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And you? What’s new?
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I don’t know very well where I stand.<\/i><\/p>\n
Oh, it’s best not to know!
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Personally I have stopped – I have stopped trying to know. With the stubbornness of a child, I keep repeating to the Lord, ‘It’s time You change all this!’
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There are moments, you know, when you want to weep – which is idiotic! So you surrender it all to the Lord: ‘I leave this work to You – do what You will, as You will, when You will.’
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And I try to be as tranquil as I can (Mother makes a gesture of mental immobility), <\/i>but when you do so, you become aware of … oh, it’s like a swarm of flies coming – from here, from there, from above, from below, oh … coming and coming and coming!
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It’s probably worse for me than for others because of all these people around me, clinging like leeches. But even for an ordinary being it is … a swarm; it keeps on coming and coming – you would need to spend all your time fanning it away!
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