January 3, 1973
(After the work)
(Sujata:) Mother, I have something to ask you, I have a
prayer.... Satprem is very tormented, you know; so I pray
that you will take his torment away.
Why tormented?
(Laughing:) That's his nature, Mother!
(Satprem grimaces)
You know, me, I have but one solution - always the same for anything: this (gesture, hands open). To abolish all personal existence, to be like this (same gesture), something that lets everything pass through and is ... set in motion by the Divine. That's all. Then everything is fine.
(Mother takes Satprem's hands,
and plunges in with a sweet smile)
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