COLLECTED POEMS
SRI AUROBINDO
CONTENTS
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CANTO I
Pururavus from Titan conflict ceased Turned worldwards, through illimitable space Had travelled like a star ’twixt earth and heaven Slowly and brightly. Late our mortal air He breathed; for downward now the hooves divine Trampling out fire with sound before them went, And the great earth rushed up towards him, green. With the first line of dawn he touched the peaks, Nor paused upon those savage heights, but reached Inferior summits subject to the rain, And rested. Looking northwards thence he saw The giant snows upclimbing to the sky, And felt the mighty silence. In his ear The noise of a retreating battle was, Wide crash of wheels and hard impetuous blare Of trumpets and the sullen march of hosts. Therefore with joy he drank into his soul The virgin silence inaccessible Of mountains and divined his mother’s breasts. But as he listened to the hush, a thought Came to him from the spring and he turned round And gazed into the quiet maiden East, Watching that birth of day, as if a line Of some great poem out of dimness grew, Slowly unfolding into perfect speech. The grey lucidity and pearliness Bloomed more and more, and over earth chaste again The freshness of the primal dawn returned, Life coming with a virginal sharp strength, Renewed as from the streams of Paradise. Nearer It drew now to him and he saw Out of the widening glory move a face Of dawn, a body fresh from mystery, Enveloped with a prophecy of light More rich than perfect splendours. It was she, The golden virgin, Usha mother of life, Page-189 Yet
virgin. In a silence sweet she came, Her bosom full of flowers, the morning wind Stirring
her hair and all about her gold. Delicious,
girls of heaven whose beauties ease From
youth of the immortal Ocean born, Laughing they ran among the clouds, their hair And
raiment all a tempest in the breeze. Menaca,
Misracayshie, Mullica, Lolita,
Lavonya and Tilottama, - Great
Ocean lifts in far expectancy With odours and with dreams. Then for a space Voiceless the great king stood and, troubled, watched That
lovely advent, laughter and delight Heard by the solitude. "0 thou strong god, Page-190 Who art thou graspest me with hands of fire, Making my soul all colour? Surely I thought The hills would move and the eternal stars Deviate from their rounds immutable, Never Pururavus yet lo! I fall. My soul whirls alien and I hear amazed The galloping of uncontrollable steeds. Men said of me: ‘The King Pururavus Grows more than man; he lifts to azure heaven In vast equality his spirit sublime’, Why sink I now towards attractive earth? And thou, who art thou, mystery! golden wonder! Moving enchantress! Wast thou not a part Of soft auspicious evenings I have loved? Have I not seen thy beauty on the clouds? In moonlight and in starlight and in fire? Some flower whose brightness was a trouble? a face. Whose memory like a picture lived with me? A thought I had, but lost? O was thy voice A vernal repetition in some grove, Telling of 1i1ies clustered o’er with bees And quiet waters open to the moon? Surely in some past life I loved thy name, And syllable by syllable now strive Its sweetness to recall. It seems the grace Of visible things, of hushed and lonely snows And burning great inexorable noons, And towns and valleys and the mountain winds. All beauty of earthliness is in thee, all Luxurious experience of the soul. O comest thou because I left thy charm Aiming at purity, oh comest thou, Goddess, to avenge thyself with beauty? Come! Unveil
thyself from light! limit thyself, For surely in my heart I know thou bearest A name that naturally weds with mine, And I perceive our union magically I Inevitable as a perfect verse Of Veda. Set thy feet upon my heart, Page-191 O Goddess! woman, to my bosom move! I am Pururavus, O Urvasie.” As when a man to the grey face of dawn Awaking from an unremembered dream, Repines at life awhile and buffets back The wave of old familiar thoughts, and hating His usual happiness and usual cares Strives to recall a dream's felicity; - Long strives in vain and rolls his painful thought Through many alien ways, when sudden comes A flash, another, and the vision burns Like lightning in the brain, so leaped that name Into the musing of the troubled king. Joyous he cried aloud and lashe4 his steeds: They, rearing, leaped from Himalaya high And trampled with their hooves the southern wind. But now a cry broke from the lovely crowd Of fear and tremulous astonishment; And they huddled together like doves dismayed Who see the inevitable talons near And rush of cruel wings. ’Twas not from him, For him they saw not yet, but from the north A fear was on them, and Pururavus Heard a low roar as of a distant cloud. He turned half-wrathful. In the far north-west Heaven stood thick, concentrated in gloom, Darkness in darkness hidden; for the cloud Rose firmament on sullen firmament, As if all brightness to entomb. Across Great thundrous whispers rolled, and lightning quivered From edge to edge, a savage pallor. Down The south wind dropped appalled. Then for a while Stood pregnant with the thunderbolt and wearing Rain like a colour, the monumental cloud Sublime and voiceless. Long the heart was stilled And the ear waited listening. Suddenly From motionless battalions as outride A speed disperse of horsemen, from that mass Of livid menace went a frail light cloud Rushing through heaven, and behind it streamed Page-192 The downpour all in wet and greenish lines. Swift rushed the splendid anarchy admired, And reached, and broke, and with a roar of rain And tumult on the wings of wind and clasp Of the o’erwhelmed horizons and with bursts Of thunder breaking all the body with sound And lightning ’twixt the eyes intolerable, Like heaven’s vast eagle all that blackness swept Down over the inferior snowless heights O And swallowed up the dawn. Pururavus Lost in the streaming tumult, stood amazed: But as he watched, he was aware of locks Flying and a wild face and terrible And fierce familiar eyes. Again he looked And knew him in a hundred battles crossed, The giant Cayshie. It seemed but yesterday That over the waves of fight their angry eyes Had met. He in the dim disguise of rain, All swift with storm, came passionate and huge, Filling the regions with himself. Immense He stooped upon the brides of heaven. They Like flowers in a gust scattered and blown Fled every way; but he upon that beauty Magical sprang and seized and lifted up, As the storm lifts a lily, and arrow-like Up towards the snow-bound heights in rising cloud Rushed with the goddess to the trembling East. But with more formidable speed and fast Storming through heaven King Pururavus Hurled after him. The giant turned and knew The sound of those victorious wheels and light In a man’s face more dangerous to evil Than all the shining Gods. He stood, he raised One dreadful arm that stretched across the heavens, And shook his baffling lance on high. But vast, But magnified by speed came threatening on With echoing hooves and battle in its wheels The chariot of the King Pururavus Bearing a formidable charioteer, Pururavus. The fiend paused, he rolled his eyes Page-193 Full of defiance, passion and despair Upon the swooning goddess in his arms And that avenger. Violence and fear Poised him a moment on a wave of fate This way to death cadent, that way to shame. Then groaning in his great tumultuous breast He dropped upon the snow heaven’s ravished flower And fled, a blackness in the East. New sky Replenished from the sullen cloud dawned out; The great pure azure rose in sunlight wide. Nor King Pururavus pursued but checked His rushing chariot on the quiet snow And sprang towards her and knelt down and trembled. Perfect she lay amid her tresses wide, Like a mishandled lily luminous, As she had fallen. From the lucid robe One shoulder gleamed and golden breast left bare, Divinely lifting, one gold arm was flung. A warm rich splendour exquisitely outlined Against the dazzling whiteness, and her face Was as a fallen moon among the snows. And King Pururavus, beholding glowed Through all his limbs and maddened with a love He feared and cherished. Overawed and hushed, Hardly even breathing, long he knelt, a greatness Made stone with sudden dread and passion. Love With fiery attempt plucked him all down to her, But fear forbade his lips the perfect curls. At length he raised her still unkissed and laid In his bright chariot, next himself ascended And resting on one arm with fearful joy Her drooping head, with the other ruled the car; - With one arm ruled, but his eyes were for her Studying her fallen lids and to heart-beats Guessing the sweetness of the soul concealed. And soon she moved. Those wonderful wide orbs Dawned into his, quietly, as if in muse. A lovely slow surprise crept into them Afterwards; last, something far lovelier, Which was herself, and was delight, and love. Page-194 As when a child falls asleep unawares At a closed window on a stormy day, Looking into the weary rain, and long Sleeps, and wakes quietly into a life Of ancient moonlight, first the thoughtfulness Of that felicitous world to which the soul Is visitor in sleep, keeps her sublime Discurtained eyes; human dismay comes next, Slowly; last, sudden, they brighten and grow wide With recognition of an altered world, Delighted: so woke Urvasie to love.
But, hardly now that luminous inner dawn Bridged joy between their eyes, laughter broke in And the returning world; for Menaca, Standing a lily in the snows, laughed back Those irresistible wheels and spoke like song; - She tremulous and glad from bygone fear; But all those flower-like came, increasing light, Their bosoms quick and panting, bright, like waves That under sunshine lift remembering storm. And before all Menaca tremulously Smiling: “Whither, O King Pururavus Bear’st thou thy victory? Wilt thou set her A golden triumph in thy balls? But she Is other than thy marble caryatids And austere doors, purity colourless. Read not too much thy glory in her eyes. Will not that hueless inner stream yet serve Where thou wast wont to knew thy perfect deeds? But give her back, give us our sister back, And in return take all thyself with thee.” So with flushed cheeks and smiling Menaca. And great Pururavus set down the nymph In her bright sister’s arms and stood awhile Stormily calm in vast incertitude, Quivering. Then divine Tilottama: “O King, O mortal mightier than the Gods! For Gods change not their strength, but are of old And as of old, and man, though less than these, Page-195 May yet proceed to greater, self-evolved. Man, by experience of passion purged, His myriad faculty perfecting, widens His nature as it rises till it grows With God conterminous. For one who tames His hot tremulousness of soul Unblest And feels around him like an atmosphere A quiet perfectness of joy and peace, He, like the sunflower sole of all the year, Images the divine to which he tends: So thou, sole among men. And thou today I Hast a high deed perfected, saved from death The great Gods of the solar world the first, And saved with them the stars; but her today Without whom all that world would grow to shade Or grow to fire, but each way cease to live. And thou shalt gather strange rewards, O King, Hurting thyself with good, and lose thy life To have the life of all the solar world, Draw infinite gain out .of more infinite loss, And, for the lowest, endless fame. Today Retire nor pluck the slowly-ripening fates; Since who anticipates the patient Gods, Finds his crown ashes and his empire grief. So choose blind Titans in their violent souls Unseeing, forfeiting the beautiful world For momentary splendours.” She was silent, And he replied no word, but gathering His reins swept from the golden group. His car Through those mute Himalayan doors, of earth And all that silent life before our life Solitary and great and merciless, Went groaning down the wind: He, the sole living, Over the dead deep-plunging precipices Passed bright and small in a wide dazzling world Illimitable, where eye flags and ear Listening feels inhuman loneliness. He tended towards Gungotri’s solemn peaks And savage glaciers and the caverns pure Whence Ganges leaps, our mother, virgin-cold. Page-196 But ere he plunged into the human vales And kindlier grandeurs, King Pururavus, Looked back upon a gust of his great heart, And saw her. On a separate peak, divine, In blowing raiment and a glory of hair She stood and watched him go with serious eyes And a soft wonder in them and a light. One hand was in her streaming folds, one shaded Her eyes as if the vision that she saw Were brighter even than deathless eyes endure. Over her shoulder pressed a laughing crowd Of luminous faces. And Pururavus Staggered as smitten, and shaking wide his reins Rushed like a star into the infinite air; So curving downwards on precipitate wheels, His spirit all a storm, came with the wind Far-sounding into Ila’s peaceful town. Page-197 But from the dawn and mountains Urvasie Went marvelling and glad, not as of old A careless beam; for an august constraint, Unfelt before, ruled her extravagant grace And wayward beauty; and familiar things, Grew strange to her, and to her eyes came mists Of mortal vision. Love was with her there, But not of Paradise nor that great guest Perpetual who makes his golden couch? Between the Opsara’s ever-heaving breasts. For this was rapturous, troubled, self-absorbed, A gracious human presence which she loved, And wondered at, and hid deep in her heart. And whether in the immortal’s dance she moved, A billow, or her fingers like sunbeams Brightened the harps of heaven, or going out With the white dawn to bathe in Swerga’s streams, Or in the woods of Eden wandering; Or happy sitting under peaceful boughs In a great golden evening, all she did, Celestial occupations, all she thought And all she was, though still the same, had changed. There
was a happy trouble in her ways With a burden; and all her daily acts Were as a statue imitating life, Not single-hearted like the sovran Gods. Now as the days of heaven went by in quiet And there was peaceful summer ’mid the Gods, In Swerga song increased and dances swayed In multitudinous beauty, jasmine-crowned; And often in high Indra’s hall the spirits Immortal met to watch the shows divine Of action and celestial theatre. For not of earth alone are delicate arts And noble imitations, but in heaven Have their rich prototypes. So on that day Before a divine audience there was staged Page-198 The Choice of Luxmie. Urvasie enacted, The goddess, Ocean’s child, and Menaca. Was varunie, and other girls of heaven Assembled the august desiring Gods. Full strangely sweet those delicate mimics were; Moonbeam faces imitated the strength And silence of great spirits battle-worn, And little hands the awful muniments Of empire grasped and powers that shake the world. Then with a golden wave of arm sublime Menaca towards the warlike consistory, Under half-drooping lashes indicating Where calm eternal Vishnu like a cloud, Sat discus-armed, said to her sister bright: “Daughter of Ocean, sister, for whom heaven Is passionate, thou hast reviewed the powers Eternal and their dreadful beauty scanned, And heard their blissful names. Say, unafraid Before these listening faces, whom thou lovest Above all Gods and more than earth and more Than joy of Swerga’s streams?” And Urvasie, Musing with wide unseeing eyes replied In a far voice: “The King Pururavus.” Then, as a wind among the leaves, there swept A gust of laughter through the assembled Gods, A happy summer sound. But not in mirth Bharuth, the mighty dramatist of heaven, Passionate to see his smooth work marred and spell Broken of scenic fancies finely-touched: “Since thou hast brought the breath of mortal air Into the pure solemnities of heaven, And since thou givest up to other ends Than the one need for which God made thee form, Thy being and hast here transferred from earth Human failure from the divided soul, Marring my great creation, Urvasie, I curse thee to possess thy heart’s desire. Exiled from Swerga’s streams and golden groves Thou, by terrestrial Ganges or on sad Majestic mountains or in troubled towns, Page-199 Enjoy thy love, but hope not here to breathe Felicity in regions built for peace Of who, erect in their own nature, keep Living by fated toils the glorious world.” He ceased and there was silence of the Gods. Then Indra answered, smiling, though ill-pleased: “Bharuth, not well nor by the fates allowed To exile without limit from the skies Who of the skies is part. Her wilt thou banish From the felicity of grove and stream, Making our Eden empty of her smiles? But what felicity in stream or grove And she not secret there? And hast thou taxed Her passion, yet in passion would’st deface The beautiful world because thy work is vain?” Bharuth replied, the high poet severe: “Irrevocable is the doom pronounced Once by my lips. Fates too are born of song. But if of limit thou speakest and the term By nature fixed to the divorce of her From the felicity in which she moves, Nature that fixed the limit, still effects Inevitably its fated ends. For Fate, The dim great presence, is but nature made Irrevocable in its fruits. Let her To the pure banks of sacred Ganges wend. There she may keep her: exile, from of old Intended for perfection of the earth Through her sweet change. Heaven too shall flash and grow Fairer with her returning feet though changed, - Though changed, yet lovelier from beneficence. For she will come soft with maternal cheeks And flushed from nuptial arms and human-blest With touches of the warm delightful earth.” He said and Urvasie from the dumb place And thoughtful presence of the Gods departed Into the breezy noon of Swerga. Under Green well-known boughs laden with nameless fruit And over blissful swards and perfect flowers And through the wandering alleys she arrived Page-200 To heavenly Ganges where it streams o’er stones; There from the banks of summer downward stepped, One little golden hand gathering her dress Above her naked knees, and, lovely, passed Through the divine pellucid river on To Swerga’s portals, pausing on the slope Which goes toward the world. There she looked down With yearning eyes far into endless space. Behind her stood the green felicitous peaks And trembling tops of woods and pulse of blue With those calm cloudless summits quivering. All heaven was behind her, but she sent No look to those eternal seats of joy. She down the sunbeams gazed where mountains rose In snow, the bleak and mighty hills of earth, And virgin forests vast, great infant streams And cities young in the heroic dawn Of history and insurgent human art Titanic on the old stupendous hills. Towards these she gazed down under eyelids glad. And to her gazing came Tilottama, Bright out of heaven, and clasped her quiet hand And murmured softly, “Sister, let us go.” Then they went down into the waiting world, The golden women, and through gorges mute Past Budricayshwur in the silent snow Came silent to Pururavus Urvasie.
For not in Ilian streets Pururavus Sojourned, nor in the happy throng of men, But with the infinite and the lonely hills. For he grew weary of walls and luminous carved Imperial pillars bearing up huge weight Of architectural stone, and the long street, And thoughtful temple wide, and sharp cymbals Protecting the august pure place with sound; The battled tramp of men, sessions of kings, The lightning from sharp weapons, jubilant crash Of chariots, and the Veda’s mighty chant; The bright booths of the merchants, the loud looms Page-201 And the smith’s hammer clanging music out, And stalwart men driving the patient plow Indomitable in fierce breath of noon. Of these he now grew weary and the blaze Of kingship, its immense and iron toils, With one hand shielding in the people’s ease, With one hand smiting back the tireless foe, And difficulty of equal justice cold, And kind beneficent works harmonious kept With terrible control; the father’s face, The man’s heart, the steeled intellect of power Insolubly one; and after sleepless nights Labouring greatly for a great reward, Frequent failure and vigorous success, And sweet reward of voices filial grown. These that were once his life, he loved no more. They held not his desire nor were alive, But pale magnificent ghosts out of the past With sad obsession closing him from warm Life and the future in far sunlight gold. For in his heart and in his musing eyes There was a light on the cold snows, a blush Upon the virgin quiet of the East. And storm and slowly-lifting lids. Therefore He left the city Ilian and plains Whence with a mighty motion eastward flows Ganges, heroical and young, a swift Mother of strenuous nations, nor yet reaches Her musing age in ardent deep Bengal. He journeyed to the cold north and the hills Austere, past Budricayshwur ever north, Till, in the sixth month of his pilgrimage Uneasy, to a silent place he came Within a heaped enormous region piled With prone far-drifting hills, huge peaks o’erwhelmed Under the vast illimitable snows, - Snow on ravine, and snow on cliff, and snow Sweeping in strenuous outlines to heaven, With distant gleaming vales and turbulent rocks, Page-202 Giant precipices black-hewn and bold Daring the universal whiteness; last, A mystic gorge into some secret world. He in that region waste and wonderful Sojourned, and morning-star and evening-star Shone over him and faded, and immense Darkness wrapped the hushed mountain solitudes And moonlight’s brilliant muse and the cold stars And day upon the summits brightening.
But ere day grew the hero nympholept Climbed the immortal summits towards the dawn And came with falling evening down and lay Watching the marvellous sky, but called not sleep That beat her gentle wings over his eyes, Nor food he needed who was grown a god. And in the seventh month of his waiting long Summit or cliff he climbed no more, but added To the surrounding hush sat motionless, Gazing towards the dim unfathomed gorge. Six days he sat and on the seventh they came Through the dumb gorge, a breath of heaven, a stir, Then Eden’s girls stepping with moonbeam feet Over the barren rocks and dazzling snows, That grew less dazzling, their tresses half unbound And delicate raiment girdled enchantingly. Silent the perfect presences of heaven Came towards him and stood a little away, Like flowers waiting for a sunbeam. He Stirred not, but without voice, in vision merged, Sat, as one sleeping momently expects The end of a dear dream he sees, and knows It is a dream, and quietly resigned Waits for the fragile bliss to break or fade. Then nearer drew divine Tilottama And stood before his silence statuesque, Holding her sister’s hand; for she hung back, Not as an earthly maiden, cheeks suffused, Lids drooping, but as men from patience called Before supreme felicity hang back, Page-203 A little awed, a little doubtful, fearing To enter radiant Paradise, so bright It seems; thus she and quailed before her bliss. But her sister, extending one bright arm:
"Pururavus,
thou hast conquered and I bring Or when a great thought flashes through his brain,
A
poet starts up and almost cries aloud
Unlimited
in being, Ocean-like.
And
visit them with bliss; so are they moved Heart-breaking toil once in bare seasons dawn Our golden breasts between their hands or rush
Our
passionate presence on them like a wave.
And
know with winds and flowers liberty. O thou who wast so white, wilt thou not keep
Thy
pure and lonely eminence and move And bearing many boats and white with oars, From all that life quite separate, only lives Towards Qcean, so thou doest human work, Page-204
Making
a mighty nation, doing high
"One
I thought spoke far-off of purity
The
Spring a golden child and shaken fields.
And
love the perfect coilings of the snake,
And
what shall God profit me or his glory, He woke with his own voice. His words that first Dreamed like a languid wave, sudden were foam;
And
he beheld her standing and his look And she received him in her eyes as earth
Receives
the rain. Then bright Tilottama
On
guard, all overshadowed by a fear.
In
solitary vastnesses of hills Thou.shalt enjoy her; and for one year where Page 205
The
busy tramp of men goes ceaseless by,
Youth
and the beauty and the warmth of earth Clinging and shuddering. All her wonderful hair Loosened and the wind seized and bore it streaming
Over
the shoulder of Pururavus
Panting,
with inarticulate murmurs lay,
Tumultuous
up against his beating heart, Page-206
Mastering
hers, cried tremulous: "O beloved,
And
Urvasie, all broken on his bosom, From her imprisoned breasts, "My lord, my love!" Page-207
So
was a goddess won to mortal arms;
In
solitary vastnesses of hills
And
tenebrous ravine and on wide snows
O'er-murmured
by the streaming waterfalls, Twelve months in the green forests populous,
Life
in sunlight and by delightful streams
And
solitary rivers white with birds,
Gorgeous
with peacocks or illumining
All
these were Eden round the glorious pair.
A
child was born from golden Urvasie. Woke to the child's sweet face and strange tumult
Of
new delight and felt the little hands
"How
long shall we in woods, Pururavus, What pleasure is in soulless woods and waves?
But
I would go into the homes of men,
Faces
tending to hall and mart, and talk Of little children, feel smooth floors of stone
Under
my feet and the restraint of walls, Page-208 Earth's water cool from jars, and know all joy
And
labour of that blithe and busy world."
Consented.
So to sacred Ganges they
His
virgin-mother from her temple pure Merchants of many gains and craftsmen fine
Oblivious
of their daily toils; the carver
High
lords of sacrifice and aged chiefs Welcomed their king, and a soft shower of blooms
Fell
on him as from warlike fields returned.
Daughters
of warriors, to great houses wed,
Enamoured
of her smiling mouth, and praised Labouring in vain to bend great bows, waving
Far-glancing
steel, and up the bridal streets Page 209
After
the old heroic fashion led.
They
lifted, and upon an earthly floor, Her heavenly vesture; next they brought and flung
About
her sweet insufferable grace Mortal, who could with those auguster joys
Mingle
our little happy human pains,
Human
with earth dwelt golden Urvasie,
Around
the soul, loved and made roseate. And fancy their immense conceptions toned;
Numberless
heroes emulously drove forth
Brilliant,
and sages in their souls saw God. But in their fortunate heavens the high Gods Page 210
Dwelt
infelicitous, losing the old Page-211 Hast
thou not brought delightful Urvasie? Page 212
But
the night darkened over the vague town, Page 213
Thunder
crashed through the heavens jubilant. Page 214
Or
triumphed in great games armipotent. Page 215
Men
looked on him as on the silent dead. Page 216
With
wide Titanic arches imminent,
With
destiny like an uncertain dawn
From
Paradise the sempiternal fire
Done
in a few great years of earthly life,
But
now I go to claim back from the Gods
He
spoke and all the nation listened, dumb. Page 217
Established.
But Pururavus went forth,
With
the last cloud of sunset up the fields
And
from the temple of Ila virginal,
Rising
towards heaven in disastrous fire, Page 218 CANTO IV
Through darkness and immense dim night he went
Mid
phantom outlines of approaching trees, And marvellous shining meadows where he lived
With
Uravasie his love in seasons old.
And
could distinguish all the sounding rivers Inarmed and murmuring, here half-lustrous groves
Still
voiceful with a sacred sound at noon,
Familiar
spot so full of her would speak, Were sweet and grave. And, O delicious shade,
Thou
hast experienced brightness from her feet,
Smiling
up to me, and the flowers rained
Breathing
and wet and fresh as if a flower
Sawest
her face maternal o'er her child."
Expecting
her. But all was silent; only Page 219 Thus wandering, thus in every mindful place Renewing old forgotten scenes that rose, Gleam after gleam, upon his mind, as stars Return at night; thus drawing from his heart Where they lay covered, old sweet incidents To live before his eyes; thus calling back Uncertain moods, brief moments of her face, And transient postures strangely beautiful, Pleasures, and little happy mists of tears Heart-freeing, he, materializing dreams,
Upon
her very body almost seized. Between him and that passionate success. Therefore he murmured at last unsatisfied: "She is not here; though every mystic glade And sunbright pasture breathe alone of her And quiver as with her presence, I find not Her very limbs, her very face; yet dreamed
That
here infallibly I should restrain And in her body lived the summer and spring And seed and blossoming, ripening and fall,
Hiding
of Beauty in the wood and glen, And all the beautiful amorous ways of earth She was; but they now seem only her dress Left by her. Therefore, O ye seaward rivers,
O
forests, since ye have deceived my hope,
The
portals of the old Saivaalic hills With shocks of a great passion touching earth; Page-220
But
plunged
o'er
difficult gorge and prone ravine Driven by immense desire, until he came To dreadful silence of the peaks and trod Regions as vast and lonely as his love. Then with a confident sublime appeal He to the listening summits stretched his hands: O desolate strong Himalaya, great Thy peaks alone with heaven and dreadful hush In which the Soul of all the world is felt Meditating creation! Thou, O mountain, My bridal chamber wast. On thee we lay With summits towards the moon or with near stars Watching us in some wild inhuman vale, Thy silence over us like a coverlid Or a far avalanche for bridal song. Lo, she is fled into your silences! I come to you, O mountains, with a heart Desolate like you, like you snow-swept, and stretch owards your solemn summits kindred hands. Give back to me, O mountains, give her back." He ceased and Himalaya bent towards him, white. The mountains seemed to recognize a soul Immense as they, reaching as they to heaven And capable of infinite solitude. Long he, in meditation deep immersed, Strove to dissolve his soul among the hills Into the thought of Urvsiie. The snow Stole down from heaven and touched his cheek and hair, The storm-blast from the peaks leaped down and smote But woke him not, and the white drops in vain Froze in his locks or crusted all his garb. For he lived only with his passionate heart. But as the months with slow..unnoticed tread Passed o'er the hills nor brought sweet change of spring Nor autumn wet with dew, a voice at last Moved from far heavens, other than our sky. And he arose as one impelled and came Past the supreme great ridges northward, came Into the wonderful land far up the world Page-221 Dim-looming, where the Northern Kurus dwell,
The
ancients of the world, invisible,
Feeling
a sense of unseen cities, hearing
Ramparts,
and mid them in a glory walk
Upon
the summit one whose regal hair Flowed, Indira, the goddess, Ocean's child,
Giver
of empire who all beauty keeps
Severe
and beautiful she leaned her face. Enamoured hast thou come, or for thy people
Empire
soliciting? But other beauty
For
bright felicities and cruel toils. Page-222
A
nation's destinies, and hast not feared
Then
with calm eyes the hero IIian: Now driven by a termless wide desire I wander over snow and countries vague." And like a viol Luxmie answered him: “Sprung of the moon, thy grandsire's fault in thee Yet lives; but since thy love is singly great,
Doubt1ess
thou shalt possess thy whole desire. Drawing my peoples to one sceptre, at last
Their
power by excess of beauty falls,- Wandered as when a man in sleep arises
And
goes into the night, and under stars Nor where they guide him, but dread unseen power
Walks
by
him and leads his unerring steps
Pururavus.
Over hushed dreadful hills Page-223 And knew in his awed heart the hill of God,
Coilas,
and
Mainaac with its summits gold. Glimmer from the dim rocks and meet the lake Amid a wrestle of tangled trees and heaped
Moss-grown
disordered stones, and all the water
She
sat, the mother of the Aryans, white
Preened
in the waters by her dipping feet. The
mystic lotus hardly held. Seeing her
Invaded
by the sea of images
Thee
from that glory issue and rejoiced.
O
son, thou hadst the impulse beautiful
Towards
the insufferable heights and flash
What
living passions, what immortal tears! Page-224 My flowers wither in that height, my swan
Spreads
not
his wings felicitous so far.
And
marble aspiration to sing sweetly And warm delights and warm desires and earth.
O
mine own son, pururavus, I fall And Ila's son made answer, "O white-armed, O mother of the Aryans, or my life
Creatress!
fates colossal overrule. Then with a sweet immortal smile the mother Gave to him in the hollow of her hand Wonderful water of the lake. He drank,
And
understood infinity, and saw And earth he saw, and mortal nights and days Grew to him moments, and his.limbs became Undying and his thoughts as.marble endured.
Then
to the hero deified the goddess, The Mighty Mother sits, whose sovran voice Shall ratify to thee thy future fair," Said and caressed his brow with lips divine.
And
bright Pururavus rose up the hill And the robust great limbs that bear the world.
Prophetical
and deep her voice came down:
Nor
punishes. Impartially he deals Page225 Energy added to the mighty sum Of action fails of its exact result, Empire shall in thy line and forceful brain Persist, the boundless impulse towards rule
Of
grandiose souls perpetually recur, Shall burn through Aryan history, the speech Of ages. In thy line the Spirit Supreme Shall bound existence with one human form;
In
Mathura and ocean Dwarca Man
But
all by huge self-will or violence marred By touch of later turbulent hands unsphered Or fames by legend stained. Upon my heights Breathing God's air, strong as the sky and pure,
Dwell
only Ixvaacou's children; destined theirs
Rapture
and clasp unloosed of Urvasie, Glad of his high reward, however dearly Purchased, purchased with infinite downfall, With footing now divine went up the world. Mid regions sweet and peaks of milk-white snow
And
lovely corners and delicious lakes,
Of
final haven near as the tried heart Towards the gates he hastened, and one bright Page-226 With angel face who at those portals stood
Cried
down,
"We
wait
for thee, Pururavus." Up through the streets a silver cry went on Before him of high instruments. From all The winds the marvellous musicians pressed
To
we1come that immortal lover. One
Faery
authority, stood from the crowd. Into its destined place, shine over us Here greatest as upon thy greener earth." They through the thrilling regions musical
Led
him and marveled at him and praised with song
With
expectation of a near delight.
O
mighty trees and, where they arched to part,
In
her soft clasp, and led him to a place
And
magic
banks and sweet low curves of hills, There by a sounding river downward thrown From under low green-curtaining boughs was she.
Mute
she arose and with wide quiet eyes Page-227
Who
meet and shall not sunder any more. To bear unchanging rapture; strong you were
By
patience to compel unwilling Gods." Then all his soul towards her leaning, took
Pururavus
into his clasp and felt, Then Love in his sweet heavens was satisfied.
But
far below through silent mighty space Page-228 |