{"id":981,"date":"2013-07-13T01:31:43","date_gmt":"2013-07-13T01:31:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/localhost\/?p=981"},"modified":"2013-07-13T01:31:43","modified_gmt":"2013-07-13T01:31:43","slug":"16-equality-and-the-annihilation-of-ego-vol-20-the-synthesis-of-yoga-volume-20","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/01-works-of-sri-aurobindo\/01-sabcl\/20-the-synthesis-of-yoga-volume-20\/16-equality-and-the-annihilation-of-ego-vol-20-the-synthesis-of-yoga-volume-20","title":{"rendered":"-16_Equality and the Annihilation of Ego.htm"},"content":{"rendered":"<table border=\"0\" cellpadding=\"6\" style=\"border-collapse: collapse\" width=\"100%\">\n<tr>\n<td>\n<div class=\"Section1\">\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:200%'><b><font size=\"3\"><br \/>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Chapter<br \/>\nIX<\/span><\/font><\/b><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><font size=\"3\">&nbsp;<\/font><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:200%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><font size=\"4\">&nbsp;<\/font><b><font size=\"4\">Equality and<br \/>\nthe Annihilation of Ego<\/font><\/b><\/span><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><font size=\"4\">&nbsp;<\/font><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:200%'>\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:1.5in;line-height:200%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><font size=\"4\">A<\/font><\/span><font size=\"2\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>N ENTIRE<\/span><\/font><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><br \/>\nself-consecration, a complete equality, an unsparing effacement of the ego, a<br \/>\ntransforming deliverance of the nature from its ignorant modes of action are the<br \/>\nsteps by which the surrender of all the being and nature to the Divine Will can<br \/>\nbe prepared and achieved, \u2013 a self-giving true, total and without reserve. The<br \/>\nfirst necessity is an entire spirit of self-consecration in our works; it must<br \/>\nbecome first the constant will, then the ingrained need in all the being,<br \/>\nfinally its automatic but living and conscious habit, the self-existent turn to<br \/>\ndo all action as a sacrifice to the Supreme and to the veiled Power present in<br \/>\nus and in all beings and in all the workings of the universe. Life is the altar<br \/>\nof this sacrifice, works are our offering; a transcendent and universal Power<br \/>\nand Presence as yet rather felt or glimpsed than known or seen by us is the<br \/>\nDeity to whom they are offered. This sacrifice, this self-consecration has two<br \/>\nsides to it; there is the work itself and there is the spirit in which it is<br \/>\ndone, the spirit of worship to the Master of Works in all that we see, think and<br \/>\nexperience.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:200%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>The work<br \/>\nitself is at first determined by the best light we can command in our<br \/>\nignorance. It is that which we conceive as the thing that should be done. And<br \/>\nwhether it be shaped by our sense of duty, by our feeling for our<br \/>\nfellow-creatures, by our idea of what is for the good of others or the good of<br \/>\nthe world or by the direction of one whom we accept as a human Master, wiser<br \/>\nthan ourselves and for us the representative of that Lord of all works in whom<br \/>\nwe believe but whom we do not yet know, the principle is the same. The<br \/>\nessential of the sacrifice of works must be there and the essential is the surrender<br \/>\nof all desire for the fruit of our works, the renunciation of all attachment to<br \/>\nthe result for which yet we labour. For so long as we work with attachment to<br \/>\nthe result, the sacrifice is offered not to the Divine, but to our&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:200%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page<br \/>\n\u2013 209<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoPlainText\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:200%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><br \/>\n<span>&nbsp;<\/span>ego. We may think otherwise, but we are<br \/>\ndeceiving ourselves; we are making our idea of the Divine, our sense of duty,<br \/>\nour feeling for our fellow-creatures, our idea of what is good for the world or<br \/>\nothers, even our obedience to the Master a mask for our egoistic satisfactions<br \/>\nand preferences and a specious shield against the demand made on us to root all<br \/>\ndesire out of our nature.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:200%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>At this stage<br \/>\nof the Yoga and even throughout the Yoga this form of desire, this figure of<br \/>\nthe ego is the enemy against whom we have to be always on our guard with an<br \/>\nunsleeping vigilance. We need not be discouraged when we find him lurking<br \/>\nwithin us and assuming all sorts of disguises, but we should be vigilant to<br \/>\ndetect him in all his masks and inexorable in expelling his influence. The<br \/>\nillumining Word of this movement is the decisive line of the Gita, \u201cTo action<br \/>\nthou hast a right but never under any circumstances to its fruit.\u201d The fruit<br \/>\nbelongs solely to the Lord of all works; our only business with it is to prepare<br \/>\nsuccess by a true and careful action and to offer it, if it comes, to the<br \/>\ndivine Master. Afterwards even as we have renounced attachment to the fruit, we<br \/>\nmust renounce attachment to the work also; at any moment we must be prepared to<br \/>\nchange one work, one course or one field of action for another or abandon all<br \/>\nworks if that is the clear command of the Master. Otherwise we do the act not<br \/>\nfor his sake but for our satisfaction and pleasure in the work, from the<br \/>\nkinetic nature&#8217;s need of action or for the fulfilment of our propensities; but these<br \/>\nare all stations and refuges of the ego. However necessary for our ordinary<br \/>\nmotion of life, they have to be abandoned in the growth of the spiritual<br \/>\nconsciousness and replaced by divine counterparts: an Ananda, an impersonal and<br \/>\nGod-directed delight will cast out or supplant the unillumined vital<br \/>\nsatisfaction and pleasure, a joyful driving of the Divine Energy the kinetic<br \/>\nneed; the fulfilment of the propensities will no longer be an object or a<br \/>\nnecessity, there will be instead the fulfilment of the Divine Will through the<br \/>\nnatural dynamic truth in action of a free soul and a luminous nature. In the<br \/>\nend, as the attachment to the fruit of the work and to the work itself has been<br \/>\nexcised from the heart, so also the last clinging attachment to the idea and sense<br \/>\nof ourselves as the doer has to be relinquished;<br \/>\n&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:200%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page<br \/>\n\u2013 210<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoPlainText\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:200%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>the Divine Shakti must<br \/>\nbe known and felt above and within us as the true and sole worker.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:200%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:200%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>*<span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>*<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:200%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:200%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>The<br \/>\nrenunciation of attachment to the work and its fruit is the beginning of a wide<br \/>\nmovement towards an absolute equality in the mind and soul which must become<br \/>\nall-enveloping if we are to be perfect in the spirit. For the worship of the Master<br \/>\nof works demands a clear recognition and glad acknowledgment of him in<br \/>\nourselves, in all things and in all happenings. Equality is the sign of this<br \/>\nadoration; it is the soul&#8217;s ground on which true sacrifice and worship can be<br \/>\ndone. The Lord is there equally in all beings, we have to make no essential<br \/>\ndistinctions between ourselves and others, the wise and the ignorant, friend<br \/>\nand enemy, man and animal, the saint and the sinner. We must hate none, despise<br \/>\nnone, be repelled by none; for in all we have to see the One disguised or<br \/>\nmanifested at his pleasure. He is a little revealed in one or more revealed in<br \/>\nanother or concealed and wholly distorted in others according to his will and<br \/>\nhis knowledge of what is best for that which he intends to become in form in<br \/>\nthem and to do in works in their nature. All is our self, one self that has<br \/>\ntaken many shapes. Hatred and disliking and scorn and repulsion, clinging and<br \/>\nattachment and preference are natural, necessary, inevitable at a certain<br \/>\nstage: they attend upon or they help to make and maintain Nature&#8217;s choice in<br \/>\nus. But to the Karmayogin they are a survival, a stumbling-block, a process of<br \/>\nthe Ignorance and, as he progresses, they fall away from his nature. The<br \/>\nchild-soul needs them for its growth; but they drop from an adult in the divine<br \/>\nculture. In the God-nature to which we have to rise there can be an adamantine,<br \/>\neven a destructive severity but not hatred, a divine irony but not scorn, a calm,<br \/>\nclear-seeing and forceful rejection but not repulsion and dislike. Even what we<br \/>\nhave to destroy, we must not abhor or fail to recognise as a disguised and<br \/>\ntemporary movement of the Eternal.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:200%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>And since all<br \/>\nthings are the one Self in its manifestation, we shall have equality of soul<br \/>\ntowards the ugly and the beautiful, the maimed and the perfect, the noble and<br \/>\nthe vulgar, the&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:200%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page<br \/>\n\u2013 211<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoPlainText\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:200%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>pleasant and the<br \/>\nunpleasant, the good and the evil. Here also there will be no hatred, scorn and<br \/>\nrepulsion, but instead the equal eye that sees all things in their real<br \/>\ncharacter and their appointed place. For we shall know that all things express<br \/>\nor disguise, develop or distort, as best they can or with whatever defect they<br \/>\nmust, under the circumstances intended for them, in the way possible to the<br \/>\nimmediate status or function or evolution of their nature, some truth or fact,<br \/>\nsome energy or potential of the Divine necessary by its presence in the<br \/>\nprogressive manifestation both to the whole of the present sum of things and<br \/>\nfor the perfection of the ultimate result. That truth is what we must seek and<br \/>\ndiscover behind the transitory expression; undeterred by appearances, by the<br \/>\ndeficiencies or the disfigurements of the expression, we can then worship the Divine<br \/>\nfor ever unsullied, pure, beautiful and perfect behind his masks. All indeed<br \/>\nhas to be changed, not ugliness accepted but divine beauty, not imperfection<br \/>\ntaken as our resting-place but perfection striven after, the supreme good made<br \/>\nthe universal aim and not evil. But what we do has to be done with a spiritual<br \/>\nunderstanding and knowledge, and it is a divine good, beauty, perfection,<br \/>\npleasure that has to be followed after, not the human standards of these<br \/>\nthings. If we have not equality, it is a sign that we are still pursued by the<br \/>\nIgnorance, we shall truly understand nothing and it is more than likely that we<br \/>\nshall destroy the old imperfection only to create another: for we are substituting<br \/>\nthe appreciations of our human mind and desire-soul for the divine values.<span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0<br \/>\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:200%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Equality does<br \/>\nnot mean a fresh ignorance or blindness; it does not call for and need not<br \/>\ninitiate a greyness of vision and a blotting out of all hues. Difference is<br \/>\nthere, variation of expression is there and this variation we shall appreciate,<br \/>\n\u2013 far more justly than we could when the eye was clouded by a partial and<br \/>\nerring love and hate, admiration and scorn, sympathy and antipathy, attraction<br \/>\nand repulsion. But behind the variation we shall always see the Complete and<br \/>\nImmutable who dwells within it and we shall feel, know or at least, if it is hidden<br \/>\nfrom us, trust in the wise purpose and divine necessity of the particular<br \/>\nmanifestation, whether it appear to our human standards harmonious and perfect<br \/>\nor crude and unfinished or even false and evil.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:200%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page<br \/>\n\u2013 212<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoPlainText\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:200%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; And so too we<br \/>\nshall have the same equality of mind and soul towards all happenings, painful<br \/>\nor pleasurable, defeat and success, honour and disgrace, good repute and<br \/>\nill-repute, good fortune and evil fortune. For in all happenings we shall see the<br \/>\nwill of the Master of all works and results and a step in the evolving<br \/>\nexpression of the Divine. He manifests himself, to those who have the inner eye<br \/>\nthat sees, in forces and their play and results as well as in things and in<br \/>\ncreatures. All things move towards a divine event; each experience, suffering<br \/>\nand want no less than joy and satisfaction is a necessary link in the carrying<br \/>\nout of a universal movement which it is our business to understand and second.<br \/>\nTo revolt, to condemn, to cry out is the impulse of our unchastened and ignorant<br \/>\ninstincts. Revolt like everything else has its uses in the play and is even necessary,<br \/>\nhelpful, decreed for the divine development in its own time and stage; but the<br \/>\nmovement of an ignorant rebellion belongs to the stage of the soul&#8217;s childhood<br \/>\nor to its raw adolescence. The ripened soul does not condemn but seeks to understand<br \/>\nand master, does not cry out but accepts or toils to improve and perfect, does<br \/>\nnot revolt inwardly but labours to obey and fulfil and transfigure. Therefore<br \/>\nwe shall receive all things with an equal soul from the hands of the Master. Failure<br \/>\nwe shall admit as a passage as calmly as success until the hour of the divine<br \/>\nvictory arrives. Our souls and minds and bodies will remain unshaken by acutest<br \/>\nsorrow and suffering and pain if in the divine dispensation they come to us, unoverpowered<br \/>\nby intensest joy and pleasure. Thus supremely balanced we shall continue<br \/>\nsteadily on our way meeting all things with an equal calm until we are ready<br \/>\nfor a more exalted status and can enter into the supreme and universal Ananda.&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:200%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>*<span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>*<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:200%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:200%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>This equality<br \/>\ncannot come except by a protracted ordeal and patient self-discipline; so long<br \/>\nas desire is strong, equality cannot come at all except in periods of<br \/>\nquiescence and the fatigue of desire, and it is then more likely to be an inert<br \/>\nindifference or desire&#8217;s recoil from itself than the true calm and the positive<br \/>\n<span class=\"SpellE\">spiri<\/span>&#8211;&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:200%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page<br \/>\n\u2013 213<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoPlainText\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:200%'><span class=\"SpellE\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>tual<\/span><\/span><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'> oneness.<br \/>\nMoreover, this discipline or this growth into equality of spirit has its<br \/>\nnecessary epochs and stages. Ordinarily we have to begin with a period of endurance;<br \/>\nfor we must learn to confront, to suffer and to assimilate all contacts. Each<br \/>\nfibre in us must be taught not to wince away from that which pains and repels<br \/>\nand not to run eagerly towards that which pleases and attracts, but rather to accept,<br \/>\nto face, to bear and to conquer. All touches we must be strong to bear, not<br \/>\nonly those that are proper and personal to us but those born of our sympathy or<br \/>\nour conflict with the worlds around, above or below us and with their peoples.<br \/>\nWe shall endure tranquilly the action and impact on us of men and things and<br \/>\nforces, the pressure of the Gods and the assaults of Titans; we shall face and<br \/>\nengulf in the unstirred seas of our spirit all that can possibly come to us<br \/>\ndown the ways of the soul&#8217;s infinite experience. This is the stoical period of<br \/>\nthe preparation of equality, its most elementary and yet its heroic age. But<br \/>\nthis steadfast endurance of the flesh and heart and mind must be reinforced by<br \/>\na sustained sense of spiritual submission to a divine Will: this living clay<br \/>\nmust yield not only with a stern or courageous acquiescence, but with knowledge<br \/>\nor with resignation, even in suffering, to the touch of the divine Hand that is<br \/>\npreparing its perfection. A sage, a devout or even a tender stoicism of the<br \/>\nGod-lover is possible, and these are better than the merely pagan self-reliant<br \/>\nendurance which may lend itself to a too great hardening of the vessel of God:<br \/>\nfor this kind prepares the strength that is capable of wisdom and of love; its<br \/>\ntranquillity is a deeply moved calm that passes easily into bliss. The gain of<br \/>\nthis period of resignation and endurance is the soul&#8217;s strength equal to all<br \/>\nshocks and contacts. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:200%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>There is next<br \/>\na period of high-seated impartiality and indifference in which the soul becomes<br \/>\nfree from exultation and depression and escapes from the snare of the eagerness<br \/>\nof joy as from the dark net of the pangs of grief and suffering. All things and<br \/>\npersons and forces, all thoughts and feelings and sensations and actions, one&#8217;s<br \/>\nown no less than those of others, are regarded from above by a spirit that<br \/>\nremains intact and immutable and is not disturbed by these things. This is the<br \/>\nphilosophic period of the preparation of equality, a wide and august movement.<br \/>\nBut <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:200%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page<br \/>\n\u2013 214<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoPlainText\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:200%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>indifference must not<br \/>\nsettle into an inert turning away from action and experience; it must not be an<br \/>\naversion born of weariness, disgust and distaste, a recoil of disappointed or<br \/>\nsatiated desire, the sullenness of a baffled and dissatisfied egoism forced<br \/>\nback from its passionate aims. These recoils come inevitably in the unripe soul<br \/>\nand may in some way help the progress by a discouragement of the eager<br \/>\ndesire-driven vital nature, but they are not the perfection towards which we<br \/>\nlabour. The indifference or the impartiality that we must seek after is a calm<br \/>\nsuperiority of the high-seated soul above the contacts of things;\u00b9 it regards<br \/>\nand accepts or rejects them but is not moved in the rejection and is not<br \/>\nsubjected by the acceptance. It begins to feel itself near, kin to, one with a<br \/>\nsilent Self and Spirit self-existent and separate from the workings of Nature<br \/>\nwhich it supports and makes possible, part of or merged in the motionless calm<br \/>\nReality that transcends the motion and action of the universe. The gain of this<br \/>\nperiod of high transcendence is the soul&#8217;s peace unrocked and unshaken by the<br \/>\npleasant ripplings or by the tempestuous waves and billows of the world&#8217;s<br \/>\nmovement. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:200%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>If we can<br \/>\npass through these two stages of the inner change without being arrested or<br \/>\nfixed in either, we are admitted to a greater divine equality which is capable<br \/>\nof a spiritual ardour and tranquil passion of delight, a rapturous, all-understanding<br \/>\nand all-possessing equality of the perfected soul, an intense and even wideness<br \/>\nand fullness of its being embracing all things. This is the supreme period and<br \/>\nthe passage to it is through the joy of a total self-giving to the Divine and<br \/>\nto the universal Mother. For strength is then crowned by a happy mastery, peace<br \/>\ndeepens into bliss, the possession of the divine calm is uplifted and made the<br \/>\nground for the possession of the divine movement. But if this greater<br \/>\nperfection is to arrive, the soul&#8217;s impartial high-seatedness looking down from<br \/>\nabove on the flux of forms and personalities and movements and forces must be<br \/>\nmodified and change into a new sense of strong and calm submission and a<br \/>\npowerful and intense surrender. This submission will be no longer a resigned<br \/>\nacquiescence but a glad acceptance: for there will be no sense of suffering or<br \/>\nof the bearing of a burden or cross; love and<br \/>\n&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:200%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>\u00b9 <\/span><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>ud&#257;s&#299;na.<\/span><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:200%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page<br \/>\n\u2013 215<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoPlainText\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:200%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>delight and the joy of<br \/>\nself-giving will be its brilliant texture. And this surrender will be not only<br \/>\nto a divine Will which we perceive and accept and obey, but to a divine Wisdom<br \/>\nin the Will which we recognise and a divine Love in it which we feel and<br \/>\nrapturously suffer, the wisdom and love of a supreme Spirit and Self of<br \/>\nourselves and all with which we can achieve a happy and perfect unity. A lonely<br \/>\npower, peace and stillness is the last word of the philosophic equality of the<br \/>\nsage; but the soul in its integral experience liberates itself from this<br \/>\nself-created status and enters into the sea of a supreme and all-embracing<br \/>\necstasy of the beginningless and endless beatitude of the Eternal. Then we are at<br \/>\nlast capable of receiving all contacts with a blissful equality, because we<br \/>\nfeel in them the touch of the imperishable Love and Delight, the happiness<br \/>\nabsolute that hides ever in the heart of things. The gain of this culmination<br \/>\nin a universal and equal rapture is the soul&#8217;s delight and the opening gates of<br \/>\nthe Bliss that is infinite, the Joy that surpasses all understanding.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:200%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:200%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>*<span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>*<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:200%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:200%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Before this<br \/>\nlabour for the annihilation of desire and the conquest of the soul&#8217;s equality<br \/>\ncan come to its absolute perfection and fruition, that turn of the spiritual<br \/>\nmovement must have been completed which leads to the abolition of the sense of<br \/>\nego. But for the worker the renunciation of the egoism of action is the most<br \/>\nimportant element in this change. For even when by giving up the fruits and the<br \/>\ndesire of the fruits to the Master of the Sacrifice we have parted with the<br \/>\negoism of rajasic desire, we may still have kept the egoism of the worker.<br \/>\nStill we are subject to the sense that we are ourselves the doer of the act, ourselves<br \/>\nits source and ourselves the giver of the sanction. It is still the \u201cI\u201d that<br \/>\nchooses and determines, it is still the \u201cI\u201d that undertakes the responsibility<br \/>\nand feels the demerit or the merit. An entire removal of this separative<a name=\"a\"><\/a> ego-sense is an essential aim of our Yoga. If any ego is to remain<br \/>\nin us for a while, it is only a form of it which knows itself to be a form and<br \/>\nis ready to disappear as soon as a true centre of consciousness is manifested<br \/>\nor built in us. That true centre is a luminous formulation of the one Conscious-&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:200%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page<br \/>\n\u2013 216<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoPlainText\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:200%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>ness and a pure channel<br \/>\nand instrument of the one Existence. A support for the individual manifestation<br \/>\nand action of the universal Force, it gradually reveals behind it the true<br \/>\nPerson in us, the central eternal being, an everlasting being of the Supreme, a<br \/>\npower and portion of the transcendent Shakti.\u00b9 <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:200%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Here too, in<br \/>\nthis movement by which the soul divests itself gradually of the obscure robe of<br \/>\nthe ego, there is a progress by marked stages. For not only the fruit of works<br \/>\nbelongs to the Lord alone, but our works also must be his; he is the true lord<br \/>\nof our actions no less than of our results. This we must not see with the<br \/>\nthinking mind only, it must become entirely true to our entire consciousness<br \/>\nand will. The sadhaka has not only to think and know but to see and feel<br \/>\nconcretely and intensely even in the moment of the working and in its<br \/>\ninitiation and whole process that his works are not his at all, but are coming<br \/>\nthrough him from the Supreme Existence. He must be always aware of a Force, a<br \/>\nPresence, a Will that acts through his individual nature. But there is in<br \/>\ntaking this turn the danger that he may confuse his own disguised or sublimated<br \/>\nego or an inferior power with the Lord and substitute its demands for the<br \/>\nsupreme dictates. He may fall into a common ambush of this lower nature and<br \/>\ndistort his supposed surrender to a higher Power into an excuse for a magnified<br \/>\nand uncontrolled indulgence of his own self-will and even of his desires and<br \/>\npassions. A great sincerity is asked for and has to be imposed not only on the<br \/>\nconscious mind but still more on the subliminal part of us which is full of<br \/>\nhidden movements. For there is there, especially in our subliminal vital nature,<br \/>\nan incorrigible charlatan and actor. The sadhaka must first have advanced far<br \/>\nin the elimination of desire and in the firm equality of his soul towards all<br \/>\nworkings and all happenings before he can utterly lay down the burden of his<br \/>\nworks on the Divine. At every moment he must proceed with a vigilant eye upon<br \/>\nthe deceits of the ego and the ambushes of the misleading Powers of Darkness<br \/>\nwho ever represent themselves as the one Source of Light and Truth and take on<br \/>\nthem a simulacrum of divine forms in order to capture the soul of the seeker.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:200%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Immediately<br \/>\nhe must take the further step of relegating him-<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:200%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:200%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>\u00b9 <\/span><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>am&#347;ah<br \/>\nsan&#257;tanah, par&#257; prakrtir j&#299;vabh&#363;t&#257;<\/span><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>.&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:200%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page<br \/>\n\u2013 217<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoPlainText\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:200%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>self to the position of<br \/>\nthe Witness. Aloof from the Prakriti, impersonal and dispassionate, he must<br \/>\nwatch the executive Nature-Force at work within him and understand its action;<br \/>\nhe must learn by this separation to recognise the play of her universal forces,<br \/>\ndistinguish her interweaving of light and night, the divine and the undivine,<br \/>\nand detect her formidable Powers and Beings that use the ignorant human<br \/>\ncreature. Nature works in us, says the Gita, through the triple quality of<br \/>\nPrakriti, the quality of light and good, the quality of passion and desire and the<br \/>\nquality of obscurity and inertia. The seeker must learn to distinguish, as an<br \/>\nimpartial and discerning witness of all that proceeds within this kingdom of<br \/>\nhis nature, the separate and the combined action of these qualities; he must<br \/>\npursue the workings of the cosmic forces in him through all the labyrinth of<br \/>\ntheir subtle unseen processes and disguises and know every intricacy of the<br \/>\nmaze. As he proceeds in this knowledge, he will be able to become the giver of<br \/>\nthe sanction and no longer remain an ignorant tool of Nature. At first he must<br \/>\ninduce the Nature-Force in its action on his instruments to subdue the working<br \/>\nof its two lower qualities and bring them into subjection to the quality of<br \/>\nlight and good and, afterwards, he must persuade that again to offer itself so<br \/>\nthat all three may be transformed by a higher Power into their divine<br \/>\nequivalents, supreme repose and calm, divine illumination and bliss, the<br \/>\neternal divine dynamis, Tapas. The first part of this discipline and change can<br \/>\nbe firmly done in principle by the will of the mental being in us; but its full<br \/>\nexecution and the subsequent transformation can be done only when the deeper<br \/>\npsychic soul increases its hold on the nature and replaces the mental being as<br \/>\nits ruler. When this happens, he will be ready to make, not only with an<br \/>\naspiration and intention and an initial and progressive self-abandonment but<br \/>\nwith the most intense actuality of dynamic self-giving, the complete<br \/>\nrenunciation of his works to the Supreme Will. By degrees his mind of an<br \/>\nimperfect human intelligence will be replaced by a spiritual and illumined mind<br \/>\nand that can in the end enter into the supramental Truth-Light; he will then no<br \/>\nlonger act from his nature of the Ignorance with its three modes of confused<br \/>\nand imperfect activity, but from a diviner nature of spiritual calm, light,<br \/>\n&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:200%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page<br \/>\n\u2013 218<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"MsoPlainText\" align=\"center\" style='text-align:center'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'><\/p>\n<hr size=\"2\" width=\"100%\" align=\"center\">\n<p><\/span><\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;line-height:200%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>power and bliss. He will<br \/>\nact not from an amalgam of an ignorant mind and will with the drive of a still<br \/>\nmore ignorant heart of emotion and the desire of the life-being and the urge<br \/>\nand instinct of the flesh, but first from a spiritualised self and nature and,<br \/>\nlast, from a supramental Truth-consciousness and its divine force of supernature.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" style='margin:0;text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in;line-height:200%'><span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Thus are made<br \/>\npossible the final steps when the veil of Nature is withdrawn and the seeker is<br \/>\nface to face with the Master of all existence and his activities are merged in<br \/>\nthe action of a supreme Energy which is pure, true, perfect and blissful for ever.<br \/>\nThus can he utterly renounce to the supramental Shakti his works as well as the<br \/>\nfruits of his works and act only as the conscious instrument of the eternal<br \/>\nWorker. No longer giving the sanction, he will rather receive in his instruments<br \/>\nand follow in her hands a divine mandate. No longer doing works, he will accept<br \/>\ntheir execution through him by her unsleeping Force. No longer willing the<br \/>\nfulfilment of his own mental constructions and the satisfaction of his own emotional<br \/>\ndesires, he will obey and participate in an omnipotent Will that is also an<br \/>\nomniscient Knowledge and a mysterious, magical and unfathomable Love and a vast<br \/>\nbottomless sea of the eternal Bliss of Existence.&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoPlainText\" align=\"center\" style='margin:0;text-align:center;line-height:200%'>\n<span lang=\"EN-GB\" style='font-family:\"Times New Roman\"'>Page<br \/>\n\u2013 219<\/span><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/table>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Chapter IX&nbsp; &nbsp;Equality and the Annihilation of Ego&nbsp; &nbsp; AN ENTIRE self-consecration, a complete equality, an unsparing effacement of the ego, a transforming deliverance of&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-981","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-20-the-synthesis-of-yoga-volume-20","wpcat-20-id"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/981","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=981"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/981\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=981"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=981"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/worksofthemotherandsriaurobindo.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=981"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}