><i>It&#8217;s difficult.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><P>No, that&#8217;s good, very good, it SHOULD be that way.<br \/>\n<P>There is only one solution in such cases, the one I have established: the &#8220;bath of the Lord.&#8221; You make contact within yourself, and you let That flow through you onto others &#8211; and then let what happens happen, what does it matter! &#8230; It&#8217;s very interesting, you feel the Force flowing and flowing and flowing through you &#8211; some people can hold on a long time. Over there &#8230;<br \/>\n<P align=\"center\"><font size=\"2\">Page 82<\/font><\/p>\n<hr>\n<p><P align=\"right\"><i>(Mother stops short and looks for a long time)<\/i><br \/>\n<P>No, if I look, it&#8217;s terrible.<br \/>\n<P>As long as you don&#8217;t look, you can &#8230; but if I look, it&#8217;s terrible: to be plunged in that&#8230;. I don&#8217;t think you will be able to stay long. Unless you&#8217;re completely alone with your mother in Brittany.<\/p>\n<p><i>What&#8217;s most worrying is people&#8217;s friendliness, far more than their adverse reactions.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><P>Oh, yes! That&#8217;s much more worrying&#8230;.<br \/>\n<P align=\"right\"><i>(long silence)<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>I am not going with a light heart&#8230;.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><P>I don&#8217;t want you to fall ill like the first time. That&#8217;s precisely what I am looking at and studying: whether it&#8217;s possible to protect you adequately.<br \/>\n<P>But for myself, I know: the first time I went away from here, in 1915 (and I left my psychic being here, I didn&#8217;t take it with me &#8211; I knew how to do it &#8211; I left it behind), in spite of that, in spite of the link, when I came to the Mediterranean, suddenly I fell ill, dreadfully ill. I was constantly ill.<br \/>\n<P>So I know, I know very well!<\/p>\n<p><i>But even before I did the yoga, as soon as I returned to France from America or Africa, I would suffocate instantly, I couldn&#8217;t stay &#8211; I never could. I could breathe in Brazil, I could breathe in Africa or even in Guyana, I could breathe in those countries, but in France, in Europe, I couldn&#8217;t breathe.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><P>In Europe, yes.<br \/>\n<P>Anyway, I&#8217;ll see, mon petit.<br \/>\n<P>Ultimately, it will depend on your receptivity. If you can get used to holding the charge &#8211; you understand, to keeping the atmosphere around you, in order to protect yourself.<br \/>\n<P>We&#8217;ll see.<br \/>\n<P align=\"center\"><font size=\"2\">Page 85<\/font><\/p>\n<p><\/b><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\" align=\"right\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>March 14, 1964 (About a trip to France which Satprem has to make soon.) &#8230; You&#8217;ll be able to see your friend B. if you&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[147],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6496","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-05-volume-05","wpcat-147-id"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6496","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6496"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6496\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6496"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6496"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6496"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}