{"id":6609,"date":"2013-07-13T02:08:41","date_gmt":"2013-07-13T02:08:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/localhost\/?p=6609"},"modified":"2013-07-13T02:08:41","modified_gmt":"2013-07-13T02:08:41","slug":"64-september-28-1961-vol-02-volume-02","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/02-works-of-the-mother\/03-agenda\/02-volume-02\/64-september-28-1961-vol-02-volume-02","title":{"rendered":"-64_September 28_1961.htm"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><H3>September 28, 1961<\/H3><br \/>\n<P align=\"center\"><i>(Letter to Mother from Satprem)<\/i><br \/>\n<P>Sweet Mother,<br \/>\n<P>I feel completely abandoned to myself. This book is a real SUFFERING. I don&#8217;t see where I am going, I am groping in all directions. Mother, do help me. Where lies the fault? I am suffering, you know. I would like to do it well, but it comes only in fits and starts, nothing coherent. Sometimes I feel quite incapable of carrying out this task properly.<br \/>\n<P>What should I do?<br \/>\n<P>Your child,<br \/>\n<P><i>Signed: <\/i>Satprem<br \/>\n<P align=\"center\"><font size=\"2\">Page 334<\/font><\/p>\n<hr>\n<p><P align=\"center\"><i>(Mother&#8217;s reply)<\/i><br \/>\n<P align=\"right\">Thursday<br \/>\n<P>Satprem, my dear child,<br \/>\n<P>If you agree, here is what we could do: read aloud to me what you have written; perhaps seeing it in my consciousness will help you.<br \/>\n<P>If you think this could be useful, I will see you on Saturday at 10 o&#8217;clock.<br \/>\n<P>With all my tenderness,<br \/>\n<P><i>Signed: <\/i>Mother<\/p>\n<p align=\"center\"><font size=\"2\">Page 335<\/font><\/b><\/p>\n<p align=\"right\" style=\"margin-top: 0;margin-bottom: 0\">\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>September 28, 1961 (Letter to Mother from Satprem) Sweet Mother, I feel completely abandoned to myself. This book is a real SUFFERING. I don&#8217;t see&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[148],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6609","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-02-volume-02","wpcat-148-id"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6609","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6609"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6609\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6609"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6609"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6609"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}