Notes On The Way

 

1964-73

 

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1964

7 October

 

1965

12 January

24 March

21 August

27 November

 

1966

22 January

18 May

28 September

30 September

 

1967

11 January

21 January

4 March

7 March

24 May

24 June

26 August

30 August

15 November

22 November

29 November

30 December

 

1968

13 March

16 March

22 August

28 August

25 September

23 November

27 November

21 December

 

1969

1 January

4 January

8 January

18 January

15 February

22 February

17 May

24 May

28 May

31 May

4 June

16 August

1 October

18 October

19 November

10 December

13 December

27 December

   

 

1970

31 January

14 March

20 May

27 June

1 July

5 August

 

1971

11 January

16 January

3 March

1 May

22 May

9 June

17 July

21 July

28 August

1 September

29 September

16 October

30 October

17 November

18 December

22 December

25 December

 

 

1972

9 February

26 February

8 March

24 March

25 March

2 April

12 April

6 May

30 August

25 October

4 November

8 November

20 December

30 December

 

 

1973

7 February

10 March

7 February 1973

 

On Mother's message of 31 December 1972.

 

“There is only one solution for falsehood.

“It is to cure in ourselves all that contradicts in our consciousness the Presence of the Divine.”

 

Yes, I insist on that; it is very true, very true. It may not be easy to understand, but it is a very profound truth.

All that veils and deforms and prevents the manifestation of the Divine in us: it is that, the falsehood.

 

It is quite a labour!

 

This is what I have been doing all the while – every day and the whole day long, even while I see people. It is the only thing worth living for.  

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10 March 1973

 

I do not know, whenever I try to come in contact with this consciousness,¹ I have always the feeling, as you say, of a luminous vastness.

 

Yes.

 

But I have the feeling that it does not move, that one is there and one can eternally remain like that, but ...

 

It is so. This is my feeling.

 

Is it enough to let oneself be filled with That, is there nothing else to do?

 

I think, I think that it is the only thing. I am repeating always: “What Thou willest, what Thou willest, what Thou willest... let it be what Thou willest, may I do what Thou willest, may I be conscious of what Thou willest.”

And also: “Without Thee it is death; with Thee it is life.” By “death” I do not mean physical death – it may be so; it may be that now if I lost the contact, that would be the end, but it is impossible! I have the feeling that it is ... that I am That – with all the obstructions that the present consciousness may still have, that's all. And then, when I see someone (Mother opens her hands as though to offer the person to the Light), whoever he may be: like that (same gesture).  

 

(Silence)

 

All the while (it is amusing), all the while I have the feeling that I am a little baby who nestles – nestles within ... (what to call it?) a Divine Consciousness ... all-embracing.

 

¹ The New Consciousness. 

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