{"id":6565,"date":"2013-07-13T02:08:26","date_gmt":"2013-07-13T02:08:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/localhost\/?p=6565"},"modified":"2013-07-13T02:08:26","modified_gmt":"2013-07-13T02:08:26","slug":"40-may-21-1964-vol-05-volume-05","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/02-works-of-the-mother\/03-agenda\/05-volume-05\/40-may-21-1964-vol-05-volume-05","title":{"rendered":"-40_May 21_1964.htm"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><H3>May 21, 1964<\/H3><br \/>\n<P align=\"center\"><i>(From Satprem to Sujata)<\/i><br \/>\n<P align=\"right\">St-Pierre<br \/>\n<P>This morning I have received your letter of the 16th and am surprised that I paid you a visit because, on my part, I didn&#8217;t see you &#8211; still nothing, complete <i>blackout. <\/i><br \/>\nThis too disgusts me &#8211; I really<br \/>\n<P align=\"center\"><font size=\"2\">Page 118<\/font><\/p>\n<hr>\n<p><P>don&#8217;t know what I am doing &#8230; probably useless and silly trivialities, as<br \/>\nusual. But when there are horrors, I am sure to see them. Maybe at night I am an<br \/>\nAmerican gangster, or a Zulu, unless it is a good, jet-black Negro&#8230;. It&#8217;s<br \/>\nabsurd and discouraging. Besides, I seem to be becoming completely null and<br \/>\nstupid &#8211; which is a pity for you.<br \/>\n<P>S.<br \/>\n<P align=\"center\"><font size=\"2\">Page 119<\/font><\/p>\n<p><\/b><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\" align=\"right\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>May 21, 1964 (From Satprem to Sujata) St-Pierre This morning I have received your letter of the 16th and am surprised that I paid you&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[147],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6565","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-05-volume-05","wpcat-147-id"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6565","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6565"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6565\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6565"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6565"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6565"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}