Savitri
a Legend and a Symbol
CONTENTS
PART ONE |
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Book One |
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The Book of Beginnings |
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Canto I |
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Canto II |
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Canto III |
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Canto IV |
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Canto V |
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The Yoga of the King: The Yoga of the Spirit's Freedom and Greatness |
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Book Two |
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The Book of the Traveller of the Worlds |
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Canto I |
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Canto II |
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Canto III |
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Canto IV |
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Canto V |
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Canto VI |
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Canto VII |
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Canto VIII |
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The World of Falsehood, the Mother of Evil and the Sons of Darkness |
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Canto IX |
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Canto X |
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Canto XI |
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Canto XII |
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Canto XIII |
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Canto XIV |
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Canto XV |
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Book Three |
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The Book of the Divine Mother |
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Canto I |
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Canto II |
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Canto III |
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Canto IV |
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PART TWO |
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Book Four |
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The Book of Birth and Quest |
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Canto I |
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Canto II |
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Canto III |
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Canto IV |
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Book Five |
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The Book of Love |
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Canto I |
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Canto II |
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Canto III |
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Book Six |
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The Book of Fate |
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Canto I |
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Canto II |
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Book Seven |
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The Book of Yoga |
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Canto I |
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The Joy of Union; the Ordeal of the Foreknowledge of Death and the Heart's Grief and Pain |
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Canto II |
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Canto III |
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Canto IV |
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Canto V |
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Canto VI |
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Canto VII |
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The Discovery of the Cosmic Spirit and the Cosmic Consciousness |
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Book Eight |
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The Book of Death |
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"Canto III" |
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PART THREE |
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Book Nine |
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The Book of Eternal Night |
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Canto I |
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Canto II |
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Book Ten |
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The Book of the Double Twilight |
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Canto I |
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Canto II |
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Canto III |
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Canto IV |
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Book Eleven |
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The Book of Everlasting Day |
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Canto I |
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The Eternal Day: The Soul's Choice and the Supreme Consummation |
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Book Twelve |
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Epilogue |
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BOOK SIX
The Book of Fate
Canto One
The Word of Fate
IN SILENT bounds bordering the mortal's plane Crossing a wide expanse of brilliant peaceNarad the heavenly sage from Paradise Came chanting through the large and lustrous air.Attracted by the golden summer-earth That lay beneath him like a glowing bowlTilted upon a table of the Gods, Turning as if moved round by an unseen handTo catch the warmth and blaze of a small sun, He passed from the immortals' happy pathsTo a world of toil and quest and grief and hope, To these rooms of the see-saw game of death with life.Across an intangible border of soul-space He passed from Mind into material thingsAmid the inventions of the inconscient Self And the workings of a blind somnambulist Force.Below him circling burned the myriad suns: He bore the ripples of the etheric sea;A primal Air brought the first joy of touch; A secret Spirit drew its mighty breathContracting and expanding this huge world In its formidable circuit through the Void;The secret might of the creative Fire Displayed its triple power to build and form,Its infinitesimal wave-sparks' weaving dance, Its nebulous units grounding shape and mass,Magic foundation and pattern of a world, Its radiance bursting into the light of stars;He felt a sap of life, a sap of death; Into solid Matter's dense communionPlunging and its obscure oneness of forms
Page – 415 He shared with a dumb Spirit identity. He beheld the cosmic Being at his task, His eyes measured the spaces, gauged the depths,His inner gaze the movements of the soul, He saw the eternal labour of the Gods,And looked upon the life of beasts and men. A change now fell upon the singer's mood,A rapture and a pathos moved his voice; He sang no more of Light that never wanes,And oneness and pure everlasting bliss, He sang no more the deathless heart of Love,His chant was a hymn of Ignorance and Fate. He sang the name of Vishnu and the birthAnd joy and passion of the mystic world, And how the stars were made and life beganAnd the mute regions stirred with the throb of a Soul. He sang the Inconscient and its secret self,Its power omnipotent knowing not what it does, All-shaping without will or thought or sense,Its blind unerring occult mystery, And darkness yearning towards the eternal Light,And Love that broods within the dim abyss And waits the answer of the human heart,And death that climbs to immortality. He sang of the Truth that cries from Night's blind deeps,And the Mother-Wisdom hid in Nature's breast And the Idea that through her dumbness worksAnd the miracle of her transforming hands, Of life that slumbers in the stone and sunAnd Mind subliminal in mindless life, And the Consciousness that wakes in beasts and men.He sang of the glory and marvel still to be born, Of Godhead throwing off at last its veil,Of bodies made divine and life made bliss, Immortal sweetness clasping immortal might,Heart sensing heart, thought looking straight at thought,
Page – 416 And the delight when every barrier falls, And the transfiguration and the ecstasy. And as he sang the demons wept with joyForeseeing the end of their long dreadful task And the defeat for which they hoped in vain,And glad release from their self-chosen doom And return into the One from whom they came.He who has conquered the Immortals' seats, Came down to men on earth the Man divine.As darts a lightning streak, a glory fell Nearing until the rapt eyes of the sageLooked out from luminous cloud and, strangely limned, His face, a beautiful mask of antique joy,Appearing in light descended where arose King Aswapati's palace to the windsIn Madra, flowering up in delicate stone. There welcomed him the sage and thoughtful king,At his side a creature beautiful, passionate, wise, Aspiring like a sacrificial flameSkyward from its earth-seat through luminous air, Queen-browed, the human mother of Savitri.There for an hour untouched by the earth's siege They ceased from common life and care and satInclining to the high and rhythmic voice, While in his measured chant the heavenly seerSpoke of the toils of men and what the gods Strive for on earth, and joy that throbs behindThe marvel and the mystery of pain. He sang to them of the lotus-heart of loveWith all its thousand luminous buds of truth, Which quivering sleeps veiled by apparent things.It trembles at each touch, it strives to wake And one day it shall hear a blissful voiceAnd in the garden of the Spouse shall bloom When she is seized by her discovered lord.A mighty shuddering coil of ecstasy
Page – 417 Crept through the deep heart of the universe. Out of her Matter's stupor, her mind's dreams, She woke, she looked upon God's unveiled face.Even as he sang and rapture stole through earth-time And caught the heavens, came with a call of hooves,As of her swift heart hastening, Savitri; Her radiant tread glimmered across the floor.A happy wonder in her fathomless gaze, Changed by the halo of her love she came;Her eyes rich with a shining mist of joy As one who comes from a heavenly embassyDischarging the proud mission of her heart, One carrying the sanction of the godsTo her love and its luminous eternity, She stood before her mighty father's throneAnd, eager for beauty on discovered earth Transformed and new in her heart's miracle-light,Saw like a rose of marvel, worshipping, The fire-tinged sweetness of the son of Heaven.He flung on her his vast immortal look; His inner gaze surrounded her with its lightAnd reining back knowledge from his immortal lips He cried to her, "Who is this that comes, the bride,The flame-born, and round her illumined head Pouring their lights her hymeneal pompsMove flashing about her? From what green glimmer of glades Retreating into dewy silencesOr half-seen verge of waters moon-betrayed Bringst thou this glory of enchanted eyes?Earth has gold-hued expanses, shadowy hills That cowl their dreaming phantom heads in night,And, guarded in a cloistral joy of woods, Screened banks sink down into felicitySeized by the curved incessant yearning hands And ripple-passion of the upgazing stream:
Page – 418 Amid cool-lipped murmurs of its pure embrace They lose their souls on beds of trembling reeds. And all these are mysterious presencesIn which some spirit's immortal bliss is felt, And they betray the earth-born heart to joy.There hast thou paused, and marvelling borne eyes Unknown, or heard a voice that forced thy lifeTo strain its rapture through thy listening soul? Or, if my thought could trust this shimmering gaze,It would say thou hast not drunk from an earthly cup, But stepping through azure curtains of the noonThou wast surrounded on a magic verge In brighter countries than man's eyes can bear.Assailed by trooping voices of delight And seized mid a sunlit glamour of the boughsIn faery woods, led down the gleaming slopes Of Gandhamadan where the Apsaras roam,Thy limbs have shared the sports which none has seen, And in god-haunts thy human footsteps strayed,Thy mortal bosom quivered with god-speech And thy soul answered to a Word unknown.What feet of gods, what ravishing flutes of heaven Have thrilled high melodies round, from near and farApproaching through the soft and revelling air, Which still surprised thou hearest? They have fedThy silence on some red strange-ecstasied fruit And thou hast trod the dim moon-peaks of bliss.Reveal, O winged with light, whence thou hast flown Hastening bright-hued through the green tangled earth,Thy body rhythmical with the spring-bird's call. The empty roses of thy hands are filledOnly with their own beauty and the thrill Of a remembered clasp, and in thee glowsA heavenly jar, thy firm deep-honied heart, New-brimming with a sweet and nectarous wine.Thou hast not spoken with the kings of pain.
Page – 419 Life's perilous music rings yet to thy ear Far-melodied, rapid and grand, a Centaur's song, Or soft as water plashing mid the hills,Or mighty as a great chant of many winds. Moon-bright thou livest in thy inner bliss.Thou comest like a silver deer through groves Of coral flowers and buds of glowing dreams,Or fleest like a wind-goddess through leaves, Or roamst, O ruby-eyed and snow-winged dove,Flitting through thickets of thy pure desires In the unwounded beauty of thy soul.These things are only images to thy earth, But truest truth of that which in thee sleeps.For such is thy spirit, a sister of the gods, Thy earthly body lovely to the eyesAnd thou art kin in joy to heaven's sons. O thou who hast come to this great perilous worldNow only seen through the splendour of thy dreams, Where hardly love and beauty can live safe,Thyself a being dangerously great, A soul alone in a golden house of thoughtHas lived walled in by the safety of thy dreams. On heights of happiness leaving doom asleepWho hunts unseen the unconscious lives of men, If thy heart could live locked in the ideal's gold,As high, as happy might thy waking be! If for all time doom could be left to sleep!"He spoke but held his knowledge back from words. As a cloud plays with lightnings' vivid laugh,But still holds back the thunder in its heart, Only he let bright images escape.His speech like glimmering music veiled his thoughts; As a wind flatters the bright summer air,Pitiful to mortals, only to them it spoke Of living beauty and of present bliss:He hid in his all-knowing mind the rest.
Page – 420 To those who hearkened to his celestial voice, The veil heaven's pity throws on future pain The Immortals' sanction seemed of endless joy.But Aswapati answered to the seer; — His listening mind had marked the dubious close,An ominous shadow felt behind the words, But calm like one who ever sits facing FateHere mid the dangerous contours of earth's life, He answered covert thought with guarded speech:"O deathless sage who knowest all things here, If I could read by the ray of my own wishThrough the carved shield of symbol images Which thou hast thrown before thy heavenly mindI might see the steps of a young godlike life Happily beginning luminous-eyed on earth;Between the Unknowable and the Unseen Born on the borders of two wonder-worlds,It flames out symbols of the infinite And lives in a great light of inner suns.For it has read and broken the wizard seals; It has drunk of the Immortal's wells of joy,It has looked across the jewel bars of heaven, It has entered the aspiring Secrecy,It sees beyond terrestrial common things And communes with the Powers that build the worlds,Till through the shining gates and mystic streets Of the city of lapis lazuli and pearlProud deeds step forth, a rank and march of gods. Although in pauses of our human livesEarth keeps for man some short and perfect hours When the inconstant tread of Time can seemThe eternal moment which the deathless live, Yet rare that touch upon the mortal's world:Hardly a soul and body here are born In the fierce difficult movement of the stars,Whose life can keep the paradisal note,
Page – 421 Its rhythm repeat the many-toned melody Tirelessly throbbing through the rapturous air Caught in the song that sways the Apsara's limbsWhen she floats gleaming like a cloud of light, A wave of joy on heaven's moonstone floor.Behold this image cast by light and love, A stanza of the ardour of the godsPerfectly rhymed, a pillared ripple of gold! Her body like a brimmed pitcher of delightShaped in a splendour of gold-coloured bronze As if to seize earth's truth of hidden bliss.Dream-made illumined mirrors are her eyes Draped subtly in a slumbrous fringe of jet,Retaining heaven's reflections in their depths. Even as her body, such is she within.Heaven's lustrous mornings gloriously recur, Like drops of fire upon a silver page,In her young spirit yet untouched with tears. All beautiful things eternal seem and newTo virgin wonder in her crystal soul. The unchanging blue reveals its spacious thought;Marvellous the moon floats on through wondering skies; Earth's flowers spring up and laugh at time and death;The charmed mutations of the enchanter life Race like bright children past the smiling hours.If but this joy of life could last, nor pain Throw its bronze note into her rhythmed days!Behold her, singer with the prescient gaze, And let thy blessing chant that this fair childShall pour the nectar of a sorrowless life Around her from her lucid heart of love,Heal with her bliss the tired breast of earth And cast like a happy snare felicity.As grows the great and golden bounteous tree Flowering by Alacananda's murmuring waves,Where with enamoured speed the waters run
Page – 422 Lisping and babbling to the splendour of morn And cling with lyric laughter round the knees Of heaven's daughters dripping magic rainPearl-bright from moon-gold limbs and cloudy hair, So are her dawns like jewelled leaves of light,So casts she her felicity on men. A flame of radiant happiness she was bornAnd surely will that flame set earth alight: Doom surely will see her pass and say no word!But too often here the careless Mother leaves Her chosen in the envious hands of Fate:The harp of God falls mute, its call to bliss Discouraged fails mid earth's unhappy sounds;The strings of the siren Ecstasy cry not here Or soon are silenced in the human heart.Of sorrow's songs we have enough: bid once Her glad and griefless days bring heaven here.Or must fire always test the great of soul? Along the dreadful causeway of the Gods,Armoured with love and faith and sacred joy, A traveller to the Eternal's house,Once let unwounded pass a mortal life." But Narad answered not; silent he sat,Knowing that words are vain and Fate is lord. He looked into the unseen with seeing eyes,Then, dallying with the mortal's ignorance Like one who knows not, questioning, he cried:"On what high mission went her hastening wheels? Whence came she with this glory in her heartAnd Paradise made visible in her eyes? What sudden God has met, what face supreme?"To whom the king, "The red asoca watched Her going forth which now sees her return.Arisen into an air of flaming dawn Like a bright bird tired of her lonely branch,To find her own lord, since to her on earth
Page – 423 He came not yet, this sweetness wandered forth Cleaving her way with the beat of her rapid wings. Led by a distant call her vague swift flightThreaded the summer morns and sunlit lands. The happy rest her burdened lashes keepAnd these charmed guardian lips hold treasured still. Virgin who comest perfected by joy,Reveal the name thy sudden heart-beats learned. Whom hast thou chosen, kingliest among men?"And Savitri answered with her still calm voice As one who speaks beneath the eyes of Fate:"Father and king, I have carried out thy will. One whom I sought I found in distant lands;I have obeyed my heart, I have heard its call. On the borders of a dreaming wildernessMid Shalwa's giant hills and brooding woods In his thatched hermitage Dyumatsena dwells,Blind, exiled, outcast, once a mighty king. The son of Dyumatsena, Satyavan,I have met on the wild forest's lonely verge. My father, I have chosen. This is done."Astonished, all sat silent for a space. Then Aswapati looked within and sawA heavy shadow float above the name Chased by a sudden and stupendous light;He looked into his daughter's eyes and spoke: "Well hast thou done and I approve thy choice.If this is all, then all is surely well; If there is more, then all can still be well.Whether it seem good or evil to men's eyes, Only for good the secret Will can work.Our destiny is written in double terms: Through Nature's contraries we draw nearer God;Out of the darkness we still grow to light. Death is our road to immortality. `Cry woe, cry woe,' the world's lost voices wail,
Page – 424 Yet conquers the eternal Good at last." Then might the sage have spoken, but the kingIn haste broke out and stayed the dangerous word: "O singer of the ultimate ecstasy,Lend not a dangerous vision to the blind Because by native right thou hast seen clear.Impose not on the mortal's tremulous breast The dire ordeal that foreknowledge brings;Demand not now the Godhead in our acts. Here are not happy peaks the heaven-nymphs roamOr Coilas or Vaicountha's starry stair: Abrupt, jagged hills only the mighty climbAre here where few dare even think to rise; Far voices call down from the dizzy rocks,Chill, slippery, precipitous are the paths. Too hard the gods are with man's fragile race;In their large heavens they dwell exempt from Fate And they forget the wounded feet of man,His limbs that faint beneath the whips of grief, His heart that hears the tread of time and death.The future's road is hid from mortal sight: He moves towards a veiled and secret face.To light one step in front is all his hope And only for a little strength he asksTo meet the riddle of his shrouded fate. Awaited by a vague and half-seen force,Aware of danger to his uncertain hours He guards his flickering yearnings from her breath;He feels not when the dreadful fingers close Around him with the grasp none can elude.If thou canst loose her grip, then only speak. Perhaps from the iron snare there is escape:Our mind perhaps deceives us with its words And gives the name of doom to our own choice;Perhaps the blindness of our will is Fate." He said and Narad answered not the king.
Page – 425 But now the queen alarmed lifted her voice: "O seer, thy bright arrival has been timed To this high moment of a happy life;Then let the speech benign of griefless spheres Confirm this blithe conjunction of two starsAnd sanction joy with thy celestial voice. Here drag not in the peril of our thoughts,Let not our words create the doom they fear. Here is no cause for dread, no chance for griefTo raise her ominous head and stare at love. A single spirit in a multitude,Happy is Satyavan mid earthly men Whom Savitri has chosen for her mate,And fortunate the forest hermitage Where leaving her palace and riches and a throneMy Savitri will dwell and bring in heaven. Then let thy blessing put the immortals' sealOn these bright lives' unstained felicity Pushing the ominous Shadow from their days.Too heavy falls a Shadow on man's heart; It dares not be too happy upon earth.It dreads the blow dogging too vivid joys, A lash unseen in Fate's extended hand,The danger lurking in fortune's proud extremes, An irony in life's indulgent smile,And trembles at the laughter of the gods. Or if crouches unseen a panther doom,If wings of Evil brood above that house, Then also speak, that we may turn asideAnd rescue our lives from hazard of wayside doom And chance entanglement of an alien fate."And Narad slowly answered to the queen: "What help is in prevision to the driven?Safe doors cry opening near, the doomed pass on. A future knowledge is an added pain,A torturing burden and a fruitless light
Page – 426 On the enormous scene that Fate has built. The eternal poet, universal Mind, Has paged each line of his imperial act;Invisible the giant actors tread And man lives like some secret player's mask.He knows not even what his lips shall speak. For a mysterious Power compels his stepsAnd life is stronger than his trembling soul. None can refuse what the stark Force demands:Her eyes are fixed upon her mighty aim; No cry or prayer can turn her from her path.She has leaped an arrow from the bow of God." His words were theirs who live unforced to grieveAnd help by calm the swaying wheels of life And the long restlessness of transient thingsAnd the trouble and passion of the unquiet world. As though her own bosom were pierced the mother sawThe ancient human sentence strike her child, Her sweetness that deserved another fateOnly a larger measure given of tears. Aspiring to the nature of the gods,A mind proof-armoured mailed in mighty thoughts, A will entire couchant behind wisdom's shield,Though to still heavens of knowledge she had risen, Though calm and wise and Aswapati's queen,Human was she still and opened her doors to grief; The stony-eyed injustice she accusedOf the marble godhead of inflexible Law, Nor sought the strength extreme adversity bringsTo lives that stand erect and front the World-Power: Her heart appealed against the impartial judge,Taxed with perversity the impersonal One. Her tranquil spirit she called not to her aid,But as a common man beneath his load Grows faint and breathes his pain in ignorant words,So now she arraigned the world's impassive will:
Page – 427 "What stealthy doom has crept across her path Emerging from the dark forest's sullen heart, What evil thing stood smiling by the wayAnd wore the beauty of the Shalwa boy? Perhaps he came an enemy from her pastArmed with a hidden force of ancient wrongs, Himself unknowing, and seized her unknown.Here dreadfully entangled love and hate Meet us blind wanderers mid the perils of Time.Our days are links of a disastrous chain, Necessity avenges casual steps;Old cruelties come back unrecognised, The gods make use of our forgotten deeds.Yet all in vain the bitter law was made. Our own minds are the justicers of doom.For nothing have we learned, but still repeat Our stark misuse of self and others' souls.There are dire alchemies of the human heart And fallen from his ethereal elementLove darkens to the spirit of nether gods. The dreadful angel, angry with his joysWoundingly sweet he cannot yet forego, Is pitiless to the soul his gaze disarmed,He visits with his own pangs his quivering prey Forcing us to cling enamoured to his gripAs if in love with our own agony. This is one poignant misery in the world,And grief has other lassoes for our life. Our sympathies become our torturers.Strength have I my own punishment to bear, Knowing it just, but on this earth perplexed,Smitten in the sorrow of scourged and helpless things, Often it faints to meet other suffering eyes.We are not as the gods who know not grief And look impassive on a suffering world,Calm they gaze down on the little human scene
Page – 428 And the short-lived passion crossing mortal hearts. An ancient tale of woe can move us still, We keep the ache of breasts that breathe no more,We are shaken by the sight of human pain, And share the miseries that others feel.Ours not the passionless lids that cannot age. Too hard for us is heaven's indifference:Our own tragedies are not enough for us, All pathos and all sufferings we make ours;We have sorrow for a greatness passed away And feel the touch of tears in mortal things.Even a stranger's anguish rends my heart, And this, O Narad, is my well-loved child.Hide not from us our doom, if doom is ours. This is the worst, an unknown face of Fate,A terror ominous, mute, felt more than seen Behind our seat by day, our couch by night,A Fate lurking in the shadow of our hearts, The anguish of the unseen that waits to strike.To know is best, however hard to bear." Then cried the sage piercing the mother's heart,Forcing to steel the will of Savitri, His words set free the spring of cosmic Fate.The great Gods use the pain of human hearts As a sharp axe to hew their cosmic road:They squander lavishly men's blood and tears For a moment's purpose in their fateful work.This cosmic Nature's balance is not ours Nor the mystic measure of her need and use.A single word lets loose vast agencies; A casual act determines the world's fate.So now he set free destiny in that hour. "The truth thou hast claimed; I give to thee the truth.A marvel of the meeting earth and heavens Is he whom Savitri has chosen mid men,His figure is the front of Nature's march,
Page – 429 His single being excels the works of Time. A sapphire cutting from the sleep of heaven, Delightful is the soul of Satyavan,A ray out of the rapturous Infinite, A silence waking to a hymn of joy.A divinity and kingliness gird his brow; His eyes keep a memory from a world of bliss.As brilliant as a lonely moon in heaven, Gentle like the sweet bud that spring desires,Pure like a stream that kisses silent banks, He takes with bright surprise spirit and sense.A living knot of golden Paradise, A blue Immense he leans to the longing world,Time's joy borrowed out of eternity, A star of splendour or a rose of bliss.In him soul and Nature, equal Presences, Balance and fuse in a wide harmony.The Happy in their bright ether have not hearts More sweet and true than this of mortal makeThat takes all joy as the world's native gift And to all gives joy as the world's natural right.His speech carries a light of inner truth, And a large-eyed communion with the PowerIn common things has made veilless his mind, A seer in earth-shapes of garbless deity.A tranquil breadth of sky windless and still Watching the world like a mind of unplumbed thought,A silent space musing and luminous Uncovered by the morning to delight,A green tangle of trees upon a happy hill Made into a murmuring nest by southern winds,These are his images and parallels, His kin in beauty and in depth his peers.A will to climb lifts a delight to live, Heaven's height companion of earth-beauty's charm,An aspiration to the immortals' air
Page – 430 Lain on the lap of mortal ecstasy. His sweetness and his joy attract all hearts To live with his own in a glad tenancy,His strength is like a tower built to reach heaven, A godhead quarried from the stones of life.O loss, if death into its elements Of which his gracious envelope was built,Shatter this vase before it breathes its sweets, As if earth could not keep too long from heavenA treasure thus unique loaned by the gods, A being so rare, of so divine a make!In one brief year when this bright hour flies back And perches careless on a branch of Time,This sovereign glory ends heaven lent to earth, This splendour vanishes from the mortal's sky:Heaven's greatness came, but was too great to stay. Twelve swift-winged months are given to him and her;This day returning Satyavan must die." A lightning bright and nude the sentence fell.But the queen cried: "Vain then can be heaven's grace! Heaven mocks us with the brilliance of its gifts,For Death is a cupbearer of the wine Of too brief joy held up to mortal lipsFor a passionate moment by the careless gods. But I reject the grace and the mockery.Mounting thy car go forth, O Savitri, And travel once more through the peopled lands.Alas, in the green gladness of the woods Thy heart has stooped to a misleading call.Choose once again and leave this fated head, Death is the gardener of this wonder-tree;Love's sweetness sleeps in his pale marble hand. Advancing in a honeyed line but closed,A little joy would buy too bitter an end. Plead not thy choice, for death has made it vain.Thy youth and radiance were not born to lie
Page – 431 A casket void dropped on a careless soil; A choice less rare may call a happier fate." But Savitri answered from her violent heart, --Her voice was calm, her face was fixed like steel: "Once my heart chose and chooses not again.The word I have spoken can never be erased, It is written in the record book of God.The truth once uttered, from the earth's air effaced, By mind forgotten, sounds immortallyFor ever in the memory of Time. Once the dice fall thrown by the hand of FateIn an eternal moment of the gods. My heart has sealed its troth to Satyavan:Its signature adverse Fate cannot efface, Its seal not Fate nor Death nor Time dissolve.Those who shall part who have grown one being within? Death's grip can break our bodies, not our souls;If death take him, I too know how to die. Let Fate do with me what she will or can;I am stronger than death and greater than my fate; My love shall outlast the world, doom falls from meHelpless against my immortality. Fate's law may change, but not my spirit's will."An adamant will, she cast her speech like bronze. But in the queen's mind listening her wordsRang like the voice of a self-chosen Doom Denying every issue of escape.To her own despair answer the mother made; As one she cried who in her heavy heartLabours amid the sobbing of her hopes To wake a note of help from sadder strings:"O child, in the magnificence of thy soul Dwelling on the border of a greater worldAnd dazzled by thy superhuman thoughts, Thou lendst eternity to a mortal hope.Here on this mutable and ignorant earth
Page – 432 Who is the lover and who is the friend? All passes here, nothing remains the same. None is for any on this transient globe.He whom thou lovest now, a stranger came And into a far strangeness shall depart:His moment's part once done upon life's stage Which for a time was given him from within,To other scenes he moves and other players And laughs and weeps mid faces new, unknown.The body thou hast loved is cast away Amidst the brute unchanging stuff of worldsTo indifferent mighty Nature and becomes Crude matter for the joy of others' lives.But for our souls, upon the wheel of God For ever turning, they arrive and go,Married and sundered in the magic round Of the great Dancer of the boundless dance.Our emotions are but high and dying notes Of his wild music changed compellinglyBy the passionate movements of a seeking Heart In the inconstant links of hour with hour.To call down heaven's distant answering song, To cry to an unseized bliss is all we dare;Once seized, we lose the heavenly music's sense; Too near, the rhythmic cry has fled or failed;All sweetnesses are baffling symbols here. Love dies before the lover in our breast:Our joys are perfumes in a brittle vase. O then what wreck is this upon Time's seaTo spread life's sails to the hurricane desire And call for pilot the unseeing heart!O child, wilt thou proclaim, wilt thou then follow Against the Law that is the eternal willThe autarchy of the rash Titan's mood To whom his own fierce will is the one lawIn a world where Truth is not, nor Light nor God?
Page – 433 Only the gods can speak what now thou speakst. Thou who art human, think not like a god. For man, below the god, above the brute,Is given the calm reason as his guide; He is not driven by an unthinking willAs are the actions of the bird and beast; He is not moved by stark NecessityLike the senseless motion of inconscient things. The giant's and the Titan's furious marchClimbs to usurp the kingdom of the gods Or skirts the demon magnitudes of Hell;In the unreflecting passion of their hearts They dash their lives against the eternal LawAnd fall and break by their own violent mass: The middle path is made for thinking man.To choose his steps by reason's vigilant light, To choose his path among the many pathsIs given him, for each his difficult goal Hewn out of infinite possibility.Leave not thy goal to follow a beautiful face. Only when thou hast climbed above thy mindAnd liv'st in the calm vastness of the One Can love be eternal in the eternal BlissAnd love divine replace the human tie. There is a shrouded law, an austere force:It bids thee strengthen thy undying spirit; It offers its severe benignanciesOf work and thought and measured grave delight As steps to climb to God's far secret heights.Then is our life a tranquil pilgrimage, Each year a mile upon the heavenly Way,Each dawn opens into a larger Light. Thy acts are thy helpers, all events are signs,Waking and sleep are opportunities Given to thee by an immortal Power.So canst thou raise thy pure unvanquished spirit,
Page – 434 Till spread to heaven in a wide vesper calm, Indifferent and gentle as the sky,It greatens slowly into timeless peace." But Savitri replied with steadfast eyes:"My will is part of the eternal Will, My fate is what my spirit's strength can make,My fate is what my spirit's strength can bear; My strength is not the Titan's; it is God's.I have discovered my glad reality Beyond my body in another's being:I have found the deep unchanging soul of love. Then how shall I desire a lonely good,Or slay, aspiring to white vacant peace, The endless hope that made my soul spring forthOut of its infinite solitude and sleep? My spirit has glimpsed the glory for which it came,The beating of one vast heart in the flame of things, My eternity clasped by his eternityAnd, tireless of the sweet abysms of Time, Deep possibility always to love.This, this is first, last joy and to its throb The riches of a thousand fortunate yearsAre poverty. Nothing to me are death and grief Or ordinary lives and happy days.And what to me are common souls of men Or eyes and lips that are not Satyavan's?I have no need to draw back from his arms And the discovered paradise of his loveAnd journey into a still infinity. Only now for my soul in SatyavanI treasure the rich occasion of my birth: In sunlight and a dream of emerald waysI shall walk with him like gods in Paradise. If for a year, that year is all my life.And yet I know this is not all my fate Only to live and love awhile and die.
Page – 435 For I know now why my spirit came on earth And who I am and who he is I love. I have looked at him from my immortal Self,I have seen God smile at me in Satyavan; I have seen the Eternal in a human face."Then none could answer to her words. Silent They sat and looked into the eyes of Fate.
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