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(Mother caresses Satprem’s swollen eye.)<\/i><\/p>\n
No, no, it really doesn’t hurt, Mother! … Do you have anything<\/i><\/p>\n
new?<\/i><\/p>\n<\/p>\n
It’s moving — moving fast.
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Because it’s moving fast, it’s excessive (gesture of straining).<\/i>
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For example, during the same meal, I eat without even noticing it, solely in the divine consciousness, then all of a sudden I am back — and I can’t swallow anymore! I choke. It’s very extreme, because it’s going so fast. But I know what it is.
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I just gave a meditation to X.[[A Tantric adept to whom Mother gives a meditation every year on his birthday. ]] It is not AT ALL what it used to be … (what shall I say?). There’s a sort of quiet authority now. But he is receptive.
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The Force … (Mother lowers her hands in an irresistible gesture), <\/i>ohh! there’s a great change.
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I have received a letter from Indira.<\/p>\n
Oh, really?<\/i><\/p>\n
(Mother hands an envelope)<\/i>
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Page 350<\/font><\/p>\n Revered Mother,<\/i> of gratitude for your support. Your blessings are a great<\/i><\/p>\n source of strength. Our difficulties are not over….<\/i><\/p>\n<\/p>\n (Mother nods her head)<\/i><\/p>\n … The American administration is most upset that its<\/i><\/p>\n calculations were so completely wrong, and they will <\/i>\n <\/p>\n use their power to try to humble us and specially to<\/i><\/p>\n create division between Bangla Desh and ourselves.<\/i><\/p>\n I think our nation has taken a step towards maturity.<\/i><\/p>\n Yet there are many who look only to today. If India is<\/i><\/p>\n to be great we must improve the quality of the minds<\/i><\/p>\n of our people. I know that this is your desire. In my<\/i><\/p>\n humble way I am trying to do what I can.<\/i><\/p>\n<\/p>\n With respectful regards, Indira Gandhi<\/i> That’s good, indeed.<\/i> It’s good. So I replied this: To Indira With blessings. with love Mother<\/p>\n It’s good she has taken this tack.<\/i><\/p>\n Yes, it’s good.<\/p>\n I didn’t think she was like that.<\/i><\/p>\n \n Page 351<\/font><\/p>\n (Mother nods her head)<\/i><\/p>\n But there are still many difficulties.<\/i><\/p>\n Oh!… Oh!… It’s a scoundrel who’s become the … [president of Pakistan, Bhutto].<\/p>\n Oh, you mean that one!<\/i><\/p>\n Quite a scoundrel. And he’s killing his own people. Some teachers have been executed because they had a different opinion. He’s committing atrocities in his own country…. In a way, it’s what is needed to show the falsehood of the whole thing [the division of Pakistan and India].<\/p>\n And yet Pakistan’s new president is putting up a democratic front.<\/i><\/p>\n By killing people! Several provinces of West Pakistan have revolted against the people he had put in to govern them.[[Particularly in Quetta, Baluchistan. ]] We’ll see. (silence)<\/i> Things are going fast.<\/p>\n I personally feel they’re very grating.<\/i><\/p>\n Oh!… It’s going fast. The faster it goes, the more it pulls.<\/p>\n I badly need your help — your active help.<\/i><\/p>\n What’s wrong?<\/p>\n It’s difficult.<\/i><\/p>\n (long silence)<\/i> The fastest way for me was … (how shall I put it?) the growing sense of my own nonentity — nonexistence. To feel I could do nothing, knew nothing, wanted nothing; but then the WHOLE being filled with … it’s not even an aspiration now, it’s like this (gesture of surrender, hands open), <\/i>an inescapable fact: “Without the Divine, nothing, nothing — I am nothing, I understand nothing, I can do nothing. Without the Divine, nothing.” To be like this (same gesture, hands open). <\/i>And then … a Peace … a luminous Peace … and so powerful! And when I am quiet (I saw it again very interestingly, because before when I gave a meditation to X, there was still an effort, an effort to meditate, an effort to …), while this time … (Mother sharply lowers her hands), <\/i>it was compelling. A compelling Presence — compelling. Extraordinary…. In fact I wondered what the meditation would be like, if it was going to be like before — not at all, it’s like this (Mother sharply lowers her hands).<\/i> So, it’s going well. But first there must be an absolute sincerity, that is, a CONVICTION: I am nothing, nothing — I can do nothing, I know nothing, I have absolutely NOTHING … (Mother raises an index finger) <\/i>except the Divine. Then it’s all right. As I told you, it’s so strong that at times I can’t even eat; whereas when it’s like this, when the consciousness becomes like this (gesture of surrender, hands open), <\/i>I finish my dinner without even knowing I am eating…. It’s inexpressible. But wonderful. Only, there is no place for fear — if you’re afraid, it becomes dreadful. Fortunately my body is not afraid. (silence)<\/i> It’s a bit difficult, yes, but … (Mother takes Satprem’s hands).<\/i> (silence)<\/i> The next time is the first.<\/p>\n Yes, Mother, Saturday the first — what luck! [[Luck that the interview coincides with the first day of the year. ]]<\/i><\/p>\n (Mother smiles.) <\/i>Yes, it will be all right.<\/p>\n Yes??<\/i><\/p>\n Page 353<\/font><\/p>\n (meditation, Do you have this?<\/p>\n Oh, this is so very charming!<\/i><\/p>\n [photo of Mother] Page 354<\/font><\/p>\n <\/b><\/p>\n \n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" December 29, 1971 (Mother caresses Satprem’s swollen eye.) No, no, it really doesn’t hurt, Mother! … Do you have anything new? 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Through these critical months I have thought constantly<\/i><\/p>\n
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India must be proud of your leadership.
Let the country take its true place
in the world for showing the way
towards the supreme Truth.
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Mother hands the 1972 photo
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